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ama for suicidal boi who set plans in motion

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we all know you wont do it

Why are you suicidal, and why are you desperate for attention?

this time op will actually deliver. i would stream but who wants to see someone an hero with nitrogen
i hate the concept of life and the fact i havent been genuinely happy in years. because i have nothing to do right now except wait for my things to be sold

what is your last meal going to be

going to eat at this asian restaurant i love. always order the pho and nuke it with fish sauce

aren't you scared of going to hell? or suffer eternal damnation?
I'm rtying to robotify myself cause this way I won't even flinch to anything in life and I can live every day like that until I die

film yourself faggot

kinda, part of me wants to think an afterlife exists, but i just think about how all my thoughts and actions are a series of electric shocks in my brain. just try to think as logically as you can about everything

Do you know that suffocation isn't painless or fast?

probably gonna stream it on some mobile streaming app, but again, who really wants to see an exit bag suicide

i am using inert gases which your body cant differentiate from oxygen and since it isn't oxygen, my body cant realize it's suffocating because of the lack of CO2

It's just too stupid to think we were created only to experience such a stupid life as life on earth. Not everything has to make perfect sense on your mind. I would give up on this possibility if I could just be deleted and experience nothingness without anyone remembering me in this world, but since I can't do that I just "live" on
I don't care who kills themselves in here since there's always people dying and doing dumb shit like drinking female hormones but I would seriously recommend against suicide
If going according to what makes sense to your mind I'd say you have 25% chance to suffer even more, literal hell, after doing it. Or rest for a long period of time until this world is done and then wake up and be sent to hell
but like I said not everything has to make sense to your brain to be a thing. we're imperfect anyway it would be ludicrous if we could really understand everything and every concept of a life that comes after

If there were an afterlife how would you like it to be?

Suicide from nitrogen inhalation isn't suffocation and should be quick and painless.

dont claim to know or understand everything, givin how i see things and how i see others interact with their religion, i don't see afterlife being a thing. even if it was, i doubt it would be how people think it is
id want it to be a world where i do everything i have done/do here correctly and make my impossible aspersions possible

k then, best of luck with the result

Man, I feel you. I'm 100% the same, no true happiness in years, everything just feels like a hassle and there's not even anything rewarding at the end. Why even bother at that point? I think there's some people who life just isn't meant for, and we're part of that group. I'd KMS, but I don't want to cause pain to my family and few close friends. It sucks, man.

>buy this fag pizza
>kills himself anyways

feels like i wasted that money now

are you leaving a note for someone to find explaining why you did it?

ive never had people buy anything for me that wasnt direct family. i can get pizza for .65 too so if anything i would buy people pizza
not sure if im going to explain, but i am leaving a note for whoever finds me first to take off my bag and take some money im leaving. i have a google doc on how i felt about the people in my life, but i doubt ill do anything with it

if the thread dies, for those who don't believe me, look out for my post where i link the suicide stream. pic related will be posted with it for proof

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just a bump cuz i wanna see this

don't kill yourself brah at least become a wage slave and give all your money to charity for a while so that some kid out thier doesn't end up like you