Letter thread

Been a while since we had some letters written. Spill your guts with love or hate.

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Dear God,
Why did you give me such a shitty life?

God here.
I gave you a lots of opportunities to transform your life into something very good. You wasted every single one of them*. Yet I'll give you even more opportunities. As usual, they will require some effort on your side.

>* The catch is, your mind is obnubilated and beclouded because of porn and fapping and other immoral things.

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i know i told you to hate me, spilled my guts on all of the horrible things i've done so that you can move on and succeed but it hurts so bad sometimes, i wish we could've just worked things out properly

I'm now 50 and found out the secret stash of love letters I wrote (but never sent) to my college crushes.
Won't post them, because they are not in English.

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What are your initials?

Origami oregano

sorry i was such an autist years ago i miss you allot but im glad we no longer talk
also why did it take fucking with your life for you to finally leave me alone when you were so fine with fucking with mine even when i told you to go away
very shit of you

Who is this for? My heart damn

its for a girl sorry botboy

im sorry for taking you for granted it's been months and i still miss you and i'd give anything for it to be like it used to

is your name liam? i'm sorry too

nah its R for A
>youre muted

i'm an A. perhaps we knew each other once. i'm sorry regardless of whether we have a past or not.

probably not dont worry about it youd know me if youre the right A

You people can really talk up a fucking storm when I don't ask for it but the moment I ask for *anything at all* you become mute. You can't spare a few dollars for your own fucking friend? I utterly despise all of you for being so fucking cruel to me. Maybe one day you will suffer too and know how it fucking feels.

thats depressing. why didnt you send them? are you still single?

get a job
>You have been muted for 1 minute 4 seconds, because your comment was not original.

HEY MURAT BIN FUCKTARD, I HAVE BEEN TURNED DOWN FROM EVERY FUCKING PLACE I FUCKING APPLIED. HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO GET INSULIN WITH NO FUCKING INSURANCE. I FUCKING HATE YOU.
AND YOU!!! FUCKING PUT A BULLET IN YOUR FUCKING HEAD, YOU WORTHLESS UNTERMENSCH SUBHUMAN IDIOT GARBAGE PIECE OF FUCKING SHIT.. KILL YOURSELF AND KILL YOUR FAT FUCKING WORTHLESS CREATUREA FUCKING MOM TOOOOOOOOO

Dear God,
why did you give me hay fever everyday of my developing years?

have you tried not being worthless and losing weight

UNLIKE YOUR FUCKING WIFE, I AM ACTUALLY VERY FUCKING THIN SO FICH DICH. TAKE A FUCKING MESSER AND SXHOVE IT UP YOUR UGLY ALTAIC ARSCHE STUPID FUCKINHG IDITOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

at least i can get a wife and a job

dear you,
if you're reading this, shame on you for still coming here. though, shame on me for sending you that parcel. i hope you got it in good condition and i hope you liked it. i think i used a bit too much gold on it ): i got excited.
things with 'you know who' got a bit awkward; he didn't take your advice. it's okay right now though? we aren't dating but it's still affectionate. hope you don't read this, a.
been working at a new store location recently (on and off) and i've really been liking it! i'm thinking of requesting a transfer because the staff, manager, and customers are all better there. helped a lovely lady take some bags to her car at some point and we talked about her daughter and my plans for the future. i'm thinking of doing a trip to poland and teaching english for a year? i'm gonna have to save up for it because it's like 6-7k, plus i'd want money to waste on paczki (won't allow for the accent /:).
i hope school and work is going well for you. you're going to be a great teacher one day! don't let your creepy co-worker kidnap you.
lot's of love, a.

NO NOT ONE FUCKING PENNY FOR YOUR ONWN PAL WHO TRIESS TO FUCKING BE NICE TO YOU!!!! IT'S ONLY STUPID FUCKING INSULTS AND """WHITTY""" RETORTS. I AM TRYING TO BE NICE BUY YOUR FUCKING FIGHTING ME EVERY FUCKING INCH OF THE 3WAY!!!! I WISH I COULD TAKE A SCREW DRIVER AND GOUGE YOUR FUCKING EYES OUT I HAE=TTTE YOOU SO GOD DAMN MUCH!!!!! GO FUUUUUUCK YOURSEEELFFRF

nigger and handout pilled

GIOD ID LOGFVE TO TAKE A MESSER ANDF CUT YOU TO FUCKING PIECESX. I UTTERLY ***DESPISEEEEE*** YOU!!!!!! YUOU CAN T CUT ME ASNY SDLCK OR HELP ME AST ALLLL!!!!!!! ID LOVE TO TIE YOUR STUPID FUCKING DAUGHTER UO AND BURN HER A FUCKING LIVE!!!!! SCREW ALLL OF YOU!!!

