"Happy" people will hate you regardless. They won't be satisfied regardless of what you do. Might as well do what you want, so I sneaked out and took a nightwalk along the highway despite the danger that I'd get stopped by the police and drugged once they check my records.
Is there any shame in doing whatever you feel like?
Mason Jones
Evan Moore
if you get caught you lose your freedom, but nightwalks are so nice and worth it
Angel Rivera
I remember you from yesterday, how was the walk user? nightwalks are one of my favo\rites too desu
Easton Edwards
It was nice. I'd prefer going in the woods since the cars are pretty annoying, but that's the best I can get right now. Do you have any pictures from your walks?
William Green
how old are you? what does it mean to get drugged once they check your records cops dont drug people it doesnt make sense.
Also try to do this, get a tent and get out to a remote place, near sea. Camping alone is the next-next loner level. Makes you appreciate things you didnt even know existed in your life.
Isaiah Clark
If all you mean by 'what you want' is night walks then I don't see a problem with it.
Also, chill out a bit, my dude. Everyone does not hate you. I, for one, do not, and I guess most people I know would call me "happy". So do what you want, within reason, of course, and you'll be fine.
But what's up with you being drugged by the cops?
Nolan Reyes
I'm 21. They want me to take a bunch of drugs since I've been labeled as a bunch of things by them from now on. I try to avoid them, except for the large doses of painkillers that I take myself. Cops are a part of this whole system. They'll get suspicious if they see me and might force me to take the drugs if they ever catch me along the highway again.
>Also try to do this, get a tent and get out to a remote place, near sea
Kind of working on it. Once my dad leaves, I'd to take a plane back to Norway where I used to live and maybe live in the mountain woods until my savings run out.
Oliver Hernandez
Do you live in a city with like 200 people? How can cops know you there are literally thousands of them patrolling large cities.
What drugs i have literally never heard cops giving some people drugs. if you are too fucked up they just put you in a cell for a night or maybe send you to narcology or hospital.
David Garcia
It's more like a suburb where I am right now. My actual home is somewhat remote-ish. Still, they can just check my records in their computer and see that I'm "supposed" to be taking stuff.
Bentley Rodriguez
1. Why would they pull you over?
2. What would make them think you're NOT taking your meds?
Carson Cox
>Why would they pull you over?
For walking along the highway at night. It already happened once. It was before my I was sabotaged by the "happy" people so I was just fined 10 euros.
>What would make them think you're NOT taking your meds?
The fact that I'm walking along the highway at night, I suppose? Even if they didn't, they'f take me to people that did. They might even lock me up indefinitely.
Nolan Turner
this is very stupid i can walk along highways whenever i want unless its something like an autobahn.
weird thread.
Ryder Baker
I think it's mostly because I go when it's very dark.
Mason Bennett
>"Happy" people will hate you regardless. They won't be satisfied regardless of what you do.
What is that supposed to mean? If you are kind and respectful, people will like you.
Chase Foster
Im living in another city in dormitories because i need to work for a few months in this astronomy institute for experience and the place where i live is like 10mins from sea.
I have gone a couple of times. Once in a blizzard, a couple of times in rain and storms. A few times with clear skys where i can clearly see all constellations.
I dont think the charm of being out, alone, in an usual place will ever go away.
nono happy means they don't want to get emotionally invested in you because they already have their established social circle so they absolutely don't give a shit beyond "hello are you doing good?". Like its too late.
Noah Thomas
The "happy" people are all those manipulative bastards who seek to control and destroy my mind through their framing techniques. After 20 years they finally got me in their system. I'm almost ready to give up.
James Allen
av-man?
William Morgan
I've forgotten a lot, but not you, for some reason. I wish I had. It's been a long time, you manipulative bastard.
Jaxon Carter
Manipulative? I did not mean harm, if I did. I was quite sad I couldn't be there when you vanished, but now I'm happy to see you back, I quit r9k for a while after you went missing, there's not much on this site beside you that I'd be interested in... catch me up on stuff?
Kayden Hill
Anons told me that you made me harm myself. I don't know if that's true, so whatever, doesn't matter anymore.
I didn't remember what happened after we last spoke all that well. Good thing I've kept an archive of my own. Most important points would be how I catfished some people, almost doxxed one, got sabotaged for following a dream by the "happy" people. And became tuck in this limbo world. Now I'm in their records and have to take pills and painkillers. Ironically something Eye-chan vowed to avoid at all costs. My world is a prison without walls now.
