What's on your mind, darling?

Talk to me, please.
I'll be home for at least the next seven hours and if you want to get anything off your mind I can chitchat.

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...fuck it, I'm bored and stressed.

My time as a NEET is coming to an end due to being unable to process financially, but I feel incompetent when I look at the jobs avalible in my area only to find I don't qualify for 95% of them and the others are manual labor that I'm not sure I have the physical stamina to do after years of depressed sedentary NEETness.
That's what's on my mind random person.

>I've been unemployed for nearly a month and I feel like a sack of shit
>failed 2 job interviews
>Haven't been able to smoke weed for the past month and I'm getting really depressed
>No friends anymore, they're slowly ghosting me
>Can't get a gf, probably will never have a gf due to autism
>Want to get into coding but I don't have self-discipline and coding schools cost thousands of dollars

How do I fall back in love with my partner
For a while now I just haven't felt much. I'll ignore messages, be really standoffish. I'd discuss issues if I could pin them down outside of just not feeling anything.

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I know you didn't ask for advice and I don't really have much to offer on the situation, just know that millions of people just like you have been in the same situation and excelled beyond what you can imagine.
Every single person I ever met as a high-ranking administration staff anywhere started out bagging groceries part-time or stocking shelves. Just suffer through the initial years until you land something you can sustain yourself off of.
Any plans? Personally I recommend Sprouts if they're in your area.
How'd you end up unemployed?
I suppose I'd need to ask first why you feel the need to want to recapture that love you lost instead of breaking up. Does the relationship benefit you?

everyone thinks im mad
i cant go outside
they'll all laugh at me
why am i so awkward
why am i so incompetent
if the world didnt want me why did it produce me

Its a humongous benefit to me. First off we've been together for well over a year. Secondly he does a lot for me, and me him. Then there's the fact he's the best I could do. Physically I couldn't ask for any more, romanticallysex is pretty good albeit he's not around enough to satisfy me fully, but that's nothing big. He loves me a lot, and in a meaningful way not like an obsessed "its a problem" way, but just that its nearly unconditional.
Just lots of stuff, that should make me ecstatic but I just feel numb to him now, almost pushing him away practically.

Sadly the nearest Sprouts is a little over 50 miles away. The main problem is my psych issues. Im on my 5th medication for depression and it was working a bit for the last month, but suddenly the last couple of days I've had so little energy I've barely been able to get out of bed. Mercifully I have a appointment with my psychiatrist in about 13 hours and can ask then. I'm tempted to ask her about ketamine as esketamine just got aproved as a depression treatment and the generic is cheaper and supposedly more effective, but im not sure how she'll react to asking for a drug like that given its reputation and that it would be an off label use.

It's not much darling but I'd be happy to have you. I don't think hardly anyone is going to laugh at you, it's a large world and things happen everyday so often you'd be a fleeting glance at most.
Darling there's clearly some level on which you aren't being satisfied. Even if a guy is making all of the right moves, sometimes you just need a different game all together.
I'd seriously consider finding something else rather than trying to capture that "serious love" a lot of people fall into. Economic stability is nice but I promise real happiness has no price, and if you turn around to find you spend so many years feeling lukewarm you'd hate yourself

Hmm. It definitely isn't okay to just keep jumping from pill to pill, as the eventual goal is to get you sober.
Have you ever had a caffeine pill? Everyone I've ever met that's done the psych route for pills has sworn that those have done more for them than anything.

I haven't, maybe thats what I should try next.
Also your use of the phrase darling is both mildly saddening, but more so oddly very soothing as it reminds me of an ex...you aren't female with a name that starts with A are you?

You wish. I picked it up when I was 12 in a roleplay community, some people really liked it.

but im get this paranoid feeling everytime i go out that everyone's looking at me, everyone's noting me, they're all lauging at me in their heads, they all think im weird

Meh, it was a massive long shot. I don't even think she comes to this site much less Jow Forums, she was always way too normal than that. Just had to make sure. Thank you for your advice regardless.