THIS IS HOW YOU REPAZY ME EVEN AFTER I TRY TO FUCKING PBE NICE TO YOUUUUU???
>JUST GET A JOBREAGTK,AE[4?
GO AND FUCKING DIEEEEEEEEEE
I FUDCKING HATE TYOU I CANT EVEN FUCKING STOIP/;/.WQR][L
IF YOU WERE IN FRONT OF ME I WOULD CRUSH YOUR HEAD INTO DUST!!! I HOPE YOU FUCKING KILLL YOURSELF!!!!!

Dear L,

I would be wrong of me to even flirt with you but you're so hot and the way you look at me does nothing to stop my desire

Dear Josh

When I first saw you (on youtube), boy did I feel swell. Every time I look at you, god, its like heaven died and went to heaven.Your hair, so red, I see it burn with my infinite love for you ; your hair looks like a sunrise against a beach in Hawaii...or a really tasty pineapple...Your chestnut hazel eyes are as beautiful as a green meadow speckled with daisies...with us fucking there ;)Your arms and legs remind me of pocky sticks...I love pocky sticksYou are cuter than kittens and puppies hugging each other so thats why I painted a rainbow with my tears. My tears of joy at the mere thought of you and tears of sorrow that we never met even though we only live 30 minutes away from each other. So close...yet so far. Wow, youre probably freaking out right now, seeing this message of love in your inbox on Facebook. But Matt...WE WERE MEANT FOR EACH OTHER!!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND!?!? I LOVE YOU, LAURANHAE, TOI YEU ANH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so consider my love. Please. From Vancouver

Dear, C

I Love you. It all started as friendhsip. I wish you could love me. But it seems like you can not love anyone. You have such a good heart and still you tell everyone that you never felt love. You said you don_t understand it. You are not ready for the relationship I want with you. I should get over you or atleast confess my feelings. Would you act differantly if you knew how I feel or how much you hurt me. I love you for over a year now. Moments of hope for us are followed by moments of misery and sorrow. This game between the two of us is killing me. I am paralyzed. I Love you C and I think you could love me too, but you do not.

Please let me go. I can not go on like this.

K

I've now realised that I would do it, which is scary. It's for the best that we live pretty far away from each other. I want to hurt you more than anything right now and we both know that you deserve it.

Why the fuck did you sext then block me you absolute cunt?

try me
>You have been muted for 1 minute 4 seconds, because your com

Who are you? Please tell me an initial.

im sorry you found beta chinese manlet better than me and i hope he breaks your fucking heart you bitch

Dear O,
You can't invite me round your house, make me sleep in the same bed as you, let me spoon you and feel you up and then say you thought we were totally platonic. That isn't fair, you knew I had feelings for you because I told you before. Hell, you even said you find me attractive, so what the fuck?
You can't tell me that I'm the most important person in your life, that I've been helping your mental health so much, all that shit then ghost me now.
Truth is, you aren't that good of a person. Being vegan and an animal rights activist isn't the same as having a personality. You don't know how to have a conversation unless it's directly in line with your views.
Maybe, if you want a good relationship with intimacy and trust, you should try getting with someone you know rather than some random guy who messaged you once on Instagram. Your past four, five relationships have started like that, and they all either raped you, cheated on you or just disappeared. If everyone you meet is a cunt, maybe you're the problem.
J

Same guy as , I need to vent
This is to whoever, because there's no one in my life I can really say this to
I hate literally every aspect of myself, from the way I think to how I speak, how I look, how I stand, sit, walk, everything. The only reason I haven't killed myself already is because I know it'd fuck my parents up, if they weren't around I'd either be dead or so drugged up I'm not me.
The only time I feel ok is when I'm drunk, so drunk that I don't remember a thing the next day. Without alcohol I have no confidence, no motivation for anything. Uni is stressing me out. I just wait each day until I can drink again

Dear p,
i hate you so god damn much and i want to be alone and i want to stop going out
i want to be alone with my thoughts and feel bad about myself
i miss it when we were kids and we kissed and held hands and it felt so stupidly good
now i fuck you thinking about anal porn
i just want to feel like the loneliest soul in the earth
remember when we said that we were the only real people in the world? well, fuck off
you're not real. i hate you. i want to be myself again, feel like im myself again. i wasted my whole youth on you. i could be playing vidya and thinking about stupid romance shit again. you made me believe in love, and took it all away from me. i dont want to marry you and im scared of getting old. everyday i get worse and i want everyone to fucking die, you are the one i want to kill the most. im still young and i should ditch you and fuck off to far away from here so i can finally feel like the lonely stupid fuck i am.
everyday i wish i could turn back time and never skip school at your house
fuck off.

