im always alone r9k not just exaggerating but literally alone i sit alone almost everyday no friends no girlfriend no pet and not even a member of any forum or support group just this place and i just lurk and almost never post its at the point where i am numb and i cant even cry literally i try and no tears come out just dry air i have called suicide hotline but its useless and i am already taking pills
i dont even think i care anymore and have just accepted being alone as the only life ill ever have maybe i can become a ghost burn my ID and travel alone or become a bum who sleeps on the streets oh well
So what do you want? Advice? Someone to talk to? I'm here only temporarily.
Lucas Long
sorry to hear man
hopefully things will get better for you. I wish I had advice but I'm in a similar situation...just keep your chin up
Andrew Sanders
>no pet Why don't you try getting a fishtank OP? It would cheer you up. Also make your room/apartment as comfy as possible, renovate a bit. Lighting is key! Warm yellow lights. Doing those 2 things will keep you occupied a bit and maybe make you go out. Then we can talk about your situation and how to get some sort of schizo gf
>tfw you go to a psychiatrist and they tell you to reach out to your friends for support, or to accept their invitations, or to talk to them more often, all while not realizing you aren't a fucking normie and they aren't doing their goddamn job.
Oliver Thompson
Not even psychiatrists but just normal cookie cutter advice
So many people jump to "just reach out to your family, friends or loved ones" shit like it's something everyone has
Jonathan Barnes
Do you play vidya? Try to become internet friend with someone there for a start, just to have someone to consume your time, could be pretty healthy for you.
Nicholas Sanders
>fishtank its a bitch to maintain. unless u really love fish
Caleb Long
>cant even cry literally i try and no tears come out You're probably sad because you sit alone and try to cry all day. Have a coke and a smile then shut the fuck up.
Jaxson Torres
go back to inceltears
Joshua Martinez
>its a bitch to maintain. unless u really love fish not true, there are some really low maintenance setups where u clean the sponge of the air filter once a month and trim the plants
red cherry shrimp are really easy to raise and you can even sell them for one buck or two each
Andrew Brooks
Everyone is here temporarily.
Jeremiah Torres
Psychiatrists get a whole two courses of counseling training. Get a therapist if you want advice.
Jack Gutierrez
I know how you feel. I hadn't had a real friend in ages, and I've began to develop a speech impediment because of it. You wanna talk on Discord buddy?