I love being a closet fag!

Being the trap. The thought of fucking a guy doesn't do anything for me. I also am still very much attracted to women.

Damn, it feels good to find a fag who understands how I feel. I don't have anything against the community, but I think some fags have the same mentality as MGTOWs and just don't want to bother with the bullshit that comes with going full gay. I'm fine just fapping to dicks and moving on.

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I wonder what causes this, i'm bi and I do get off to the idea of being a trap and getting fucked by men. But regular gay porn doesn't really get my goat. I'm really manly so it's just a fantasy, not something that could happen. And to make things even weirder, IRL i'm not attracted to manly men, I really want to fuck twinks and sissies. I'm really fucked up.

>But regular gay porn doesn't really get my goat.

That's the weirdest part. As much as I love fapping to dicks, generic gay porn is still repulsive to me. I peek at /y/ and /hm/ every now and then and its like looking at a wall of gore/scat. But trap/trans/sissy gay porn is my favorite these days.

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yeah same. masculine men just have gross bodies, especially if they're covered in hair. But feminine twinks get me hard as fuck

Shut up Will.

I really love to fuck my ass and choke on a dildo but I gate feeling gay so I threw it out :( wish I could find a guy to do those things with but I know I'm just prison gay and also too afraid of stds.

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oriogan

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I am going to find 3d cock
thoughts? Is cum really better from a huge dom cock?

As a closetfag its my duty to warn you of the high risk of stds when hooking up with men who have sex with men

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Actually I lied
I already found a man I've been talking to
still anxious to meet up
I want to do it though

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whered you find him? how big is his dick?

He messaged me on fetlife since I have a sissy profile, with me being waxed clean and in cute panties
I've only ever dressed up and played with toys though, but I couldn't pass up an opportunity this close to me, because he works at the university I'm a student at
We had lunch together while I was in complete regular boy mode and he was still happy to talk to me and eased my fears a bit. And last but not least, a very thick 7 inches. Honestly pretty terrifying

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Can I add you on FetLife? I want to see you

That sounds really nice, I'm envious. Good luck user

Just add my disc iSoveit#3803
Thanks, I think we might possibly do something next week

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its not really that weird, i mean think about how with straight guys they have types of girls they like and types of girls that repulse them. same goes for gays. if a straight guy into skinny white goth girls saw porn with some fat black girls it would disgust him, but that doesn't mean he's not straight. u guys are just gay/bi as am i

I sent u an invite

yes and I accepted it

This is beyond having a type though. That straight guy would still be able to go outside and spot girls that he likes, I've never seen a guy irl who I felt attraction to, because typically guys don't look like girls. I'm not trying to downplay my faggotry, I love cock just as much as the next guy, but the primary reason I stay in the closet is because guys generally just aren't attractive to me.

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>Burning coal
Kill yourself

This to be exactly and quite honest with you.

That artist should stop with the body hair. No one likes hairy femboys

Not even closet about it now. I'm 23 and it very much seems like I'm just about to get a 19yo bf. He is cute and he has really pretty blue eyes.

This thread makes me wanna pick up anal masturbation again. I haven't done it in a while. I really wanna cum hands free.

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That's cool. It would be different it had a bf, but I feel like at the end of the day I'd rather be with a woman. Or maybe I'll end up like pic related, only time will tell.

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just ordered my first dildo/panties online
hope my mom doesnt get the package before me
so to speak

also hope my cock cage fits in them

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>tfw the user who adds you actually live only 20 minutes away instead of halfway across the world and has a huge cock
OH GOD
You absolutely should. But don't fixate too hard on cumming hands free, its hard to do

Kek that pics reminds me of being on /b/ in 2010. Yeah I'd rather be with a girl for the really long term but I just think young gay live is cute so this is how it is for now.

Your in so for much fun! What kind of panties and dildo did you order? Have you done anal before? :3

Yeah... I love anal. All this sissy stuff is a guilty pleasure. But the barriers always keep on melting. I feel less and less shame about it. I really wanna get fucked in the butt.

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>but I just think young gay live is cute so this is how it is for now.

I feel you. I considered coming out just to date a cute guy, but nothing ever came of it and I lost interest in guys over time. Now I'm too old for young gay love so I've just left it a fantasy.

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I'm not a closet fag I just love being teased and bullied

some pink lacy ones that are open at the back and like a medium sized realistic silicone one. done prostate play and butt plugs before but not much with with an actual dildo. im cursed with an insensitive prostate so trying to branch out and try new methods to get tht pgasm

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>Yeah... I love anal. All this sissy stuff is a guilty pleasure. But the barriers always keep on melting. I feel less and less shame about it. I really wanna get fucked in the butt.
Hop on Grindr and make it happen. Just lost my virginity 2 months ago and now I've been fucked by 6 separate cute guys

How do you go through with it, if I have to meet with them I get scared that they might lock me up and if they meet with me I'm scared to be robbed. What do you suggest user, is there a safe way to do it?

>The panties
:O I love that, sounds cute.