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Who was P to you and what did they do?

my gf.
cheated on me when we just started dating, and she said she was sorry and shit
was too much of a pussy back then to break it, and shes a good girl now.
but since then i cant trust anyone and i feel abandoned by the whole world. i learned the hard way why the worst cycle of hell is kept for the betrayers.

dear mom
why is my head so small

Maybe because you called her them a cunt. Just a guess

b
seeing you with her makes me sad
seeing you at work makes me sad
seeing you smile makes me sad
but knowing that you're still a balding junkie going nowhere in life makes me feel better

i miss you, i want you to be happy, but i wish you wouldn't rub it in my face how much happier you are without me

Dear Mom,

I was really sad when you died,and since your passing it is not the same.Dad has turned to drinking and occasionaly beating me,but i deserve it.Im ungrateful child,and im sorry for how i turned out.I dont really know if you can see me or if there is afterlife,but i know you dont want me anymore.I dont want me.But that is okay.Im sorry that i ran away from my handball practice so i can hang out with my friends.Its ironic cause not months after you died they all left me.Oh yeah,your mother,my grandmother also isnt very fond of myself now,she turned her afection towards your daughter,why regulary mocks me and tells me that im psychopath.It was nice couple of years we had that i remmember.but even if i die soon i know that i shall not see you,cause you are in heaven with God,and im doomed to be somwhere else.I dont deserve redemption,and im sure God knows that as well,so all the things that people told me that after you died,you still are watching over me,please stop and be in peace and dont bother yourself with monster that i have become.

Your loving son

Please write me a letter here.

to every friend i've ever had,

i couldn't handle losing you so i left. it wasn't because i didn't like you, i really love you, and i knew you loved me, and i didn't want it to change. i'm missing out on life with you. you won't ever get to know what i actually think of you, how you make me feel, and how incredible i think you are, how i never would have imagined someone like you would be my friend- you can't imagine how lucky i've felt to have met you each, you seem like complete flukes, miraculous in your own ways, i am so glad you're on earth! i know you will have happen, full lives. you're the most intelligent, and kind, and brilliantly bizarre people i've met on this planet, you've been so gentle and warm towards me, you've made me feel seen, and loved. you're mysteries that unveiled themselves to me, you brought life to adventure, adventures we dreamed we'd have were maybe just too dreamy to happen, yet... you feel like my family, though we never speak, i think of you almost every day, definitely every week. each of you. some of you i have dreamed of for years. sometimes we play the way we used to and the world feels wild with fun and mischief and mysteries... if you knocked on my door, i couldn't let you in, i would pretend i'm not in, because i'm terrified of this. why are we alive, why do i need you but living without you

just tell me your initials and i will senpai

Stop turning the heat up in my room please it really doesn't feel good

POSTING
BUMPING
I RIKE DESE BREADS

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clarification on this end, I took her virginity

Dear E,
Fuck, well I guess I'm still in love with you, but there's nothing I can do about it. I guess friendship is the next best step but I don't know if I'll ever stop thinking about you that way
Still loving you, I

>50 years old
>In Jow Forums
Shits wild

yo gee
im such a fucking beta dont really know what to do, going to spend one year in south korea if i dont fuck there it'll be the end i guess, go gay as they say

Who's the receiver of that letter

Dear O,
We've been friends for quite a while now, but I guess it's really ending. I tried to play it off as no big deal after you rejected me, but I realized that it will never work. I love you, and will never be okay with just being friends. I've been slowly decreasing the time I spend with you, but once spring break is over I'm going to start completely avoiding you. It was hard before, so time will tell if I can keep my sanity. I'm not gonna say it to your face, so goodbye.

what have you done to change or fix your situation?

Dear You,

It's been a really long time since I first saw you on that staircase.
I knew something was missing, the day before I met you. I knew something wasn't quite complete.
When I saw you, everything snapped into place.

I made bad choices, sure. I admit that. But so did you - and you won't admit to any of them.

