>be me
>stable wagecuck with my own two bedroom apartment
>don't bother dating because pointless
>just happen to meet girlfriend at coffee shop
>she's hungover from partying all night and her friend bailed on her
>I make sure she's ok. somehow this gets me her number
>she's a wagecuck with crushing college debt with useless degree
>few weeks of dating go by
>she's slept over my apartment multiple times
>still no sex, but I don't initiate it because I'm just happy to have a gf
>she says she's getting evicted from her apartment and asks to stay over for a week or two
>I say ok because I'm supposed to be there for my girlfriend right?
>first night over she puts her stuff in the other bedroom
>feels bad man. thought she would be sleeping in my bed
>two weeks pass and she's still there. no talk of finding a new place
>I ask about it and she says she's been asking friends etc.
>She comes to my room that night and gives me a blowjob
>another month goes by and we're living our own lives, see each other for dates and once in a while she gives me a blowjob. still haven't had sex with her
>she's out a lot and sometimes gets back early in the morning
>still snuggles with me on the couch so im happy. think I'm falling in love
>one saturday night she gets back earlier than usual, kind of drunk
>doesn't notice me on couch
>she goes in her bedroom tipsy and forgets to close the door
>she gets a phone call and has it on speaker phone, it's some guy
>he's complaining that she left early and when does he get to see her again etc.
>I ask her about it and she breaks down saying she left early to get away from him
>Starts saying she wanted to come home to see me and it's nothing
>I lie and claim I heard more than I did, and she suddenly gets serious
>she walks me back to the couch and has to tell me something
>I feel my heart shattering into a million pieces before she says anything
Cheater girlfriend who broke my heart wants to come back permanently
>She says she got carried away and met this guy over the week and accidentally slept with him
>She blames the alcohol and stress in her life and even tries to blame that she "barely sees me" (because she's out all the time)
>I ask how many times she did it. She says twice.
>She insists she was telling the truth and left that night because she knew she was making a mistake.
>I ask her why the guy seemed to think he was still seeing her.
>She has no answer. She tries to say it was just a fling.
>I start crying
>She puts her hand on me and I shrug it off
>I know what Jow Forums would tell me to do and know its the right thing
>I tell her to pack her shit and leave
>She goes into a panic telling me to wait
>I say "no, get out"
>She tries to convince me some more but I ignore her
>An hour goes by and she's in her room. I knock on her door and ask if she's packed her stuff yet.
>She comes out in disbelief, says she lives there and I can't just make her leave
>I tell her it's my apartment and my lease and she not welcome anymore
>She says it's getting dark and how can she possibly move so fast
>I say she can come get her stuff the next day
>She throws a bit of a tantrum and then grabs her purse and a bag of stuff
>On her way out the door she asks me where she's supposed to go
>I tell her I don't care and shut the door on her
>I'm up all night crying and sad
>early Sunday morning I put all her stuff in some old boxes and leave them in the hall
>I should send her a text that her stuff is there but I fall asleep on the couch
>Wake up about noon and hear a faint knock at my door
>It goes on for like 5 minutes
>I look through the peep hole and can see my girlfriend and her friend
>Don't answer the door, go back to the couch
>Start hearing noises in the hall, probably boxes being dropped
>Notice I have a bunch of texts and voicemails
>Girlfriend had been texting me while I was asleep asking if I was ok and saying she's sorry and trying to explain
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>First voicemail from gf was just her sniffling and crying in the background
>Second voicemail more sniffling and "I just want to explain"
>Third voicemail was from her only friend who likes me saying my girlfriend drank too much and I should give her a chance to talk
>I go to the window and look down below and girlfriend and her friend are loading boxes into the friend's car
>I go back to sleep
>Wake up and get a call from girlfriend. Decide to answer.
>Asks how I am and then gives more excuses. Says she needs to stop drinking.
>She says she can only stay with her friend one night because she has no room.
>Says she can't afford a hotel.
>I tell her maybe she should go stay with the guy she was fucking.
>She gets upset then says she might have to
>She asks me if that's what I want. I feel my heart sinking again, then tell her I don't care.
>I tell her do whatever she wants and hang up.
>Next evening I'm exhausted and creep social media trying to make sense of everything
>Don't pay attention to social media so don't really know what she does on there
>Piece together that she was with a new group of friends for the week prior and drinking a lot
>Everyone I can find connected to that scene is a thot or a douchebag
>Find the guy she fucked. He seems like an asshole but looks like Chad.
