>be me >148 iq studying math with 100% on every class >got dumped 1 year and a half ago by the only person I have ever loved >anhedonia made me stop studying and hanging out with "friends" I know since middle school >became insomniac and eager to suicide myself >left university >start considering the hypothesis to need a psychiatrist >prescribes me SSRI >still miss her but I don't want to hung up myself anymore FeelBetter.jpg >begin again to have social interaction
time passes
>changed university class, math make me remember her >it hurts >December 22 2018 >discover my "friends" don't want me to celebrate New Years Eve with them, they made a whatsapp group without me >however they invited my ex >tfw no one wants to spend time with me
>January 10, my birthday, got birthday wishes only by my family and my ex >she wants to remain friends >crying because I still miss her
>today >no one had asked me to hang out with them since last time >still miss my ex >crying and still want to suicide myself
I'm going to the psychiatrist again, fuck you life
I don't know what to say user i don't think any thing would help cuz the solution is with you, you have to start again make new friends and maybe hang out with your ex as a friend that might help you not to miss her the way you do and try to date someone else they might help you to forget her and never get back with your friends all you can say to them is hi and only if they said it first you don't start and if they said that they want to hang out or sth make any excuse but don't go and your ex as i said only be her friend nothing else not even a close friend and start studing again hard and accomplish things and stuff and it going to be okay
Jace Long
Did the SSRIs also stop working for you? When I started taking them, I had some kind of joy in life again since a long time. Now I took them for 3 months and just want to die half of the time.
Ayden Harris
>had a girlfriend >has the gall to complain
gtfo normalfag
Luis Ward
If you stopped hanging out with your friends how did you think that they still would be trying to hang out with you?Maybe,they thought that you got tired of them,so it's your fault.
Jeremiah Miller
Fucking kill yourself faggot, it's not like anyone will miss you anyway.
Why blame life for your inability to get over a break up?
Christopher Myers
Forgot to mention that psychiatrist lowed down my dose
they knew I had depression and that I was seeing a psychiatrist
kek
Grayson Roberts
my mommy and my puppies will miss me
fuck (my) life fuck my brain which cause me depression
Chase Cruz
Yeah I do not think a break up can result in full-blown suicidal depression unless you were already on the edge. Maybe meds will help you realise that, at least I hope so. And who the fuck cares about middle school friends, they sounds shitty, you were going to grow apart eventually anyway judging from their actions.
Brandon Bennett
Where do you live?do you have a job?
Isaac Watson
you're right
I was always sad before starting dating my ex then I was in love and happy then depressione
Ayden Cruz
Italy
I mentioned that I changed university class: chemistry instead of math
Sebastian Martinez
What city?is it small or big?
Samuel Cruz
get yourself some new friends and get back at those assholes for excluding you like that
Jace Jackson
she stole closure from you im sorry user, our first love is never forgotten. you sound sweet
Jeremiah Miller
>148 iq >math make me remember >fucking up present simple
Jose Smith
isn't it using present simple right if it still makes me remember her?
wtf. 100k inhabitants
thanks
Levi Mitchell
*isn't using ps correct if it still makes me remember her?
self errata corrige
Luis Sanders
Don't go SSRI route user, these things are shit. Go for NDRI's (Wellbutrin) instead, low dosages of amph even (~5 mg orally). My story is very (even terrifyingly) similar to yours. I wasted 6 years of my life, SSRIs didn't help one bit, nothing did and believe me when I say it I took almost everything except for those dopamine-centric medication. I urge you to act quickly because damage from depression and SSRI will accumulate in your brain dropping your IQ dozen or more points down (I was 144, went to 120, felt like 70) not to mention pee pee not working .
