Want to be someone's slave more than anything

>want to be someone's slave more than anything
>not even in a strictly sexual way I just want to be someone's puppet. someone that will do anything their master says no matter what.
I don't know why I feel like this. I have no idea but I desire this so much.

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You sound like you need religion.

what makes it sound like that

What you're describing sounds like an unfilled need for devotion to something that can't be found in this world.

I want OP to be my slave.
>tfw I will never punish him by stringing him up and tickling his naked body mercilessly

i want to be the slave of a respectable person

What respectable person owns slaves? Beggars can't be choosers. Especially not indentured beggars.

>What respectable person owns slaves?
what respectable person doesn't

I think I know how you feel, I have fantasies sometimes of dressing up like a woman, acting stupid, and letting men plow me. It's because the idea of being a dumb slut with no pressure to even think is attractive to me because it sounds safe.

that's not how I feel at all sorry.

Have you thought about training to be a butler? If not I would love to have someone around that were so devoted.

Fuck that, OP should work in a maid cafe.

see outside of making people into trannies or other weird shit, nobody wants to actually own anybody unless it's for labor utilage or sexual favors. offered myself to anybody on Jow Forums many years ago and got zero takers, once i removed that i wasn't going to take HRT.

Oh. So it's nothing to do with security for you then?

I have similar feelings. When I imagine being someone's personal servant, it doesn't just get me horny or something (but it can), it gives me a real sense of satisfaction. It feels so fulfilling. In order to feel complete in my life, I know I need to find some way to satisfy this need.

Sometimes it's a bit more dignified a fantasy, I guess, like imagining I'm the right-hand-man to someone in power. Sometimes it's as childish as being a princess's butler. Whatever it is, I have this hunger to submit to the will of someone I sincerely believe is my superior.

this right here. not op tho.

no I simply wish to serve someone in anyway at all. Almost as if i'm a part of them. anything they want to do that they wouldn't do themselves I would do. anything they cannot do themselves I would do. I want my life to be in their hands 100% until death. Even if they wanted me to hurt myself or hurt someone else I would do it no questions asked.

Feeling's mutual OP. I feel like if my life were devoted to helping a higher status individual go about their day to day life I would be in a much better place than I am in right now. I sometimes think of myself as a butler or bodyguard to someone else and whenever I think of myself that way I feel completed like I have reached my goal in life. I know most of the slave bullshit that goes around is purely for either manual labor or sexual purposes, but I think being a personal chef, driver, or gardener to some rich family would be a nice way to live out my life

Do you have difficulty picturing yourself in a position of power? I do, I can't see myself being a leader or being a slave's master or anything like that. It just feels wrong in my head. And it makes me feel guilty to admit that. I'm always told that I'm supposed to strive to be an alphamale, to be a leader, to try to exert my will. But it just doesn't "click" in my head. I feel like I have to be the second-in-command at best. Why am I like this?

If it's any consolation to you, here is what Tolkien said on the matter:
>The most improper job of any man, even saints (who at any rate were at least unwilling to take it on), is bossing other men. Not one in a million is fit for it, and least of all those who seek the opportunity.