>Find a picture of them together, booze everywhere, probably from one of the nights he fucked her
>It's getting late so decide I'll go to bed soon
>Just then I see the douchebag tweet about her
>She actually went to stay with him
>I have a mini-breakdown and cry again
>A few shitty days later I'm miserable and still creeping social media before bed even though it's bad for me
>She's asking if any friends have a spare couch she can sleep on
>Once in a while she makes a post that seems like it's meant for me, but I tell myself its all in my head
>Two long weeks pass and I'm still sad and bitter, but mostly stopped crying at night
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>She apparently stayed with a friend a couple nights and then a hotel
>I decide this is killing me so I get rid of my social media accounts and block her number
>Two more long weeks pass. Saturday night rolls around.
>By this time I've turned the spare bedroom she was sleeping in back into an office & hobby area
>Starting to feel like maybe my life won't fall apart just because my heart did
>It's 10pm and I hear a faint knock at the door.
>My now ex girlfriend is at the door in tears.
>She's got a bag with her and says "I'm so sorry. I didn't know where else to go"
>I walk into the hall to talk to her.
>She has no money for the hotel and her friend's boyfriend won't let her stay with them anymore.
>She tells me she knows she has no right to ask me for a place to stay.
>She tells me she truly has nowhere to go.
>I ask about that guy and she lowers her head and says "no", then starts slowly walking away crying.
>I feel a moment of weakness and tell her "come on" and open the door
>I take her bag and toss it on the couch and tell her "that's you".
>She looks towards her old bedroom and can see my new office chair in there
>She sits on the couch and I ignore her. I tell myself "She can use the couch a few days, but she can't use me."
>Go to the kitchen to clean up before I take my shower and go to bed
>She turns and looks at me now and then, and I say nothing. She just sits there.
>I take my shower then go to bed.
>Laying in bed I can hear her get a glass of water in the kitchen. Then some crying.
>Can see the shadow from the hall light under my door.
>I see the shadow of her feet walk up to my bedroom door and she just stands there.
>She spends a minute there. Then I hear a big sigh and she walks away.
>Sunday morning I get up early and forget she's even there.
>Usually the normies aren't at the park yet and I want to enjoy some fresh air alone
>So I hop out of bed and walk to the kitchen in my boxers and start making coffee
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>Lean over the counter while it's brewing and yawn into my hands, and when I look up I see her over on the couch and remember she's there
>She's sleeping in a tank-top and panties
>I forgot to give her a spare blanket the night before, she's just kind of curled up there with her bag
>Behind her a pair of pants and shirt folded neatly over the side of the couch.
>For a moment I feel in love again, but then I get crushed by terrible sadness very suddenly
>I think about how I never fucked her even though I treated her right but that douchebag did
>Pour a cup of coffee and she starts waking up
>She looks at me but I have to look away it feels so bad
>I walk away to go get dressed
>When I come back to get ready to leave she's sitting up on the couch in her tanktop and panties
>Pour a thermos of coffee
>Think about offering her a cup of coffee, but don't want to
>Instead I say "if you have the rest please empty the filter"
>She stands up and starts walking to the kitchen in her panties as I'm leaving
>I've kind of seen her in her panties before just by living with her but that was probably the best view I ever had. Even the blowjobs she gave me she was fully clothed. Sad.
>Walk to the park and walk around. Not many normies around, just a few old people with dogs who don't talk to you and some weird people. Just like I like it.
>Normies start flooding the area and it's about time to leave, but I don't want to go back and have to talk to her about things that hurt me.
>Stay out walking around till noon, then get some lunch alone
>Call friends but they're busy like they always are
>Go home around 1 and she's not there, but her bag is.
>Hear knock at the door
>It's her. She has a bag of groceries.
>She says she got me lunch but got locked out.
>I tell her I already ate.
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>She wants to make a nice gesture but I don't want anything from her.
>I get the receipt from the bag and pay her the exact amount including the change.
>She gets quiet and fiddles putting away her food. I go to my room and shut the door to rest up a bit.
>Friend finally calls me back, head on over there.
>On my way out I toss my ex the spare key so she doesn't get locked out. Tell her she should start looking for a place to stay.
>When I get in later she's done the dishes and made food, and also cleaned up the couch and TV area.
>I try watching TV but it's hard sitting near her. She's constantly looking over at me and fidgeting.
>I eat alone and mess around online then get ready for bed.
>I bring her a few blankets.
>Later I get up to go to the bathroom and on my way out she's outside the door in her tshirt and panties saying she was on her way in
>She passes me facing me and way closer than necessary, and I feel a strange mix of emotions
>When I turn to go back to my room I can see she's standing in the bathroom looking at me
>She eventually shuts the bathroom door as I get into my bedroom
>Next day I get up for work and she gets up to have coffee with me
>She brings up out of the blue that coffee tastes even better when you don't drink anymore
>She asks me what my day will be like, I don't really want to talk.
>She wants to know when I'll be back. I go turn on the TV until I'm ready to leave.
>Get back and she's at the door, says she forgot the key and was locked out again.
