I hooked up with a guy last night. He was way older than me. I sucked him off, the smell and taste was terrible and I felt disgusting. I don't even like guys. This was the first sexual thing I've ever done, never kissed or held hands before.
But it made me feel so wonderful. No one ever told me I was beautiful before. No one ever told me I was desirable before. He said my hormone boobs were cute and called me princess. He complimented my hair and how I dressed. He made me feel like the most important person in the world and I've never once felt like I mattered ever. Looking back I can't help but think of how disgusting and pathetic I am, I feel more worthless than ever before but I can't help but want to do it again
Why couldn't I have just been a normal male who isn't disgusted by their male features and can just accept being male? Or why couldn't I have been a normal female? My parents would still care about me, I'd have friends, I could realistically pursue a career and a meaningful life. But I couldn't force myself to chase those things in a body prison that made every day unbearable. I don't mind my body now but everything else in life is so awful because people don't treat me like a person, I'm just a tranny. Why is the world this way?
Ok faggot. Before you join the 40% statistic I'll tell you this.
Find a guy that will make you feel like that but in a real relationship.
Also tell him about this, that you're disgusted by dicks and so on he'll understand if he's a real man. If he doesn't understand that just means he's not intelligent enough.
I was going to leave a mean comment but this is good advice
Grayson Parker
Why would any guy want a trans girlfriend who isn't really into guys when bio females exist and they outnumber me 3,000 to 1? I feel like by being with me a guy would just be depriving himself of a normal life and a girlfriend who can appreciate his body and give him children
Blake Campbell
because of that very reason you are in extreme high demand, supply and demand and all that, there are thousands of more thirsty chasers than actual trans and traps.
William Bell
>im just a tranny
You shouldnt disregard yourself or act like you are nothing. Im not sure of what to say but you really should value yourself and take care of yourself. No one else will do that for you. I would consider pursing your self interests and getting support. You seem not to wholeheartedly like the idea of being a tranny
Josiah Sanchez
Do people like that actually want a relationship with someone like me? They'd want to grow old together? They'd want me to meet their parents? It's hard for me to believe that.
To tell you truth I'd rather have a girlfriend but I know that'll never happen
Owen Murphy
Why do post like this always say atthe end that it's about a tranny lol.
I always start reading thinking it's about a woman. Please start with saying you're a tranny, it's annoying.
Ian Adams
>You seem not to wholeheartedly like the idea of being a tranny Of course not, I absolutely despise it. I want to be female, tranny is just a label other people have created and slapped on me. It's just a way for other people to say I'll never be female and that I'm a lesser person, an other.
Josiah Martinez
>give him children There is lots of guys that do not want the trouble of having kids. And as that other poster said you are a rarity and there are some guys that are really into the whole trans/cross dressing fanasty
Gabriel Carter
Oh for a second I thought you were a woman, but then I read that you're a disgusting tranny
Solution is simple, kill yourself you disgusting waste of space
Julian Butler
People want to care for you. They really do want to love you regardless of better choices existing or the fact that you don't enjoy sucking on their genitals.
I do, I would love to meet you if you lived close to me but right now I am focused on work and would never have time to take care of someone while working my ass off at two jobs and trying to get raises.
Just remember that as long as you're attractive people will want to take care of you and love you regardless of what shortcomings you have.
You arent a lesser person. Yeah that is the body you where given. We all dont get a choice but we do get a choice to work with it the best we can. You can take hormones. You can get surgeries. Its expensive but it possible to appear more feminine. Im not trying to say thats the answer but I do believe if you are that unhappy you do have those options
Jack Nelson
Ignore and hide threads like these guys you know the drill. DO NOT RESPOND TO THE DISCORD TRANNIES Unless naming them of course
Nathan Walker
Are you retarded? Go back to Jow Forums fucktard nobody wants you people on this board.
Nathan Roberts
t. discord tranny
I'd rather have a million underage Jow Forumstards shitting up r9k with their sad memes about how the liberals and jews are the ones keeping them from getting laid than deal with a single thread about some fucked up egotistical basket case who thinks the world should cater to his sexual fetish.
Brandon Morgan
>disgusted by their male features and yet you gobbled a dick
Henry Myers
Nah you're full of shit nobody ever said that the world should do that. You're upset about something else clearly.
Wyatt Jenkins
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