It's strange being aware that you've met and fallen in love with your twin flame. You were my other half. I could hear your thoughts. I could feel your moods. I loved your vibe. You were my best friend. It's bizarre that I've almost forgotten how your face looks now. I suppose it's even more bizarre that you were a violent psychopath. I wish we could have died together.

I wish it could have worked in this life. I'm sorry it didn't.
Hope to find you in the next one... and I hope you aren't as batshit there.

see you there.

Love always,
Me.

Dear A,

It me, dat boi. I vividly remember that disgusting, forced, meme being the first joke we shared together when you weren't being a total cocksucker to me. Rocky start, and I am glad I didn't move on you back in that class where you decided to feel up my leg and dick. I doubt you remember anyways.

I know you don't know this, but I am head over heels for you and I don't understand why I am still stuck up on you. I regret turning you down. It wasn't my decision to make alone. I should have asked. It could have been really good and we both know that, I think. I am sorry.

Somebody else we both know likes you, and I think you like them too. Hopefully if you two go out I can finally move on? I don't know.

I hope you don't see this anyways, you don't belong on Jow Forums.

-p

hey - you can allow yourself to let this person go, too. don't wait for them to set you free.

i think about you EVERY SINGLE DAY YOU RETARD


i wish we could be friends, why couldnt you have worked hard and gotten into my uni??? im sorry i know you have issues but we could have gone to school together and we could have been together and not hours and hours away and I COULDNT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE

I WANT TO BE NORMAL BUT I STILL BROWSE THIS HELLSCAPE AND I STILL AM SO FUCKING WEIRD

WE COULD HAVE MOVED IN TOGETHER AND HAVE BEEN AUTISTS, IM SORRY if im a ""normie"" but I CAN ACT NORMALLY IN PUBLIC, AT LEAST I CAN HIDE MY FUCKING POWER LEVEL

anyway, funny how you manipulated so many people younger than you for the attention, did you do that to me too? im sorry i keep texting you, i know youll never respond

i miss you, but my life must go on, im doing very well in uni and my shitty job, i want to die every day still but whatever, i also am somewhat healthy and not addicted to the internet anymore

face reality and fucking live in it you fucking robot

we could have stayed together if we were more compatible in our life goals, i could not be a replacement as a "mother" figure

i keep rereading all those letters you wrote telling me to kill myself, how i ruined your life, etc etc

its your fault for basing everything around me in the first place

why wont you fucking text me back, i know youll read this (maybe), just ignore it, im venting out stupid frustrations, dont think too much of this

i hate you but i also dont, im frustrated and things could have worked out so differently

i still remember when we first met irl, i will never have emotions that intense in my life ever again

sorry that i cant stop thinking about it all

Dear love,
Although I sincerely love you with all my heart and you bring so much joy unto me, I feel as though you would be better off without me. I am greatly enjoyed to have had the opportunity to know you. Although I tried to deny it for several months, you would be better off with someone who was better able to understand your emotions and more able to provide you with the love and attention you deserve. I will forever cherish every moment I have spent with you. The joy you have brought me is incomprehensible.
Sincerely, a loving user

Dear D,

I left you because you needed this. You needed a kick in the pants to move forward, and this is the only way. I won't enable you any longer.

I had to do the same thing to my D, best of luck user. it was the only way.

most wholesome post im glad you made this for us sadboys

im sorry josh

I dont like you
You seem to be mentally ill and unfit for survival

Im R this is for A

Fuck off. Just fuck off. You are all fucking idiots and I can't believe I share the same species as you. All I wanted was to play video games. I don't give a shit just leave me alone, but you can't do that can you? Why not? Why can't you just leave me alone? I just want to be alone...

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Dear Kitty,
I'm sorry I couldn't stay to pet you for longer; I had to go get going to work. I bought some Fancy Feast, for you and any other kitties I come across while walking around. I take the same path, but that was the first time I had seen you. I wonder: do you live around there? Maybe you were just out because of the nice weather. I hope to see you again; you were very cute and nice.
user

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To my past self

Stop being such a fucking faggot and settle.
Let your dreams die and make the best you can out of what you have.
Some terrible shit will happen to you regarding your health towards the end of senior year and almost nothing will go as planned, so you might as well get used to it you little shit.
make a plan that doesn't involve the military, because guess what? You're DQ'd medically, faggot.
buy some bitcoin

I'm not going to get out. I'm not going to do anything. I think you know that, if not I hope you understand and understand how hard it is to be when you have the flu all the time. And I was set up as you know, I had no chance, they really made sure I couldn't do anything right.

