What's up bant. How is everyone doing?
/comfy/
trying to keep my vodka down, might eat some oysters later
Nice. I would love a drink right now but it's a bit early for one
Hey comfy.
Doing alright.
Had some really bad snack, not gonna buy it again.
I think i came to a minor revelation about myself, so that's good i guess.
Procrastinating
> 2 research projects due in two weeks
what was the revelation?
What snack was it?
What are the projects on?
approximation theory
doing linear algebra on computer and figuring out how the approximation error evolves and all that shit
it's a fun thing to know but it's kinda boring as a task project
Good luck with the projects
Not sure if i can explain it.
It seems to me like i always go into some sort of cycle of depression and ecstatic happiness.
I had been on a decline recently and last night was a bit of a low point, but right now, while I'm not the happiest I've ever been i feel pretty glad.
So that was really it, me noticing that this happens frequently.
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some bacon flavoured snack, there were always some little unchewable pieces in it that made it bad, if not for them i'd have thought it was good.
I've been having that too, practically all my life. Last couple of years I've desperately been trying to find out what sparks the "switch" but I can't figure it out for the life of me. Most obvious answer would be "maybe ur bipolar lole" but that doesn't seem like a satisfying answer
Im dying mentally. but its fine because anime, music and Jow Forums is filling up the lost part of my sanity... its fine really. even if im psychotic. when im done with everthing that needs to be done i will kill mah self. death happens all the time and im just a stranger.
Yeah i've thought that i may be bipolar too but I always hesitate to say it since I'm not a professional and really have no idea.
It's better not to self diagnose like that.
I know that's why I said it's not satisfying. Even if you get diagnosed what's the point, you get a name for your problems and some meds to treat the symptoms. It still doesn't tell you much about what's actually going on inside that tangled mess of neurons. But I'm an obsessive son of a bitch like that I always go hunting for cause and effect
Same thing happens with me. I usually changes every few days for me.
Same here. Felt suicidal at one point a few days ago but I'm glad I didn't because I dont want to put my family through that again.
Yeah, i getcha.
Probably no real answer except that something is messed up with our neurons, as unsatisfying of an answer as that is.
You had a family member suicide?
No a death. My grandmother on my dad's side.
I see.
As awful as that is I can't help but think that far less awful than the suicide of a young member of the family.
I know this sounds bad but you already knew the granny was going to die sooner or later.
Thinking of the sadness the parents And other close members of the family just breaks my heart.
Somehow it being a suicide also makes it just that much worse, i guess it's since that is something that you can easily blame on yourself, like if i had paid enough attention to him maybe he wouldn't have been depressed enough to do it or something.
Yeah that's why I didn't do it. I didn't want to put that trouble on my parents.
Sorry to hear that user
Thanks. anyways I think that's enough talking about suicide from me.
comfy is a dead thread on bant and i don't like this ;_;
comfy was always kinda slow
not necessarily a bad thing
Cool gif
Its 10 at night im cramming for tomorrows exam.
i know mathbro
but at this time days are passing and no comfy threads ;_;
just go on bant archive and see how it was
oh boy, a blogposting circlejerk thread
just what this board needs
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just what this board needs
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oh boy, a blogposting circlejerk thread
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subject?
based
fuck off cringelord whining baby
what subject bruh ?
Doing good! A little tired though...
I think there may be a time for a renewal to comfy.
A comfy renaissance if you will.
I'll at least try to post more in here again.
Yeah I know. It kind of sucks but I prefer it being slow.
Good luck in the exam. Nice trips.
Just hide the thread faggot
What time did you get to sleep at.
And if I could be bothered making proper op's
me too i always post in it
also every time i see your flag in here i miss NJ ;_;
Didn't sleep. Too much noise.
Oh, what was happening?
I think he still comes to visit sometimes.
Pretty sure i saw him not too long ago.
Yeah he posted again around 4 days ago iirc but hasn't posted since
Just the usual cars and birds chirping early in the morning...
damn i must've missed him ;_; i wish he posts here again , also where is that leaf photographer who would post his pics in comfy :/
why are you sleeping in the morning hmm
I don't know what happened to him
Electronics I baby. Topics are all piled up since its a summer class. Gotta get that diploma fast my old HS classmates are now graduating i envy them
Neat. Good luck bro
based , good luck with that bro !
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