>be ten years old aspie
>parents have lots of guinea fowl, I like them alot
>accidentally hug one hen so hard some of her entrails are pushed out of her body
>it's so bad they can't be pushed back in
>had to take responsibility for my actions, cut her head off and bury her
I still think about this very often. I don't even remember crying, I was in shock. I couldn't believe what I had done, not sure if anything has traumatized me more.
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This is an interesting story, user.
So what's the first thing you've ever done then, user? You already posting in this thread, might as well spill the beans.
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I even remember hearing a *pop*
Yeah, shilling your homo discord is a pretty despicable act. I can see why you'd be ashamed.
>it
I hate it when people call animals that.
mine has a "happy" ending, i suppose
>be 17
>driving around with a bro
>see homeless guy leave his bag in the ditch and go into a gas station
>stop and throw the bag in the back of the car and drive off
>think it's hilarious
>pull down an alley and look through it
>sleeping bag, blanket, clothes, bit of food, some porn mags
>everything smells awful
>slowly realize what we've done
>we've just stolen this poor bastard's entire world
>"jesus christ, what the fuck are we doing?"
>stuff it all back into the bag and drive back there as fast as we can
>initially can't find the guy
>go across the road to a tim horton's (leaf here)
>he's sitting outside, openly weeping
>too much of a pathetic fucking coward to admit what we did
>say my brother and his friend took the bag, that we caught them, and apologize on "their" behalf
>the guy's tears of despair turn to tears of joy
>hugs us both
>dude probably had lice and diseases
>hug this skinny, smelly homeless guy as tight as I can, regardless
>buy him coffee and sandwiches and donuts
>give him money for smokes and beer
>put him up for a night in a cheap motel just down the road
>he's weeping the whole time as we drive him to the motel
>hug him again and leave
>drive bro back to his house
>neither of us speak
>go home
>sit in my room the rest of the night, contemplating how I could be capable of acting like such a despicable cunt
learned a lot about myself that day. i honestly hated myself for a long time afterwards.
Everyone is capable of shit like that, no matter how much virtue signalling might lead to you believe otherwise. You didn't own up to what you did, but at least you ended up improving that guys life, even for only a day. At least I euthanized that guinea hen and ended the suffering I had caused instead of being a coward.
I'm really sorry you still feel such regret about this, user. You were a kid though, kids do stupid shit like that. Sometimes I feel bad about a rat I took a long time to fully kill because I was scared of him, scared of having to take his life (was a kid) and he was just so damn resilient to anything I did. I kill them as quickly as possible now because I'd want to die the same way.
this needs to be a bannable offense
I threw a water bucket at my cousin's cat. I just had the urge.
There is no way that's the worst thing you've ever done in your life. Come on, be honest. You are anonymous. This might be your only chance to talk openly about it and get if off your chest.
beat a 10 year old boy n the face with a tree branch, didnt go after his mom and made fun of my friend for having a medical condition for his balls
Once a stabbed a guy on the chest. Then I cut myself to make it look like self defense. He didn't die and I would probably stabbed him more if his neighboors didn't turn the lights on.
>little shiter 6 year old
>see sand castle next to a tree
>leaving with my mom so I thought it would be fun to step on it before I left
>do it
>mom drags me away super fast
>apparently there were people on the other side of the tree that my mom thought built it
>I thought it was abandoned
i felt horrible, but idk if thats the worst thing i have done
you dont belong. good kid. gtfo
Mmmhmmm... mmmhmmm, and uh, where do you live user? Just wondering.
I groped some random girl's ass at a concert once after much deliberation; she almost figured out it was me too
I kinda regret that I think of it with a certain degree of romanticism because it was the closest I, as a complete straightedge KHV, ever came to feeling like a stereotypical rebellious teenager in the prime of his youth, although I was 20 when I did this
Plus god damn was that ass soft
when I was ten highschooler chad got the autistic kid to bully me on the bus. everyone would cheer him on when he tried to sputter nonsensical insults. I ended up stabbing him in the knee with a pencil
somedays I wonder if I'm the autistic one.