I'm so sorry C. I know I said that I would make an effort to stop the cuts, but you cant always be here, and that voice always is. Please understand that I don't want this either. Please tell me you can still love me. Don't leave me. I'm so sorry.

E

bump 4 love

heres a bump for you then

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J,
Your birthday is coming up fairly quickly. I've been thinking about getting you something. I'm not entirely sure what I'd get you, though... I wish I knew what you're into nowadays.

I wish you'd talk to me. I know we're really incompatible, but... It really keeps me up at night. I can't help but feel that both of our lives would be better right now if we tried it out.

Regardless of what you do, who you choose to get closer to, where you go... I'll be wishing you the best. I love you very, very, very much, J, and I wish you'd come back into my life.

M

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Christ, user...
Let whoever it is know man.

Im devastated, i just want my brother back

When is J's birthday? My name starts with J, and my birthday is, also, approaching.

Hi Susie.
It sucks that soon I might not ever see you again. I've been trying to make a decision on my end, and I'm really trying to make it work but I don't think I can stretch the money anymore. I'm really sorry. But honestly, you've made this one of the best years for me. I don't really say it anymore, but thanks for all the Friday nights. They really were something I looked forward to. For multiple reasons. One of them carrying the most weight and that I will probably never say. Still. Thanks a lot.
There's a lot of things I'm gonna miss and you guys are up there. Hopefully, someone can pick up the pieces and you guys can continue to have fun.
Good luck with everything! I really do hope the best for you. Hopefully you don't mind a random check-in from time to time just to see how things are going with you and everyone else.
It's funny, whenever I talk about uni to my buddies you guys are the ones I mention the most, according to them at least. You guys have given me great memories.
This might be an early goodbye. But I'm never gonna actually say it to you. So I'll try to put it the best I can right here.
I've never met anyone like you. The first time we met that night you told me to get home safe. When I sounded like a broken down car engine you offered me food and a visit. You invited me to your friend circle with the words
>You're always welcome to hang
Many thanks for all of it. Anyone would be fortunate to have you in their life. In the event we never see each other again after a few months, goodbye. Good luck with fishin', and if it doesn't work out I hope you end up doing something you love.
Alex

These names are supposed to be arbitrary... Right?

Holy shit you sound like my ex,K?

I always liked you, but i was afraid of what might happen. In the end we were could never be, right?
I wish certain things happened, some didn't, but in the end i will always cherish any memory of you S. Thank you for being my friend at least. Soon i will be a memory, and that is ok. Just please don't forget.
I.

I need some sleep for fucks sake.

V
You keep chasing that girl, the one that broke you, cant you see Im standing right here in front of you??

B

The only times I can truly remember being happy in the last 12 years were thoses days we spent together back when we started college. You were everything to me because you were the only one who truly understood me. You saw how broken I was and tried to fix me. I can't thank you enough for that and I understand why you left. I'm so,so,so,so sorry I kick myself every day over the life we could've got only if I was determined to go for it.

You wished for me to move on and this time to go for it but I just kept giving up more and drowning in darkness. I've tried to reach for the truth and what I've understood didn't heal the pain, it made it worse.

Oh and btw, I'm sorry I had to play the bad guy just so you would let me go that time after. I can't have you walk this path , you deserve what you worked for. We might see each other again, I work near the other uni in town. But I'm just a ghost, do not expect much...

Thank you.
You don't know this, but you saved me. Funnily enough, you've probably hurt me the most out of anyone I've ever known as well. When we talked initially, I was an inconsiderate asshole. Eventually you stopped talking to me, it was sudden and without any warning or explanation. Some amount of time later I found myself completely isolated and out of all forms of contact with everyone but my parents whom I had a shit relationship with at that point. In that time I did a lot of reflecting which led me to realize all of my errors. That realization also came suddenly and without warning. I came to hate myself, and just as I was about to jump off the deep end, you messaged me. You apologized for cutting our contact saying that it was your anxiety that got the best of you. we resumed our friendship and contact, which became an off and on thing for a while, but now it's over for good. I'm sorry for my actions and behavior. And again, thank you.

?

hopefully I meet you one day, hopefully I can fix myself enough to actually talk to you. we'll see I guess.

Dear, Myka

I miss you.

You'll be fixing yourself forever. Talking to them now is what will help you fix yourself.