I checked my local grindr... Not really that great. I live in quite a rural area.
> Just lost my virginity 2 months ago and now I've been fucked by 6 separate cute guys
I'm licking my lips as I read this, is that normal?

user everyone on grindr is there for the same reason, the true psychos are 1 in a million

What guys are you interested in? I'm 23 and only really get with younger guys. The smart way is to get their snap so you can send live pics so you know it's them and that's what they look like. I have done sketchy things I guess. Went to a guy's house granted it was in daylight and we hooked up, of course he could have robbed or raped me or something but we actually had really fun sex. Did the same thing with another guy at night and he was normal and chill. Had another guy get in my car in a secluded parking lot in an alley area at midnight and we fucked in the back seat but I had his snap so I knew he was how his pics showed him to be
And yeah it's always nerve wracking.
I'd say the safest hookup I did was when I went to my college I recently graduated from to the parking lot in my car in broad daylight and this 19yo student hopped in for us to fuck in a secluded parking lot. I didn't have his snap but I trusted it since it was a safe environment in the day time.

So I guess the takeaway is to meet during broad daylight in a public area and have their snap so you know it's how they look.
Recently I didn't get a guys and his pics were of him from 2014 when he was a senior in hs and a lot cuter so I was too awkward to turn him down since I hopped in his car and just had to blow him despite him being to masc for my taste. Still enjoyed it though I guess because I really am a cockslut but still.
>I'm licking my lips as I read this, is that normal?
Based and yes it is

Well I'll guess I'll just have to do that leap of faith, still the snapchat tip seems very useful. I hope I don't chicken out next time. Thanks for the support both of you

It does take a leap at first. maybe meet with someone who wants to be a bf or something first so you guys know there'll be no sex the first time. That's what I did plus he was 18 and I'm 23 so it's like it made it less nerve wracking for me. I was still INSANLEY nervous though and could hardly breathe because I had never been on a date or anything with anyone and was totally khhv so it helped me ease into things. This was only like 3 months ago. Now I've done several hookups no prob and don't get nervous anymore.

Perhaps I should try that, I was just looking for a quick sex session because recently my bf left me and I need my fix. It's more of an irational fear honestly. I'm very happy for how things turned out for you user!

Good. Stay in the closet

OP here. Just had a nice fap session, I think I purged all the gay out of my system for at least a week. Its funny, the more I fap to gay porn the less I want to have sex with men, I think that's why I've been able to keep my urges in check.

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Thanks. Just remember on Grindr there is nothing making you meet them. If you see someone cute enough and swap snap and they have a cool personality I'm sure you'll feel just fine about meeting.
I think things are gonna get better still since this cute 19yo boy wants to be my bf and watch Netflix with me and eat chicken pizza and I'm fucking stoked for it. Can't wait to cuddle and kiss him. Hopefully we'll be able to fall asleep spooning in our undies like with my last bf.

Anybody here from Europe?

Been fantasizing about crossdressing for a long time but i always had the thought that finding cute/sexy clothes fitting for men would be too much of a hassle

Same here OP. I like to enjoy myself doing fap roulettes evolving cum, panties and chastity. Is so much fun! Some times I also penetrate myself with a toy and that's my limit.

I saw a page from a doujin here a couple of months ago. It was some church kid or alter boy or some shit who got gangbanged. Can't find it. Anyone have source?

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That artist is Ikizaki Misa

Weird, when it comes to cock, I just get really subby... I wanna be dominated, BADLY.

I already nutted once. But all this? Makes my libido spike. Massively.

Why does this make my cock hard?

Please stop, I hate this.

no, you love this

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Same... But it feels so good to give in. It's... Paradoxical.

Fuuuuuck... Post more.

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hi!

origiolo

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All I want is to completely own a little skinny faggot and stuff his butt full of my cum, shove a plug into his sissyhole before any of it can leak out make him walk around all day with it in. I'd humiliate him in front of his family and friends until they wanted nothing to do with the faggot slut anymore. I'd drug him with xanax and molly from time to time and just fuck him for days on end until he didn't know what was real anymore. I wouldn't let him go anywhere without first being marked as my fuckmeat, putting a hot smelly load in his hair or up his ass so he just stinks of my pheromones.

Thanks, senpai.
oregano ravioli

wow that's reaIly gay

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That's a bit extreme... But fuck me does it sound hot. I just want to be choked while an alpha daddy mounts me and pumps me full of love juice.

hehe

origig

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Cute ;3
Do you take it up the butt?

Any of you cute little girly boys from the UK? I could do with breeding a twink.

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thanks!! Of course I do, silly~

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that's a beautiful pp

please post more of your girly penis i need to jerk off one more time before bed

Omg, even more cute. And naughty. How old are you and where you from? Have you tried makeup? I need to get on that myself. I also haven't played with my ass for a long time. Need to get back on that as well. ;)

Here you go

origigig

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Shadman moved on to full faggotry

Well shit

youd look just gorgeous in a sailor moon outfit i swear

not me

origorig

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