Carson Wood
I wouldn't like to think so... no, and if I did, I apologise.
Eye-chan?
I see, I've had a fair share with the happies, it is of utmost importance that you feign "happiness", for that is all they care about, pick up a hobby they deem "normal", start reading books they give you in schools, talk about dreams and aspirations that wouldn't ever cross your mind, but make them believe you're a happy too.
Do they keep you on a tight leash? Do they check your e-mails? I'd love to be of help, pen-pal.
Catfishing and doxxing? I thought better of you, av-man, tut tut tut.
Aaron Wood
Well it's too late for me now. I wouldn't want to live a lie anyways.
>Do they keep you on a tight leash? Do they check your e-mails?
Not really. I don't know if they check my browsing history, but maybe not. The atmosphere here is rather lax. I'm not really in a hospital or asylum anymore. It's kind of like a home with some supervision. I was told I'd get to return home soon. Though I'll never be viewed the same. Kind of ruins everything.
>Catfishing and doxxing? I thought better of you, av-man, tut tut tut.
They were bastards preying on vulnerable girls. I did everyone a favor.
Joshua Perry
>They were bastards preying on vulnerable girls. I did everyone a favor.
I guess that's justified then.
I'm glad they don't keep you in bad conditions, and, I understand. I'm kind of an outcast too, but such is our life as the "happy unhappy". I'd love to keep in touch, you are a few of the bearable persons here.
I didn't get to meet you much before you've vanished, I do not know much about you, but I do feel a strong sense of connections with you, av-man.
I've heard from some anons that you started a cult at some point as well(?)
Jackson Gutierrez
I wouldn't call these conditions bearable. I'm in constant pain and on drugs. I hate this illusion of freedom. I'd probably prefer to be chained to a wall. At least then they'd be truthful about their intentions with me. I don't know if we can keep in touch. I plan on leaving for Norway and live in the woods once I get the chance to escape.
>I've heard from some anons that you started a cult at some point as well(?)
Maybe. I did a lot of things.
Wyatt Cooper
To the bitter cold and the harsh wilderness of the north? Heathen, I often visit the Carpathians, cross the border to slovakia and do my business there. The 'happy' forgive that I go missing for months, as my drawings seem normal enough for their liking.
What are you on? Pain from what exactly? And... out of curiousity, did you attempt suicide when you went missing, I know it's a stupid question, but I've met a fair few people who've feigned their 'attempt at taking my own life'.
Back to Norway, do not stray too far north, the crows do not go there, not even the ravens do.
Hudson Mitchell
I'm not going super far north. Just a bit south of Trondheim. That being said, my voice manifests differently, without crows, so it doesn't concern me.
>What are you on? Pain from what exactly?
I take copious amounts of painkillers on my own accord from the terrible headaches and other pains that they've caused me. There are other drugs that they give me, but I'm not sure what they are and I try not to take them whenever I can.
>And... out of curiousity, did you attempt suicide when you went missing
I thought you'd clear that up haha. Whatever I did, was always an attempt at a new life, not an end. Unfortunately I was sabotaged and now I'm stuck in limbo.
James Jones
Ah, a cawless, you seem pretty smart for one without a bird caretaker.
I see, it's good that you don't, what they give you isn't much medicine as it is a supressant.
Well, I do like to prefer to these things with earthly terms, the happy do not like the term "rebirth" for "ending" your own life.
Be careful my friend, regardless of where you end up, just know that if ever need be, 'based crowposter' is by your side.
Asher Turner
Thanks, crowposter. I knew those meds couldn't be anything good. I still take my painkillers though, I can't sleep without them. I'll keep you in my thoughts wherever I end up.
Nicholas Myers
av-man, you blessed man, have fun on your journey(s), I have to sleep, as I still attend a schooling institution... unfortunately. I will make sure to visit r9k more often, as I love talking with you.
Good night, and, see you soon, I guess.
One last thing before I shut the lights... when do you expect to break free?
Carter Thompson
Well my dad said that he wants to keep me supervised when we get home. But he'll leave the country in around a month. If I can trick or incapacitate whoever is in charge of me, I'll buy a plane ticket and leave immediately.
Goodnight. See you tomorrow.
Connor Stewart
Oooh, I like the plan. Good night, again.
Easton Kelly
Night walks are great if you're rural. Walking along a roads at 1 am is very chill until you reach a long stretch where the hedgerow leaves no room between it and the road.