>Squeezes in the door next to me as we go in putting her face near mine.
>I get intense anxiety that seems like it's building towards something, and walk away
>She meets me in the kitchen later and talks about how she's part time waitressing
>I make small talk while I get a bunch of stuff done just so its not weird
>She tries to hug me and I flinch, then feel panic, then walk away
>That night I see her walk up to my door again from the light in the hall then walk away
Keep goin op, It's probably a larp but i got nothin better to do in between queues
>A week passes and I try to keep my distance.
>She seems to not be partying or drinking and it's believable that she's saving money for an apartment, so I agree she can use the couch as much as she needs for a month.
>One afternoon I'm back early and she's out
>The whole place is cleaned again. So I sit down on the couch and relax.
>She gets back with 4 bags of groceries and says she went shopping.
>She never used to do any of this stuff before.
>I ask how much for the groceries, but she won't accept more than half.
>She sits on the couch a seat over from me and smiles.
>We watch some TV and randomly start talking, and for a minute it's like how it used to be.
>First time I felt that in a while, and it crushes me to remember it.
>I get quiet and don't want to keep feeling that.
>She moves over next to me
>She says "hey" and puts her hand on my arm
>I can't say or do anything, her touch makes me feel like my whole body is dizzy and my anxiety skyrockets
>She moves in near me and puts her face near me, "hey"
>Then she kisses me on the cheek, and tears start streaming down my face
>My arms are by my side and I'm looking down and trying hard not to feel anything.
>I can't help it. It's like my eyes just start crying on their own.
>She starts lightly kissing me on my face, and whispering "I'm sorry" after every kiss
>All my emotions bubble to the surface and I start to show it
>She starts kissing me faster all around my face and saying "I'm sorry"
>She tries to kiss me on the lips but I can't kiss her back
>She starts kissing down my neck, then down my chest, still whispering "I'm sorry" each time
>I start feeling an intense mix of sadness and anger and betrayal and passion and desire
>She unzips my pants and takes out my dick which is half erect
>She starts kissing it and saying she's sorry
>I get fully erect but still have tears streaming down my face
>She sucks the head of my cock, popping it out of her mouth to keep saying "I'm sorry"
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I ain't readin all that shit, but she was never your gf.
>As she sucks it faster and comes off of it she just whispers "sorry" and sometimes half the word with her mouth pressed against my dick
>Every now and then she kisses it and kisses my thighs
>All my emotions are just hanging out there
>I pull my pants down more and put a hand on the back of her head so I can feel her effort to suck my cock
>I feel less sad and start to feel something else
>She says sorry one more time and looks up at me kissing the head of my cock
>I say "you cheated on me" and use my hand to motion her back onto my cock
>She starts sucking me deeper
>I tell her to show me she's sorry and apply some pressure with my hand
>She opens her mouth wider and takes it down another inch
>I pull her off my cock and tell her to take off her clothes
>She has drool running down her chin and takes her shirt and bra off while kneeling in front of me
>I look at her tits exposed in front of me and she her hands on my thighs
>I stop her again and tell her "pants too"
>She stands up and strips off her pants. This time she looks a little embarrassed.
>She's wearing thin pink panties
>She bends over towards me and leans in to kiss me, but before she goes forward past my waste I grip her hair
>I motion her back down to my cock, and tell her she can kiss that
>She starts to kiss it and I apply some pressure with my hand and she pops it into her mouth
>She starts sucking again, and I tell her deeper
>I tell her she can apologize with my dick in her mouth
>She sucks faster after I say that and moans
>She seems to be trying to make me cum
>I grip her hair a bit more and slow her down
>I apply pressure and slide my cock deeper to the back of her mouth
>I thrust up with my hips until the head of my cock hits her throat
>I slide my cock out and she coughs a bit and has more drool all over her mouth and chin
>I rub my cock on her face spreading and her eyeliner smears a bit
>She looks like a mess and I tell her to keep sucking
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>When she goes back down on my cock I put a second hand on her head and start thrusting up to facefuck her
>I start using her mouth like a sex toy and she takes it all
>She's making all sorts of noise from moans to coughs that send more drool spraying down my cock
>I ask her "is this what you do for other guys?" as she messily bobs on my cock
>She starts moaning more when I say it. I say "huh whore? is this what you do?"
>I ask her if she's a "cheating whore who takes cock like this?" and she opens her mouth wide and pushes her face all the way down to my balls
>I'm not applying any pressure or thrusting at all, she's pushing entirely down my shaft
>I hear her gagging and lift both my hands, and she starts fucking her own throat down on my cock
>She keeps trying to moan while gagging and slamming her face down to my balls
>I start cumming down her throat
>She whimpers repeatedly when I do
>Feels like she's swallowing
>She slides off my cock and swallows again
>She rests her head by my cock and catches her breath
>Her face is a mess. She looks like a trashy slut
>She looks up at me and kisses my cock a couple more times
>I get up and move past her. She puts a hand on my leg as I do and it slides off as I walk to the kitchen.
