/hikki/ shut in thread

Do you guys play any instruments

not much longer for me but at least i enjoy youtbe and netflix anime and shit caus its not real

Sure!
Mostly /tg/ board games and simulators, sometimes it's v tier such as RoR(2). I also have hundreds of games on steam, so maybe we'll find something in common. I listen to a lot of music, which we can exchange. I watched lots of movies and read lots of stuff etc, so we can always have some good discussions and time for this since I have no one to spend time with. Btw, I'm male, from Yuroop.
If any lone robot wants to try to be just friends, send me your steam link to [email protected] or post it here, please no normies or ones with lots of friends, I have an allergy for your kind

RoR as in chance of precipitation?

Too lazy/apathetic to kill myself. Just waiting for heart disease to get me.

Making original video games

oreginolio

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>why are we still here?
Because killing myself would ruin my mom's life and I can't bring myself to do that.
That's about it. I'm blowing my brains out once that's not an issue.

umm Op sweetie your thread is sinking

I'm reading a bag of crisps right now and it feels good

what is this? oreg

bumporiginoly

bump boomp boop

any hikki fembot want to talk

Silly user, they don't exist

>What is keeping you going?
The basic biological fear of death. And I guess not wanting to hurt those that care for me.

>What is keeping you going?
Life is pretty great. I get money from the state, my groceries get delivered, I can order everything I need online. I cut my own hair.

The only thing I still have to do is the occasional dentist visit for a check-up but otherwise I'm free to remain inside and do as I like, or sometimes go be alone in the woods or do a solitary /nightwalk/.

*pokes head outside of blanket fort*

Weed and porn.

If I had access to a near surefire way of killing myself I would have done it in fucking highschool. I'm such a fucking brainlet that only today have I figured out I could just make a fucking rope out of my cum covered sheets so that I can finally fucking hang myself on a tree in the backyard. I'm practicing on other fabric before I make it out of the stronger sheet rope and finally end this miserable life, or maybe go to hell, or just reincarnate and harden my sumskaras so I can just do this all over again forever. I hope the athiests are right and that I just fucking cease forever.

I've been NEET for 3 years. Baaically waiting to see if the military will take me. If not then I am really and truly fucked.

>What is keeping you going?
Frozen meals and lolis!

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Im slowly losing my shit, after whole life of being alone i want someone that i could love. Been a neet for over 2 years now and i hate wagecucking and socialising with random people so its not like i have much of a choice. Wish i could at least stop being a fatass. Also i dont know how do people stomach working without wanting to kill yourself, when i wagekeked i thought about killing myself everyday. Many times just thought about stabbing myself so i get taken away from my job but im too much of a coward. I hope ill never have to work again but also i dont want to be a 30+ year old complete loser that everyone looks down on, would be different if i had neetbux and lived alone but thats not possible. Theres always suicide too but as ive said im a fucking coward and still i kind of hope that i could find love even tho i know its retarded and love isnt real.

They exist, actual hikki girls are messed up.
>lolis!
noice

>actual hikki girls are messed up.
messed up in whatbway

>Wish i could at least stop being a fatass
thats actually fairly easy to do without gym or proper eating, just get some metformin (i take glucophage once per meal) and channel your depression in order to starve yourself by eating once per day maximum (sometimes once every 2-3 days)
you dont have to change the type of food for this to work, even if youre some mcdonalds addict
ive been doing it successfully for a long time, dropped 5 kilos these last 2 months
of course you could get better results if you were to take the pills while also eating healthy and hitting the gym but the shit results work just fine
good luck with the weight loss

talk about what? orelio

about anything
orig

sure we can talk about anything then if you have email or discord

By the way, I'm a guy.

>messed up in whatbway
well one I know is insanely autistic and cant do some basic shit like brush her hair despite actually having high intelligence.
really bad agoraphobia, they arent like most hikkis here who are just NEET's who play games etc.
Hikki girls are mad mentally ill.

Another one I met wanted to self harm until she looked like a monster...all fucked up with cuts not cute cuts
dude, do the hikki diet.
ask me about it or hit me up on dipcord, drop your tag.
lost all my fat quickly