I whisper imaginary arguments to myself pretending I'm having a conversation with someone, sometimes like I'm on a talk show. It's the one thing I do that makes me think I might actually be autistic. People have caught me doing it a couple of times and I just can't explain it.
When I'm going to sleep in the night I conjure a sort of story narrative from my own point of view. Even if I remember nothing else from when I was falling asleep I always remember where I left off. I'm pretty sure only kids do it but I never grew out of it. It helps me feel less shitty, even if it is imaginary.
Evan Mitchell
I do something similar where I basically make movies in my head, tuning out while simulating narratives in my imagination. Are we schizoids?
Noah Cruz
Same. I have few stories that I run through my head over and over again. Each time I do the story changes and evolves slightly, like different drafts of a script. I have absolutely no writing/drawing talent or would have already tried to make them something tangible. So I'm stuck with abstract ideas floating in my head.
Blake Baker
>used to be physically unable to play vidya without pretending I was a lets player.
Anthony Hill
I do that too and also rehearse conversations. Every time I go to the bathroom and have a mirror alone I also make weird faces and dance in the mirror it is quite embarrassing desu
Wyatt Collins
I do this too, esp the "movies in my head" or sometimes I imagine myself saving people in some disaster and being on the news
Thomas Foster
I masturbate at night and in the morning I pee on my hand because i think the acidity penetrates the skin and eliminates the smell better than just using soap
Jace Perry
Do you actually do this?
Eli Moore
Yes and I'm pretty sure it works
Owen Jones
That's such a fucking normie thing. This thread is gay. It's just...
>Guys is it just me or am I super weird for having an imagination >LOL I'm such a schizo
Juan Smith
What the fuck is wrong with you
organelle
Charles Rivera
You just gave me a flashback from when I was like 10. Last place I was in my head was some lush riverbed in some fairytale land. I also remember times when I used to just curl up in my blanket and pretend, even with the blanket's warmth, I'm slowly freezing to death, and I'd just be like that for a few minutes. I grew really fond of that blanket and literally kept it to the point of it being a hand-sized remnant, which I'd place on my head as I played on my computer.
But nowadays most autistic thing I do is rewatch very specific clips that display either characters feeling godlike, or of character's desperately fighting a losing battle.
Wyatt Diaz
I finger my asshole with soap exactly 4 times every shower and dash my face with cold water exactly 4 times after a shave
Andrew Stewart
>pretend, even with the blanket's warmth, I'm slowly freezing to death
Such a comfy feeling, imagining you are clinging on to dear life always helps me sleep
Nathaniel Baker
I DO IT TOO
WHAT
I can explain it, it makes me feel good about myself. I like to pretend people want to hear what I have to say. It'll start as a conversation of someone asking me what my brilliant thoughts are, because I really want to suppose the information in a justified way. Then I'll think out loud and sometimes it will actually result in some kind of brilliance.
Elijah Hughes
I always think of the things I will say to my e-crush and then play the entire conversation in my head and then I cry when I remember that she doesn't even talk to me anymore.
Ian Wright
As an added, I remember being really struck by this sims tune around then. Had the blanket piece on my head while playing too, wish I still had it actually. youtube.com/watch?v=F2MFv2xe8yQ
Anthony Diaz
>think of a song, maybe while I am in the shower >come up with alternate lyrics for it in my head either profane/edgy or related to something I've been reading about lately
Lincoln Nguyen
i have to put my left shoe on before my right one, same with socks. i also have to spank myself when i do something bad
Nathan Jones
I do this, I've always wondered if other people might too