>I get a glass of water and tell her I'm taking a shower
>She stays kneeling on the floor for a minute then sits on the couch in just her panties
>She gets a tissue from her purse and tries to wipe herself off, but it's a futile effort. the tissue breaks apart
>She sits on the edge of the couch looking defeated by the slut-slime she's covered with
>I toss her a clean dish towel then go take my shower
>Spend some time reading, then get dinner later
>She's watching TV and on her phone.
>She wants to eat with me, but I have stuff to do at the computer
>She acts a bit weird.
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>Couple days pass and I'm really busy and trying not to think too much into what happened between us.
>She cheated on me and I got a sloppy blowjob apology, and I tell myself that's all it is to me. It's easier that way.
>She tries to get in my personal space but I try my best to do my own thing and keep my distance.
>Then one night before bed I go to take a shower and she's in a tshirt and panties by the bathroom door
>I ask if she's going in and I step back so she can get through
>She says she doesn't need the bathroom, then awkwardly gets closer to me and points to my bedroom
>I don't want to do the " falling in love and getting played" thing again so I figure I'll just think of what I want, and only what I want
>I know from the medicine cabinet that she's on the pill
>I know she wants to do something in my bedroom, but I don't just want a blowjob if I'm oing to let her get close to me again
>She still hasn't said anything but just wants to bring me into the bedroom
>I tell her "ok, you can go in, strip, and get in my bed. you can wait there for me"
>I go into the bathroom and take my shower, figuring she most likely left
>Walk into my room and she's laying in my bed under the covers
>See her clothes by the side on a chair
>She looks nervous
>I get hard thinking about her being naked in my bed and take off my towel, giving no fucks
>Let her see my erection and power walk to the bed
>I yank the covers off of her, and it surprises her and she tries to cover herself with her amrs
>She's laying on her back naked
>I get up into the bed and kneel over her
>She moves her arms away revealing her tits and pussy
>Her legs are still together, so I put my hands between her thighs and motion for her to spread them
>She does. She spreads her legs and her pussy looks very fuckable
>I know I should make out with her and do foreplay, but that's for people in love, and I'm not trying to impress her
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I'm not going to read all this, but if she cheated on you once, she'll do it again, find yourself a new one OP
>I get a bottle of lube I use for myself from my night stand
>I pour some on my hand
>she lays there looking up at me, still hasn't said a word
>I notice she has goosebumps all over her skin, and her nipples are stiff
>I bring my hand to her pussy and look at her as I rub it on and into her
>She makes a muffled sound and breathes a lot as I get her pussy ready
>She reaches for me, but I just move between her legs as I work the lube into her
>I put my cock up to her pussy and look at her to see if she still wants to be in my bed
>She stays, so I slide a hand up to her collar bone and grip her and I slide my cock in her
>I quickly start thrusting harder and she starts breathing harder when I do
>I lean all the way over her and thrust deep, and start fucking her for my own pleasure
>I just want to cum quickly so I can go to bed
>Then I think about if she's going to be sleeping in my bed, and then I ask myself why she never slept in my bed before
>Suddenly it's really hard to cum, and I start fucking her faster and harder
>She puts her head to the side as I use her pussy as roughly as I want it
>Start to notice her making a weird face and closed mouth moans
>She's actually having an orgasm
>She came onto me so I just wanted to dump my load in her and be done with it, but instead she's cumming.
>I start fucking her as fast as I can and her tits starts bouncing and the bed starts rocking
>she starts cumming hard
>I lay almost directly on top of her and angle myself to get as deep as possible
>hard thrusts, steady thrusts
>her pussy grips me and it's pouring slick pussy juice
>she's back to closed mouth moans
>I feel it coming and start grunting and think about how she always should have been in my bed like this
>I ejaculate inside of her and keep thrusting to make sure I get as much cum in her as I possibly can
>I stay inside of her after that and let my cock drain any remaining drips of cum into her
>I roll off of her, my cock pulling out as I do
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>I feel well drained and restful and don't want to think about anything else
>so I pull the covers up and reach over and turn off the light
>hear her make a few panting moany sounds after, and she rubs my arm a bit then goes to sleep
>at some point she goes to the bathroom but I fall back asleep
>wake up and she's still naked next to me
>get hard
>I wake her up and rub between her thighs
>she lets me so I get on top of her and fuck her again
>go do my morning stuff and make coffee and breakfast and she comes out
>she walks out in just her panties and drinks coffee with me
>she gets super close. I don't feel any anxiety or anything and let her
>she starts hugging me and drinking her coffee
>I leave for the day, get home and she's already home
>she made food for dinner.
