I hate myself and I want to fucking die. No job, relatives dead, no wife, no kids...

I hate myself and I want to fucking die. No job, relatives dead, no wife, no kids, not even pets except the neighbors cat that occasionally begs for food on my porch then it goes away to.
My social life consists of talking with the hookers I fuck, the mailman, the store clerk, the dentist.
Not even young and decent looking anymore. I live in a third world shithole country too.
Convince me to live.

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I can't convince you of anything user
If you are to be no more in the morrow then it is to be

>Convince me to live.
i can't, my life is dogshit too, I think dying is the best choice but it takes strong determination to actually do it

gl hf man, I mean hentai is still there right?

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Then fucking do it you attention seeking pathetic cunt. The fact that you even post about it means that you _dont_ want to do it. Kill yourself, or get your ass up and do something to improve your life you self loathing fuck.

Get a pet then, you fag

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You are fucking kidding me. Jerking off to cartoons? Wierder than the shit I asked of hookers.

Kidnap the neighbors cat or something like that?

>enter this thread
>romanian aromas penetrate my nostrils
i just want my wallet back

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Nah, he would just run away.

Get a cute little kitten. They are easy to take care of.

imagine what it was like before you were born
this is how it will feel like to be dead
you're going to miss out on literally everything about existing
...
you could explore / study religion, that can help people
what you need to do is new stuff, and to see your labor bear fruit
...
personally i don't want to die in my sleep, i would rather be torn apart by wolves, limb from limb, and in my dieing moments still experience life
...
if you do decide to kill yourself, come back to me as a ghost and tell me if there's an afterlife

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That means plain empty nothing like a deep sleep. Pain no more. That is what I want no mental masturbation. Read of Eastern religion before, did meditation too for 2 years every day. Not as effective as YouTube tries to make you believe.

at least you are not a virgin and your penis can get hard around females you consider sexuallty attractive

I dunno, I think I am a hebephile, desu
which is exactly the same as a pedophile infant fucker in normie eyes

I think I wasnt off this ride, I think I have to puke

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it's all about willpower
and your willpower is weak

if your body was frail would you work out? yes
if you were stupid would you study? yes
your drive and motivation are lacking, it's a personal thing, i can't maintain it for you

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Fuck your life sucks too. Suicide pact?

Yes it is completely over for me. I am a cuck.

>Suicide pact?
I'll probably fuck that up too

I love Emma! I love Emma! I love Emma! I love Emma! I love Emma! I love Emma! I love Emma! I love Emma!

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Fuck I cannot take it anymore. She will never be mine. Best Emma or death.

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Nope, not into buttseks with men. That is a different type of transaction.

Why should I live If I won't live forever and enjoy the cool technology that humans wi have in the not so long future? Honestly, I want to live for millions of years and explore the universe and discover the mysteries about it and and...
but no, i'll just live for 50-60 more boring years. We probably won't even have proper futuristic VR. And even if we'll have it by then, I'll be a fucking grandpa at that time so wont be able to enjoy technology...

Okay live centuries. But that only works if you look decent and keep the physical appearance of someone around 25.

Quit moping you fucking softbellied little shitstain. If you don't pack the gear to solve your problems then you have nobody to blame but yourself. Maybe quit this "woe is me" shit and start living for something greater than yourself. I don't care what it is, that isn't my problem, but feeling sorry for yourself and crying about how unfair life is won't fix anything. Become a minister. Do something for the community if you're unable to find a job. What are you doing all day? Go volunteer somewhere and put THAT on your resume and you might finally have some self-esteem. Quit. Being. A. Crybaby. Nobody said this shit was easy. You just have to figure it out. Some have it easier, so what? You gonna just lay down and die? Fuck outta here and go do something useful.

Is masturbating for old gay men on Chaturbate a good start for my new life? I get money and have people to talk to.

>Live in the USA
>Non-white
>Haven't had any real friends from first day of life

At least 0-to-18 were good.
21+ look like they're going to suck-ass.

I can't even enjoy video games and books anymore.

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Why not jerk off to cartoons?
What's so strange about it?

Is this the end for all of us on Jow Forums?

Lmao, at that point looks won't matter. We will all transcend feelings and biological shit and instead replace it with mechanical things. I want to be a machine

Literally more retarded as tranny porn or zoophilia. At least those are done with real people and I can bask in the glory of being a pervert not an infantile nonce.

Fuckmachines? Nah sislovesme is better imo.

Strange. Typical zoophilia and tranny porn never did it for me. Too much consent, not even mildly attractive actors either. The trannies generally look like men, so it's a no go.

I prefer gay negroids having sex with one another and grannies along with my 2D porn.

I'd rather be an infantile nonce than wanking to something so boring

how old are you user?
very originoli

Dunno, real life girls are almost all thots, don't really want to disrespect them by jerking of to normal porn right? Hentai is THE future.

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Whatever, with such technology you could have your own personal universe/earth simulation, connect to it and be a god, spawn a few customized qt's and fuck them all the time, or maybe go to the past in that simulated universe and shoot your old ((you)), shoot up a school, kill the president, nuke the world, fuck a child and then delete that memory from your brain so you don't remember it and you dont regret it, or spawn a black hole and let the earth get swallowed by it, then just reset universe and do whatever the fuck you want

i'd like to simulate the life of multiple random people and play as them, without remembering who I really am and the fact that its a simulation, and play for 80 years till you die, but IRL the gameplay took 10 minutes
you know, cool VR things. technology and singularity would give my life a purpose. Our computer simulations would get fueled by nuclear power or whatever the fuck so you dont have to work or do anything IRL, just connect to the matrix and enjoy

>inb4 you'd get bored
Then wipe out your memories and start again

well since this is not happening in my lifetime and my life is so fucked, i'll kill myself in the next 3-4 years

Quite possibly, yes.
Grown men and women shouldn't be on the internet.

I've already got a firearm for when my white dad and tri-racial mother are dead, and I'm left to fend for myself. Death will be preferential to life at that point in time.

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So much blackpill. So hard to take it.

That is decades in the future. Most of us will be dead from overdose, suicide, diseases.