I never thought life would turn out like this as a kid

I never thought life would turn out like this as a kid
Who else never thought they would end up this way?

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Same. It's really weird because my life as a kid was so fucking happy and different and americana. Like I had friends and was always enrolled in sports and summer programs, went to theme parks and did all the shit every stereotypical middle class kid did.
Then largely by my own actions or lack thereof I basically trashed my late teens and early twenties being an edgy loser anime/cartoon watching fuck. I hate myself so fucking much.

Me. Things turned a shit ton worse than they were supposed to.

All mostly because my final height was 5'5" which destroyed my brain. I'll never be a functional human ever again. I'll always be a little boy in the world of men.

Maybe you can be my bf owo

my 8-year old self would be confused and disappointed.

I'm pretty much the same. I was doing well up to my mid teens or 15 specifically
The rest of my teens are a forgetful blur and I honestly can't remember what I did for most of it
Then shit got fucked in my late teens and now I'm the way I am. Being behind in many things in life with no friends
I never thought I'd end up like this and never saw it as an option in my preteens/childhood

I always thought I'd have my shit figured out as I got older and things would fall into place. Turns out being passive and living your life without initiative really fucks you up.

>I'm pretty much the same. I was doing well up to my mid teens or 15 specifically
Same. If I hadn't discovered anime and this fucking website I bet things would have gone a lot differently for me.

I used to think I'll just become a normie because everyone else seemed to become like that. then I became physically and mentally ill and started going to Jow Forums and now I'm at some point I could have never imagined even 10 years ago.

I was always that weird shy kid, but I used to think that once I become adult everything will straighten up -It didn't.

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Kinda this. I've achieved more and traveled a lot in Uni, but I lost myself and my happiness... I miss being that kid.

It wasn't anime for me. I've been watching anime since I was a toddler
It was the blasted porn that done this

Same. I actually got more autistic and more of a loner, the older I got lol

My life was always shit. I never really looked forward to anything. I wasn't interested in adult life and I'm still not. I can't understand people older or younger than me. Only cartoons stayed somewhat the same, the only real connection I have left to life. My parents fueled some of my expectations, I kind of thought I will have my own family and a normal job.

That too I guess. I basically was fapping several times a day to mostly fucking cartoon porn and hentai from 18-23 and I think it helped to keep me complacent in being alone and not wanting to find actual people to fuck or relationships.
>Only cartoons stayed somewhat the same, the only real connection I have left to life.
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nope i didnt expect much more than this as a child, didnt know about suicide then though

I was a pessimistic kid. Honestly never thought I would live this long or that I'd meet any decent people. Turns out just my upbringing was shitty.

I've never once been happy, broken family broke me, real life fucked me sideways and now i'm confronted with the reality, which still is survival of the fittest. So i, am probably going to die alone like many of you here

That sucks man. hope it gets good for you B

I never even got a chance... My life was fucked up from the start.

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>5 to 9 year old me
>"please god please dont let a flood or meteor hit my home and kill me and everyone instantly. Ill live a boring life just dont kill me god."
>"please keep males away from me. They scare me just please dont let them get close to me"
>"I bet ill have a family when im 20"
>"I hope my parents never use the internet and seewhat ive done on webkinz"
>i hope I look like a bratz doll someday
>I want boobs, hair on my legs, and periods

>me now
>im not sure if theres a god anymore, but I sure wish some disaester would hit earth and either end me of the world. I wouldnt feel anything if I saw the people around me die
>guys dont show me attention at all. I have a rape fetish
>I still live in the same room
>my parents use facebook and its annoying
>If I could I would show everyone my chaog history on webkinz because I have no shame and I crave attention
>I do look like a bratz doll and it sucks. Id rather look like barbie
>I have pcos

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