>I sit on couch with a soda and she comes over and sits on my lap
>I feel ok with it. We sit a while and she squeezes into me.
>She starts kissing me after a while and takes off her top.
>She starts blowing me, but I stand her up and strip her pants off.
>I tell to crawl up onto the couch
>She does so in just her panties
>Her ass is sticking out
>I take her panties from both sides and rip a hole in them
>I start fucking her from behind through the hole in the panties
>Later I just yank the panties down continue fucking her
>She really likes it like this which surprises me
>she looks back begging me not to stop while she cums
>I dump another load in her then give her a spank on the ass
>She cleans herself up then goes and heats up our dinner
>Evening is pretty normal
>When I get out of the shower, she's in my bed naked again
>I get into bed figuring we already fucked so I'd give her a rest
>But I'm really hard again, and she's rubbing my arm
>She's facing me and I slide up to her and put my cock in her
>I start fucking her in a weird sideways position, but then flip her on her back so I can really please myself
>dump my cum in her again
>for the next week she's always in my bed naked after my shower
>she lets me just get in bed and use her pussy however I want to
>she's also receptive to when I initiate sex other times
>one time we were in the kitchen and I pulled down her skirt and fucked her bent over the counter
>another time I fucked her on all fours on the bathroom floor
>pretty sure I could fuck her in the ass or pretty much anything else if I wanted to
>she says she wishes I always fucked her like this
>she has indeed given up drinking, and isn't partying with strangers anymore
So what now? Obviously the common advice is never give cheaters a second chance, but this time she actually does stuff around here to show she cares, and of course she lets me fuck her a lot. My problem is I'm starting to get all those old feelings back. I feel like maybe I love her again. Or always did. I don't know how to handle this because now that I'm putting my dick in her so much I can't think clearly. Advice?
please keep this bumped so I can get some advice for my effort robots.
Probably a larp but moar
>normie bullshit
u goodamn faggot tl;dr
She sounds like a basket case. Looks like she only started fucking you to get back in your good books, once she feels secure she'll probably stop fucking you.
If you wanna take that risk, go ahead.
maybe you should ask r/relationships for advice.
alternatively, this would be an excellent opportunity for you to let her back in and then cheat on her, preferably with one of her friends
fuck off cuck, if you're desperate enough to consider her coming back into your life then there is no point in telling us about your normalfag bullshit and asking us about advices, if you've been weak enough to do all that shit and think that hard about it, then you'll be weak enough to let her come into your life again and put trust in her
So my initial idea was to stop putting your dick in her so much and see how you feel. Take a look at her social media from time to time to see what she is doing.
The other idea was to act like youre going on a business trip for a week or so (if you trust leaving her alone in the house) and stay in a hotel to get a clearer head first of all and second to see if she does anything (buys booze, goes out, etc) and check her social media/enter the house when shes at work to check for alcohol etc.
I hope she breaks your heart again lmao
maybe you're just a slow learner
Man! thats a lot of words!
obviously she has personal insecurities that will cause her to roast.
she'll try to baby trap you
People don't change
She'll never be able to uncuck you
Once she gets an opportunity she'll cheat again
This sounds pretty likely man. Get snipped or use protection. DEFINITELY keep some money for abortion and be VERY clear that you will NOT support her if she gets knocked up, and that you keep abortion money for a reason.
Why is this the ONLY decent answer ?
Why the fuck does everybody else on this board take this bullshit seriously and try to help this autistic cucklord ?
Why is this board now filled with r*ddit users ?
Where did it go wrong ?
Good read, OP. Thanks
>So my initial idea was to stop putting your dick in her so much and see how you feel.
I wasted a lot of time not doing that last time around. This time I want to put my dick in her as much as possible. Each time it feels like it erases a little bit of what she did, and she's also way better to me when I'm fucking her a lot. She doesn't like it at all when I don't have time to fuck her. She gets whiny and goes out of her way to get in my way until I get frustrated enough to punish her pussy with my cock. That's just how it is.
What would that look like?
Doesn't sound like her thing. She doesn't want that for years and told me all about it back when we first started dating.
Why did you write a novel in greentext when the only thing that matters in in your title?
Bottom line, none of us, including a professional cannot fix stupid. Stupid won't listen.
If you can't live without her take her back.
If your heart break was bad enough and you don't want to risk it feeling like that again tell her to go away.
This.
OP wrote a fucking book about his miserable thoughts and feelings and spoon feeds this board with his cuckholdery and everyone is okay with it. This is actually sad.
You don't seem to really love her
Just her submission
She's not really undoing her cheating though
She's using you, you stupid faggot. You let her crawl back in to your life and now she doesn't have to find a place of her own because she's manipulating you with sex.