I actually haven't done a lot of bad things, though I have nasty thoughts often. But I remembered an evil deed:
>five or six year old
>classmate starts handing over letters to some of the kids, things like "I like you", "you are a good friend"
>I hide and write a nonsensical letter, then tell everyone she wrote it for me
>everyone laughs at her
I've also bullied a couple of people and called my grandmother a hideous old hag.
Fuck what kind of awful parents do you have?
So did it like prolapse?
>Fuck what kind of awful parents do you have?
What do you think was awful about them based on my post? I caused that grievous injury, it was my responsibility to end her suffering. My parents did not shelter me.
Yeah, but worse than they do when the problem is egg related. There was no way it could have been pushed back inside, there was damage done. We've had chickens before that have had that happen to them when they first start laying eggs, but it's mild enough that it can be pushed back in and heal.
>I hide and write a nonsensical letter, then tell everyone she wrote it for me
d e v i l i s h
You're a lost cause nevermind, dumb white trash
>dumb white trash
For humanely euthanizing a suffering animal? What would you have done exactly? There's no need to throw insults, I haven't insulted you.
Honestly I was expecting much worse from this thread. If it's the worse thing you ever did, you are probably good boys and should feel okay about your morals.
Anyway
>Be in high school
>Cross country practice
>See a bunch of bag lunches packed for an away football game
>Player's names are written on them
>Me and my friend contemplate grabbing a snack from one
>End up stealing a cookie
>All that I can end up thinking about is how bummed that dude must have been to be the only cookie-less guy on the bus
>Might have been the extra energy he needed to win the game
I still have a really clear image of that guy sulking on the bus. Sorry, Callahan.
Yes. The girl was already the class laughing stock too. I wonder how she turned out.
I hit one of my old high school teachers with a bat once. It was my old wrestling coach who was a real dick to everyone. I waited in the school parking lot with a mask and beat the fuck out of him with one of those aluminum bats. I've seen him in a wheelchair around town and he's a bloated cripple. Always get a good chuckle at it
I would never admit to it on the Internet
Football Chad's deserve it desu
Devilish user, any detail?, where you the one to cripple him?
Sold edibles at my school. With the money I made I bought a shitty old Civic.
He was a nice guy though. And his Stacey cheated on him. What if I set off that timeline? Probably not but it's weird to think about how small actions can wreck someone's life.
Wasted 50k of funding for my research project without producing any results.
I'm going to kill myself soon. I really can't live with the shame.
>Told an emo to the extremo to KYS
>Don't know how he ended up.
Listen man if my kid accidentally hugged the guts out of a bird I wouldn't make him "take responsibility" and kill it in a ritualistic manner at the age of 10. Your parents are white trash, bro. They didn't raise you right and they didn't have good genes. If they had, you wouldn't have smashed a bird's guts out at ten years old. You and them should all just be drowned.
A normal human with cognitive ability can see that a child who accidentally harmed his "pet" already feels bad enough about that harm to have learned his lesson one probably should be shielded from any further result.
A dumb subhuman makes that child go cut it's head off after the accident to deepen the trauma. Why do you think you are posting about this now?
Picked up pieces of dogshit with paper and put it in some randoms school bag and jacket
I've seen you mention this before, is it that you blew the funds, or was it that what you were researching simply didn't pan out?
>Selling weed in high school
>Start moving on to psychedelics
>Sell some kid from my school some Lsd i bought the same night
>His first time trying Lsd
>Get back to mine and drop a tab
>mfw its the strongest tabs ive done
>at least 600 ug
>mfw when i find out he was moved to a 'special' school a couple weeks later
Most research goes nowhere, just write a paper about how you found out your theory was wrong (even if you are lying), no one is going to read the paper anyways
I met a fellow robot off here and we became friends and hung out regularly enough after that. His mom came onto me though and I secretly got into a relationship with her behind his back, which inevitably came out when she got pregnant. So we're still friends but I'm with his mom and gave him a sister.
Sorry Geoff if you see this, but like I said she came onto me.