I want there to be more incels. I swear to god if I ever get power I'm making things WORSE for everyone. I love this shit

I quit my job because it was shitty and stressful. Im having trouble finding a job thats compatible with autism and anxiety disorder

Pretty much nobody is. You're just not worth that much attention, darling, even though I'm sure you're wonderful.
How do you mean?

Do psilocybe mushrooms together... :) I'm serious

I always was called a nice person and some people would be really touched by how I acted, yet I wonder if all of that was rooted from fear.

>you're wonderful
Why did you say that? Do you wish to manipulate me? DO you think i cant find out what youre thinking. You've coem here to influence all of us to follow ideology right? Do you think i'd fall for that? I've had worse propaganda than this. Go away. I've found your ulterior motive. In the name of help you'll take away my individuality an replace my thoughts to align with the world order? why? why? WWHYYYYYYYYYYY????????

Probably not. Most people tend to mean what they say, despite what you think.
Nah, I just think you're great.

I tend to think the more men who cannot successfully get a lasting relationship the more volatile the society. It's the case in islamic nations where bride hoarding and harems cause the excess males to either revolt or invade neighbors. However those consequences have been suppressed thanks to international law and global trade. However every system has a tipping point and when America reaches this point many other states might follow. I want nothing less than the overturning of global order so that I can raid every single institution and steal away all the technology and infrastructure I can.

Oh sorry I forgot a bit, I meant to say

" I want nothing less than the overturning of global order so that I can raid every single institution and steal away all the technology and infrastructure I can while denying it to the majority of the worlds population. I want them to come begging like I'm some feudal king or khan

you're lying aren't you

why do you lie

i am not great

i never was

why do you say so

what have i done

why does this world hate me

We tried an edible together but i dont feel id have it in me to do a psychadelic

>In a relationship where we both love each other
>Get this gut feeling that says to end the relationship but not fully sure why
This is really distressing

Do the physical ones just pop some pain killers before work and muscle relaxants at night for a week and you're set your body'll get used to the job.

Etymology of the word Psychedelic

From Ancient Greek (psukhe, "mind, soul") + (delos, "manifest, visible") + English -ic

I'm married and same t b h

>darling
fuck you

What's the matter, user? Afraid of what's in your own mind?

where you on the pill when dating?

your gut feeling is a subconscious enumeration of everything you dislike about the other person. it doesn't mean you necessarily have to end your relationship but it does need to be addressed if you don't want to lose what you have.

and if you eventually reach the point where you know for a fact you want to leave, at least give the other person the dignity of understanding exactly why.

Yeah im afraid seeing shit and feeling my body feel funny things will pile onto my already high anxiety and ill be stuck like that for a while

these threads are always fake and creepy

well, there's always microdosing, y'know :P

Hey, the beautiful thing about psilocybe mushrooms is, they're actually effective in the treatment of anxiety :) along with depression, OCD, PTSD, and addiction; Johns Hopkins School of Medicine determined this to be true

plus, if you take a low dose, you won't "see shit" :P

lol I find these threads genuine and endearing

Weeds good for anxiety too. And yet people still get awful panic attacks on it.
Microdosing is a decent idea I guess but I don't see how that would fix anything significantly especially outside of that day. Probably achieve more from an hour long conversation than some shrooms.

nah. the op is always overly optimistic and "happy" and gives the most general normie advice that doesn't help or make anyone feel better ever

if you were depressed you'd see that too

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It's entirely possible that the person behind the thread is also depressed and is trying to become the person they want to be via putting their best foot forward and attempting to be happy and uplifting in spite of where they're posting
I love threads with no hard topic that people who may've made another thread otherwise can come in and just talk about what's up with their life, y'know?

Well she didn't answer but I will dump some info.Dating on the pill affects your mate choice.You'll go for a guy that smells similarly to your father or a brother.Don't date on the pill usually these men are not compatible with you.

Email me at demonichellspawn97501 at gmail. I kind of want to get in touch with you to get your opinions on a few things. I think i honestly know what might give you purpose

And make sure you check your email. I'm heading to bed. So I'll get back to you tomorrow

Oh shit i want in on this wtf

To get my opinions on a few things? Regarding what?

Who the hell are you?

No you don't dude, I mean all I wanted to do was post my wojak cartoon for my fellow robots to enjoy.