Not me. I think OP is stupid. He's so fucking stupid he thinks he's special and his circumstance is one of a kind. Actually, he's so anal about this shit any girl will cheat and leave his boring ass. can you imagine having to sit down with him and have him drone on and on and on in minute detail what went on in his day. I'd shoot myself.
Not op but A+++ projecting man, gz
You must be stupid too and read that fucking novel of greentext. I could tell 5 lines in he's like a dog that chases its own tail. Want proof of stupid. Girl rips his balls off and stomps them and he lets her come back around and she still wearing ball stomping boots.
lol, I got enough shit to read as is.
anyways...
>having anything to do with a cheater.
Imagine taking back a girl that cucked you? Fucking idiots dont realise they'll do it again. I actually read all that horse shit because I was hoping for a twist where his balls were real but fuck man I should of stayed of /r9k today, disgusting cucklords
at this point shes just your roomate now tell her to get a job
Why did this story go from sad break up to a sex novel what the fuck OP if youre gonna larp just give us the believable parts
hes trying to pretend hes not a complete pathetic fool
don't fall for the second chance meme
people dont change and i'm sure she"ll cheat again
but if you are ready to give her another try impose some boundaries ie no more drinking/partying and if she ends up cheating on you again no more chances you just ghost her like you should have
Sounds accurate to me
Youre a little bit naive arent you?
before the cheating, what made you think you were in a relationship? it doesnt seem like one at all, you said it yourself
"we're living our own lives, see each other for dates and once in a while " she sleeps in a different room like a room mate not a gf
she's basically living rent free and her payment to you is dates (which you may pay for you didnt say) and a odd bj
she had sex with this other guy fairly quickly so I doubt she's the wait for a connection with my bf type.
I wouldnt call you in a relationship, at most friends with benifits and you were getting ripped off.
any of the other sexual stuff after she got back in the house is purely so she can stay rent free but now she knows she has to "pay" a higher price. she might have realised how easy she had it with you because her friends wouldnt even let her stay that long lmao
>She doesn't want that for years and told me all about it
Lol take that risk from a woman that cheated on you and only had sex to get back in your good graces
13 fucking posts, OP
you wrote a fucking novel.
sounds like you should have fucked her day one
i mean its good now so whatever man fuck it
congrats on getting a gf who does cute shit for you like make coffee
Absolute legend OP. Its some good shit. I am a firm believer in second chances and if she fucks around one more time dump her and never talk to her again. If she remains like this for another year id say trust her, and your feelings, again.
good read, good larp.
OP are you actually retarded? The only reason you caught her the first time was because she was drunk and left her door open. Shes only gonna get smarter and hide it from you better. Probs doing it now you cuck.
Except she didn't need to get close to me to use my couch. I offered that to her because I personally on a human level didn't want her on the street or whatever that night, or endlessly moving from couch to couch, or god forbid fucking random guys just for a place to live. That night in the hall I could see that she had clearly been through some shit and I could see that was probably one of the worst nights of her life. So I let her have the couch. And I resisted her initial advances. There wasn't any using. Everything I'm doing I know I'm doing... I'm not confused, and I haven't forgotten what she did.
I loved her a lot. Something did change with me though. I got pretty wrecked by the cheating and don't want to show my feelings as much. But I do still have feelings for her. Obviously the trust is still damaged.
I know. But it's so hard. I like fucking her and she's nice having around.
>what made you think you were in a relationship?
When we would spend time together we were very close. She called me her boyfriend, and her friends knew I was her boyfriend. That and the blowjobs definitely meant we were in a relationship. It was actually really great until she started leaving at all hours for parties and coming back drunk or hungover.
I agree I should have. I was naive and thought there was some kind of value in taking things slow. She rubs my arm now when she wants to fuck, and she used to do that stuff before and I just thought it was nice and never initiated sex. So yes I probably should have been fucking her, and she's told me since she's back that she wanted me to. Obviously doesn't excuse the cheating though.
>I-I'm not being manipulated i'm fully aware!
t. guy being manipulated
imo op she WILL cheat on you again no doubt.
keep fucking her but always keep her emotionally at an arms length give her just enough to stay but not for her to think you wont evict her in the middle of the night cum filled and naked. then just enjoy it for as long as it lasts.
Right well, that's big red flag why I think I need advice. I *feel* like her story about getting too far into drinking and parties might be true. I *feel* like she's different now and more like when she first started dating. But you know, who knows. It could be that one weekend she disappears again and comes back apologizing for fucking another guy.