I got pissed at my dog and hung it by its collar and leash. I immediately felt bad for it after 20 seconds or so and let it down and gave it a shit ton of food. At least dogs are stupid and forgive you easily.
I used to feel up my twin sister when we were alone from age 10 - 16
I still feel bad because I don't think she liked it. I didn't know what I was doing at first, but by 12 I knew fully.
Detailed greentext pls. If you don't have a good story on the top of your head how about just the first time
>I hate it when people call animals that.
why?
fuck off you retarded faggot
there's nothing traumatic about the putting out of misery part
Alright, I'll try
>10 years old
>playing downstairs
>suddenly get this urge to take my sisters clothes off
>make her strip naked while I also strip naked
>tell her to pretend to be an animal and crawl around or something
>wrestle her to the ground, roll around rubbing my crotch on her
>she dares me to kiss her butt
>do it
>she pisses herself
>have to hide her behind a bookshelf so she can get chamged because my dad starts coming down
Most of the rest was just me sitting next to her while watching a movie or playing a game or something and caressing her butt and boobs
I was terrified she'd get mad and I'd go to jail so I stopped before I turned 18
youre anonymous. there litteraly noone who knows who you are. get it off your chest user, itll help
Killed my younger sisters hamster
pedo
the fuck is wrong with you
There's no lie there, I'm a pedophile and sisterfucker. Still a virgin, of course.
>so I stopped before I turned 18
after the damage is done and I bet you demand some pure virgin girl to wife someday and think all women whores after you defiled your own sister
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I don't expect to ever have a lover. Female or otherwise. My only wish is to know how much I hurt her. We are still best friends, so she must have forgiven me, but I wish she would get mad at me for it.
You sound like a fucking faggot cunt.
He probably has his own shitty traumatic baggage that's causing him to act like such a cunt.
Yeah I'm a fag because I don't think a small child should be forced to cut the head off of an animal he likes after he accidentally harmed it. There is no good reason for that. Everyone who replied to my comments in this thread is just angry, stupid white trash.
Do you think I fucking LIKED euthanizing her? It was hard, I did not want to do it but what was the alternative at that point?
>be kid
>see other kid
>steal moms hot coffee
>pour hot coffee on other kid
>while later mom of kid comes to our door asking what happened
>I deny everything
>I got of scot free
>Be 8 year old
>Dad buys me new puppy
>Threw out down a small wall legs first
>Also killed my hamster
Besides animal cruelty as a small child i never did anything bad to anyone that didn't deserve it
>that didn't deserve it
What lengths do you go to against your victims?
Ffs you are so dumb... I am against it because you or any kid would not like doing it. What is your point even if you didn't understand that this whole time? Go euthanize yourself... We're not even having a conversation because you are just too dumb to communicate.
>Chokeslammed an old friend because he bullied me
>Beat up a younger kid for bullying me
Honestly beside a couple of fights and the animal incidense, i never did anything bad to anyone
I feel like I raped my sister when I was very young but I don't remember it well enough to be certain and she's never shown any sign it happened so I don't actually know if it's a true memory or not but if it is then it's the worst thing I've done.
>kid's should be sheltered
retard
You couldn't have known their bones are completely hollow like straws, they're just not designed for hugging
All I know is that I deserve every bad thing that happened to me for betraying the person closest to me.
Jesus fucking Christ. at least it was an accident that came from a place of love..? you didn't know better, now you do.
dude that's the kind of sexual harassment that fucks people up for their entire lives. I'm glad you consider it the worst thing you've ever done because holy shit that is unforgivable
When I was 14 I made out with a 4-5 year old.
I still regret it.
How could I not? She was and is still, somehow, my best friend, she still loves me even after all that. Sometimes I wish she would just hate me instead so I could suffer properly.
>stop and throw the bag in the back of the car and drive off
>think it's hilarious
kek, i can't even comprehend the thought process behind this action, not from the kind of person who would feel moralfaggy about it afterward. what the fuck user? lmao
youre retarded, kids do that stuff with each other regularly. although wait nvm i saw he's 16 by the end of it lool