Why you decided not to lose your virginity? Why you keep putting barriers in front of it?

*ugly like me

2d is the Way to go

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i live in new zealand but i wasnt born here and because coming here ruined my life i dont want to associate with it people
and so im a shut in NEET

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because I don't want to be ass raped in prison. Women have too much legal power and feminist support to destroy your life with a false rape. also good luck finding a job because your face will be all over the news media for being a rapist.

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I want her to be a virgin too

I'm not really scared of failure because for the most part it's just the status quo but I would gain more social experience that I could keep in mind next time I try. I'm not really angry or sad about the fact that I'm a KHV either because I recognize that I've never put in the effort to learn how to get a girl interested in me, or to improve myself in ways that would make me even slightly more desirable to a girl (most of my improving was done for my career), and I recognize that I would have to put in that kind of effort, it won't just fall into my lap, because I'm a skelly manlet SEA hapa living in the west and we have the biggest socially imposed barriers of anyone on the planet to success in that area

but I am scared of that success because the concept of something beyond friendship is genuinely alien to me, I honestly wouldn't know how to proceed once there because I would feel like getting into a relationship would be a monumental change and milestone in my life that I would be completely unprepared to handle, and my parents have made me deathly scared of relationships because of their cold war limbo of one.

I've always strongly associated getting into a relationship, even if it's just sexual, with leaving your childhood behind for good, and I've always been scared and reluctant to do that because growing up is scary. So now I just focus on myself and my career with the hope that someday I'll become more comfortable, confident, mature, and disciplined enough to give hunting for a significant other its due effort

anyone else feel similar; more scared of the potential success than the potential failure?

Why you talk with out no verbs?

This. Being with someone only causes more problems down the line.

I dont care about humping a meatsack. I'm trying to find a partner in life. Love comes first.

How did coming to one of the chillest countries on earth 'ruin your life'?

>chillest countries
well for one im not a normalfag and so partying and casual sex dont interest me

>implying anyone wants to fug rough kiwi lasses

You gonna answer the question? Looks more like you'd have done exactly the same if you'd stayed where you were originally.

Just go full monk and you can be happy

You shouldn't be lecturing anyone with that absolute trash grammar of yours.

what are you? my therapist? im more depressed here than i ever was back home and every time i think of it i get even more depressed
ive resigned to escapism

>You don't used words right, so what you said is wrong
That's very arrogant coming from a loser that can barely speak his mother language

>normies
>dude sex isn't that great my life still sucks
>also normies
>dude just fuck a prostitute who cares about feelings and a relationship
which one is it normalfags?

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I give half a fuck because I was also moved about a lot, and I know from experience that choosing to isolate just makes it suck ten times more over the long haul.

I also know from those moves that NZ is easy mode, tons of tech jobs for shut-ins, great internet, and options for living in relative isolation in bumfuck nowhere abound.

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I feel guilty for being a man. I just cant see myself trying to flirt with some girl or make her laugh or whatever just to try to fuck at the end of the night.

Shit seems pointless.

I guess im just waiting for a girl to fall in love with so i will actually want to be with her rather than just fuck her because "Relationships"...

>Why you decided not to lose your virginity?
Why should I?

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>Why you decided not to lose your virginity? Why you keep putting barriers in front of it?
Because I'm saving my virginity so I can give it to my future wife.

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Women seem like too much effort.

I just want to go to work and go home.

Cause i'm ugly? Despite some girls telling me that i'm handsome...

adjusting to adult life was hard enough as it is

i autism
ive had girls express interest in me and even ask me out but my autistic brain has a melt down

>be me
>2 years ago, 17 years old
>shift at work about to end
>girl i talk to and i like asks "hey user are you gonna do anything on your break right now" in a tone suggesting she would ask me to go somewhere
>say "gonna go home and play league of legends"
>her face turns sad
>"oh ok nevermind"
>she walks away
>she doesnt talk to me much anymore
>i never noticed any difference and never gave a second thought as to why she talked to me a lot less after

About a week later I realize what I did and wanted to hang myself

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No point in losing my virginity just to get it done with.

I want a wife I can start a family with. Random sex for pleasure is degenerate.

I did lose it. When I turned 20 in december. Escorts are wonderful. All the good parts of women with none of the bad.

>who is ugly like me
Arrogance

Because I don't want to risk jail time by trying to get with a hooker. About the only way I could lose it.

>I don't want to risk jail time by trying to get with a hooker
This. If any loser gets a cop prostitute it's going to be me.

because I was diddled by my aunt as a boy and now whenever anything escalates between me and a girl I freeze up not knowing what to do next

Retards. It's so easy to get around that. Just don't mention selling sex for money. You're buying her time. What happens during that time is up to you guys. That's not illegal.

Someone without the social intelligence to get laid without buying it also lacks the social intelligence to spot the warning signs of a cop.

>ugly
>no social skills
>no drive to lose it
When no one wants to fuck you and you don't try to have sex, it's incredibly easy to remain a virgin. I'm 26 and don't plan on changimg things unless I move outside the US

I'm content with fapping. I don't want to interact with people.

I dunno. I can talk to girls just fine once I know them but elevating to sex is difficult to me. Hell, escalating to just asking them out sends my heart racing.

I just want to not be scared when I talk to girls, and be able to say shit when I know they want to hear it.

Waiting til marriage and would like a girl who has made the same commitment.

Get the fuck out of my country you dumb chink

>social intelligence
Not a thing. And you don't need "intelligence" to be able to scope out who is a cop and who isn't. Just don't say anything incriminating, is it that hard?

Imagine living in a shithole where prostitution is illegal.

Because I hate woman, and would rather not interact in any way with them.