Why did this person pick me?

except you have to be realistic to actually help and cheer someone up, telling someone that "nothing is wrong and everything is gonna be ok" doesn't help for shit and isn't actually advice

If I can help, I'll help, if I can't, I'll support
This isn't really an advice thread, it's just a slice of life, talk about what's up place

I fail to see how that determines if someone is depressed or not.

You'd be surprised, user. :) Here:

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>love OP
>be me

:)

and I love you too

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>darling

I really like that. Kinda plays into what's wrong too. I really needed a parent growing up. One that loved me, not just threw money at whatever to make the problem go away. I never had the parents and especially the mom I want. And now I really want one.

Everyone's got baggage, but parental baggage is usually a lot heavier.
How're you dealing with life?

Fine I suppose. I've got a job, a comfortable apartment. But I'm a bit of a hermit. Hardly speak to anyone.

Well you're doing better than most people here, despite the social isolation. If you're really in need I'd volunteer, maybe focus on helping kids to atone for the universal imbalance of your shotty start.

I wonder if my friend is okay.
She's a hikki neet and living very isolated, she got very sick, probably in combination to having a very weak, underweight, unmoving body. I really hope she is okay, it might take a few days or weeks to see if she ever appears online again. I have extremely good luck usually, I wonder if meeting her was extremely lucky.

I haven't cried for someone since one of my friends attempted suicide 6 months ago. They failed and were hospitalized.

you're genuinely makin' me feel good, stahhhp it, haha :)

Yeah that situation seems bleak, just positive thinking is your only resource. Statistically speaking she's going to be okay, the human body can survive impossible things.

>muh individuality
Come on now user. We all know such a thing does not exist within you.

>it's an user recruits clueless incels to his cult episode

>be me
>Have a rare disease that only 40k ppl on 31 mil got
>No one beside specialists and family believes you
>Even proof doesnt speak to them
>Military doc says he doesnt think i have it, besides i gave him the proof and tells me im healthy.

Just what the fuck.

You can't just write this without telling us what it is darling, I won't allow it.

OP, you're so charming. :)

I didn't draw this, but... Here!

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Sclerosis multiplex. Multiple sclerosis, i have heard that people in the more civilised countries are having difficulties with acknowledging this disease, but in my country even doctors were probably hearing of this disease for the first fucking time.

Thank you! I adore it

Here's some more art I like :)

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aand another,

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and how cool would it be to own this place? :)

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wish i had a family, and friends
wish my country was not so poor, and had food regularly and was not always at war with our violent neighbours. i wish i was a white person living in a first world country with friends and family and food, and i hate myself so much for being a shitskin mongrel subhuman, living in a third world shithole
i want to die, and to kill everyone in this country along with myself
i am just another machine that will be thrown away and forgotten, and no one will grieve
please remember me OP, i do not want to feel alone as i die

It's okay to admit you're lying.

WHERE ARE YOU
YOU FUCKING LIAR YOU SAID YOU CARED
YOU DONT CARE NONE OF THIS MATTERS TO YOU

I can't imagine that consuming so much of the bile here to the point that where you view yourself and where you are to that extent is healthy. There's obviously a difference between affluent Nations and non and I feel for your economic status. Is there any reasonable means to escape?
Calm down.

OP, how do I go about finding a snugglebuddy? I don't want a girlfriend or a fuck buddy, just... Someone to snuggle up to and watch cartoons or browse the web with

This is the worst 404 ever... I miss you OP :'(

I'm in a college course that will land me straight into a job, and the course includes multiple unpaid internships. Just finished this one, and I hate this job so fucking much. I have no dignity, freedom, independence, motivation to keep going (other than not failing) and frankly I'm not even very good at it.

But you know the real shitty part? All these problems are attributable to two things, the fact that I'm introverted and the fact that I'm male. That's it. Technically I'm absolutely fucking brilliant, but I get treated like shit because 90% of my coworkers are roasties who can't handle their stress, and because I need to 'socialize' with staff and clients more. Fucking hell, alright then, guess I'll just accept that I wasted 3 years of my life thanks to me personality.