Right now I'm just enjoying myself fucking her and keeping it simple. She's been really great since she's been back and the worst of the emotional pain from it has now passed, so I can't come up with a concrete reason to ask her to leave. Not one. It's way harder to just say "ok she cheated, ghost her and move on" than I could have imagined.
tl;dr
OP is a sexless inkeep fag lol
If she was still going out partying I'd agree and ask her to leave. She's quit that entirely though. She seems to actually mean to change. Also why would she even bother fucking me? I had already told her she could use my couch before she wanted that. It's pretty obvious she wants a real relationship with me again.
nope she wants to have a stable position in your house (something she did not have at ALL) user AWALT bro
also you have no evidence she isn't fucking guys when you are gone. you should set up some cameras bro
She's using sex as a weapon against you to give herself stability, meanwhile you think you're the one in charge.
Well, I'm enjoying it, so...
I've actually read quite a few greentexts from this guy. He seems to have a habit of turning every greentext he writes into erotica
Hey idiot. At no point in that story did you mention that the both of you agreed to a monogamous relationship. Therefore, she didn't cheat on you. That being said, I think you should wipe away your tears, man up, and keep pretending to be an angry bitter sadboi. That way she'll think you're the still the type to flip your shit over sex, and she'll probably start givin you raw and anal. While you can go out and meet women pretending to be at work or some shit. Also set up cameras. Nobody lets strangers stay in their house.
she's def gonna cheat again. being all alpha for a bit gave you a few months tops, but she'll be sick of you and hopping on new dick after that. if you can enjoy the free pussy without getting attached you should, but it sounds like the sex is already starting to mess with your head so I would recommend kicking her out again and not letting her come back
Don't fall for the thot. Use her like a cum rag. This is actually the "fun" part of your relationship.
she might not cheat again. from what you wrote it seems it was a couple of isolated instances and fueled by alcohol, it's not like she's a serial cheater. it all depends on you user. are you able to forgive? don't live with resentment, it wasn't your mistake.
Chad here. Honest opinion man.
Don't do it. You are being used. You have emotions break them now and move of while you still can. Things will just get worse. As a chad I fuck on the first date with any girl. The fact that she had sex with another guy after dating you for weeks and didnt fuck you in that time period is proof that you are being used.
You know you are being used.
I know you are being used.
She knows shes using you.
op, as somebody that has cheated (not a roastie, but probably a normie by most measures), I can tell you that it's possible for her to be feeling nothing but 100% regret and remorse for her actions, and it's possible she indeed loves you.
however, think of the position she is in. Does he have another choice?
it may not matter to you. having someone around that cooks and cleans, and is basically a fucktoy sounds nice, not gonna lie. but where is her life heading? how will she feel once she has a job, has saved money, and is more stable?
what's her family situation like?
also where do you live where calling people up is still a normal thing?
>monogamy has to be explicitly agreed upon
the absolute state of zoomers
the rest of his post is retarded, but he's right about this. He committed himself to some whore who made no mention of committing herself to him. These faggots's relationships exist in some weird limbo world where they are kinda sorta together after a blowjob or something, but no one is fully committing to anything, and then they wonder why their whore of a gf fucks someone else randomly. Stop wasting time with hoes like this.
iirc he's the same guy who always talks about how many girls he's fucked in so many countries, etc., complains that girls only want to sleep with him and not love #chadproblems, then gets pissed off when anyone inevitably says he's not a robot
You should've asked her why she wasn't sleeping with you back then
Also, you fucked her and now she can say you raped her and all that shit
>You should've asked her why she wasn't sleeping with you back then
Can thou do this,OP?
There's no chance it ends well. Sounds like the fast lane towards:
>Cheat -> Give you an STD
>Cheat -> have to take care of someone else's child
>Cohabitation laws -> Getting alimony without ever getting married
>She gets pregnant -> Child support
>Rape allegation
>Rape allegation + child support + cohabitation alimony + STD
All because you couldn't block the goddamn number + social media the moment she cheated.
>cheater girlfriend who broke my heart
There is a huge fucking bunch of bullshit in this thread from OP, but the thread should've never been made. Once a cheater always a cheater. That trust can NEVER. EVER. come back fully.
That's how it started anyways. She got close to me and I decided she couldn't have my emotions but if she wanted my cock I'd take full advantage. Except she seemed to enjoy it, a lot, and now she wants me to fuck her all the time. In bed at night she's particularly completely submissive to me. When she gets into my bed naked I can have her any way I want her, as many times as I want her. If I want to flip her over, I can do that. If I want to fuck her from behind and pull her hair, I can do that. But some nights I just like crawling straight on top of her and driving myself into her with no talk and no bullshit. I'm thinking of kinkier things I can do with her, and I think I'm definitely going to try to fuck her in the ass. I think she'll most likely let me.
She seems to regret it. And yeah, she likely has other options past the first week. Anyways, anything she's doing is her choice. The couch didn't come with strings attached and she's the one who pushed for the sex.
Maybe. I'm having my fun though and feel extreme reluctance not to get back involved with her. I mean even outside of sex she's really nice having around.
It is messing with my head a bit. Fragments of the old feelings are still there. I don't know. It's really really good pussy I'm getting. I mean she's doing anything for me and seems to be having a real good time from that. I could certainly be putting myself in a bad position if I fall in love again. Part of me wants to though.
We were in a relationship. She cheated. She acknowledges she cheated.
Not reading all that bullshit. If she cheated, get rid of her.
If that were an anime, then you failed your redemption arc. Tfw i was rooting for the main character but got shitty at the end.
She actually brought this up. She told me she wish I had been fucking her like this the whole time. I believe her. She cums the harder I fuck her and definitely isn't faking it.
I still don't know why she didn't initiate it before though, if it was that big of a deal. Then again I don't really know why I waited either.
One a cheater always a cheater op
the pussy may be really good, but it's not worth the months-years of pain that will come when she inevitably cheats again. sure, she seems to care for you somewhat now, but how long will those feelings last? plus there's to consider
holy shit tldr
can someone give a short version
failed redemption arc
Keep doing what ur doing now and once the sex is not as good kick her out, since you know she will look for better again
>can someone give a short version
She stayed with me.
I didn't get laid.
She cheated on me.
I kicked her out.
She came back.
I reluctantly helped.
She came on to me.
I started using her holes.
She liked it.
Now I dump my cum in her every day
Uncertain future
once you begin showing more signs of acceptance she'll get back to her old ways faster than 3 2 1. that is her path of least resistance
do you talk to her emotionally, and help each other and talk and share?
how can you not tell if she loves talking to you or not?
OP is a dumbass and should have been fucking her before she moved in the first time. Who dates a girl and doesn't fuck her? Who has a gf that he doesn't fuck? This dude is a brainlet and all the advice he's getting he only tries to argue to do what he wants: keep this hoe as his gf. At first I thought the story was interesting but this guy is just a cuck wasting everyone's time.
What gets me is that that guy wasn't better. He was a fucking loser. I guess he was Chad "better", but I doubt he even fucks as good as me. I have so much pent up robot sexual frustration and so much masturbation experience I have no problem with the caveman simpleton aspects of thrusting my penis into a hole a lot. And I'm responsible. That guy was a mess from what I saw on social media. What can he do? Drink? Can he even get an erection? It makes me want to puke that she'd ever be interested in him, but I guess she was drunk too. I bet their sex was fucking horrible. And where was he when she needed him? Probably fucking someone else. Fuck that guy.
dumping my cum. more like little dribbles
>>stable wagecuck with my own two bedroom apartment
That's why she wants to come back
say no
tons of women do this shit and they need to learn their lesson
thats what girls like user
She loves talking to me and snuggling with me. For the time being fragments of my feelings for her are swirling around and I'm just trying to enjoy fucking her holes.
I feel redeemed every time I cum in her desu.
girls like alcoholic losers? lel that's news to me
remember OP, this guy got to do everything you've done with this girl, without investing any resources or emotions in her, all because she was drunk and wanted some strange dick. if you really think she won't do that again if she starts drinking again, meets some more Chad guy, or you piss her off over something, you're deluding yourself
dont tell me this fucking thread is still going on nononono I dont want to believe that redditards destroyed this board that fucking hard nooooooooNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STOP SUCKING THIS KEKS DICK THE GUY IS A FUCKING RETARD WRITING A FUCKING NOVEL OF GREENTEXTS WHY ARE YOU READING HIIM WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO HELP THIS IS NOT FUCKING Jow ForumsRELATIONSHIP WHAT THE FUCK r9k is FUCKING DEAD
You've gotten emotionally attached to a whore because you're a robot who wants love. Regardless of what faggots here will tell you, not all women are whores, and you can find better than her. Pretty much any girl will enjoy snuggling and talking to you. That is a normal part of a relationship. Find a nonwhore and stop wasting your time because of muh dik
just use her as a cum dump, but don't get too attached to her. And if she is loyal for a while then maybe make her your gf but be cautious
Just keep as a roomie and ask her to pay with sex or she can gtfo
I doubt he's done all the things I've already done. I'm coming up with new and inventive ways to use her holes every day at this point. That douchebag is barely going to register as a faint memory when I'm done plundering her willing orifices. Right now I'm coming up with how I'm going to ask her for anal. I figure I'll have new perspective on this when I'm in her ass and can finally in no uncertain terms declare that I've conquered Chad and erased him from her sexual history. If you have any other ideas I'm taking suggestions.
I guess I'm starting to realize that when I act like an animal in bed. She cums more the more I take her however I want, and she's all over me afterwards.
OP, you are a huge faggot. Break up with her immediately before she cheats again. Kick her out to the curb. She is not your responsibility.