Being born in a small town is the worst thing that can happen to you. Especially a cold fucking rural shit hole...

>mfw read this and live in LA
pretty funny knowing i have pretty much everything you long for not even 10 minutes away and I hardly leave the house

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I do not get why you do this

Fuck rural areas. Jus being born to do nothing no matter how hard you fight theres just nothing. Only option i had was to drop out of school and go be homeless. That was too hard and i didnt do it so my life is already over

got a job? id suggest taking up shooting. if youre in a rural area you should take advantage

I am not a rural person i dont want to do anything rural. I want to go to the big city and do drugs. I cannot do this because god has trapped me here and decided to come after me with everything he has for no reason. I am too busy to try and defeat god to sit around and shoot and gun. I cannot even own a gun because i am on probation for being black

You're weak. I was born in Bumfuck Nowhere and I liked it more than Suburb #291966482. At least it was fun there.

I am not a hillbilly. You are. I like different things.

> I want to go to the big city and do drugs.
>I cannot even own a gun because i am on probation for being black
i would give you advice but you're incapable of actually being a sentient person.

Okay whiny nigger, nice LARP

You're still weak. I made the most of being a poor ass son of a bitch with only a father being forced into shit schooling. You just can't stand it at all, you can't even handle not being a bitch for some rich kike who'll throw some scraps your way because shiny shiny shiny.

I just am smart. All my decisions and opinions are unobjectively right and the correct choice. Any other opinion or idea besides mine are just wrong.

>nigger acts like a nigger
Like clockwork.

gather up all your resources and take a one way trip to your nearest city. that way you can atleast be a homeless drug addict in a setting you enjoy. hopefully you die within a week :)

I am not weak for wanting to live in a big city and have fun instead of sitting in a field with a shit family i hate in the middle of nowhere

This is simply being smart and correct. I am being punished for being smart

I wish I could but god took that option away. I am being raped by god just making a simple smart decision does not work for me. God is trying to trap me here for no reason and my parents are too shit and poor for me to have anything

you are weak for blaming your gripes on everyone else and crying about it on the internet. just shoot yourself

You're being punished for being a nigger

what the fuck are you you anti-white bitch. Go live in a third world shit hole if you hate whites so much. small town country living is god-tier I'm leaving the city to move to the country and I'm never coming back. Cities are for niggers like you.

im guessing god stuck you with a criminal record too? id say get a job but you fell into the cycle of a common nigger

He did

Yes i am. I would rather live in Mexican riding out in the back of a pickup truck cutting off heads and doing drugs but i am not allowed to be happy

It is other peoples faults i am a super genius i make right decisions and do everything right. My parents are poor retards that birthed me out in a small town and then god strikes me down. If things were up to me without other peoples shit decisions ruining my life I would be happy

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>Yes i am. I would rather live in Mexican riding out in the back of a pickup truck cutting off heads and doing drugs but i am not allowed to be happy
what the fuck...

I think it's attempting to shitpost.

Being surrounded by cartel serial killers and doing drugs is better than being sober in a small town. I have a hyper desensitivity to death and violence because my small town has destroyed my heart and mind

>super genius
Yet you post this every day and got doxed by some shitpost from a town in the middle of a swamp. If you where intelligent you would be able to be smart enough to understand dosages so you don't go DUI yourself.

I am a super genius i am trapped here becuase god has devoted everything to destroying my life and making me live in my own personal hell

I am also stuck here because my parents are poor hillbillies

This isnt my fault the only thing my fault is me making a bunch of money becuase i am a super genius

Calm down Kanye

>super genius
>believing in divine intervention
Lmao this shit writes itself. What's next the Earth is flat?

I cannot explain the utter shiftiness and bad luck in my life other than a god. It is simple logic at this point. There is literally no way it can be this bad without god coming after me and striking me down.

>make bad decisions
>blaming a being who doesn't exist for personal actions
This is some next level mental illness here.

I do not make bad decisions i was struck down

Yes you did. There is nothing in this world but ourselves. Everything else is nothing but spooks and scepters. The only person who struck you down was yourself.

No it was god and poor parents

God is a spook he doesn't exist.
The nuclear family is a spook it doesn't exist either. Stop being a fucking child and see the world for what it is. There is nothing but the individual and his property. That's it.

>god isnt real

If you experienced the same life as me you would know this is stupid and wrong. God is real hes just an evil monster thats why people think he doesnt exist. Atheist is incorrect and so is relgion

God is real and an evil monster. There is no Satan there is just god and he is the devil. There is only evil in this world

I even get weird signs rubbing my face in my shit life after something bad happens. And yes this is also my parents fault. If my parents werent poor and didnt have me in the woods i would not be poor and stuck in the woods.

if you live in a rural area and aren't growing your own weed/shrooms/poppies you're doing it wrong. I'm a fucking useless city boy and even I managed to have a couple plants and a decent herb/vegetable garden when I lived in the countryside for a year and a half or so. hell, if I still had a car I would probably have moved back there, much cheaper than the city and enough space to do all the things I want to

Your life is nothing compared to mine. You grew up in the United States you don't have a fucking clue what poverty is. Unlike you where I had to grow up with literal Lynch mobs burning my neighbors alive you do nothing but sit inside and shitpost on the internet while I had gouls skinning my neighbors alive. Yet somehow I've made it out and you instead sit at home and smoke weed and DUI on pills. Fuck off. You have no clue that it's you who has don't everything wrong.

if God exists, he/she/it is probably just indifferent. fucker created the whole universe, you think they care about the problems of some dumb apes on some insignificant rock? if I had that kind of power, I certainly wouldn't
I agree that Abrahamic religions are cancer though, as a Jew I have to apologize for that. we've fucked up the world in so many ways, and our particular brand of violent monotheism is one of the worst

I cant grow weed. I tried out here there is no trail it is just dense as fuck thick woods like so thick you cant even see inside them

I walked a mile down the tracks once and tried growing weed and as soon as I got into the field my leg literally sunk into mud up to my knees and I tried digging into it and it was literally just pure slush mud shit and there was so much water in the ground it was literally flooding with water when I dug into it

This isnt California with thin woods trails and dry dirt. Everything about this place is bad. I would grow shrooms but I am not big of reading books and research so its too hard and dont want to risk mold

Shrooms are my new favorite drug though I am taking them daily

I have talked to people in third world countries and they have it better. The Middle East and South America

I would rather watch people be killed every day in the sunshine and big city then be here.

I know that makes sense but literally bad shit always happens to them. I literally made a shit load of money and the only thing that could of trapped me here did happen. It was literally impossible odds and perfect timing

I wish I lived in the country, away from other people. I'd like the house to be surrounded by trees so that I could come and go without people noticing. I'd like to live by a lake and a park. I don't ever want to have to see anyone except when it's necessary.

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then build a greenhouse at your own place and grow there. or get some lights, fans, etc and grow indoors
no, your own stupidity and arrogance trapped you there. unless you can handle your shit, driving high is a really bad idea, and even then it's risky. contrary to leftist beliefs, cops don't pull you over just for being non white, it's always due to your own indiscretion

the fuck has happened to western society...🏴

Having the same 5 people from high school knowing every move you make is not good

I did not even mean to get high and was not in control of my actions. This town is my own personal curse

What are you talking about? Are you op?

>I did not even mean to get high
did someone force you to take the drugs? shove them down your throat, hold a gun to your head, slip them into your drink? if not, then you meant to take them, and since you couldn't handle your shit you drove sloppily enough for even a dumb rural cop to notice. maybe instead of bitching and whining, take some responsibility for your actions and work to rebuild what you've lost. if you keep your current mentality, you'll just get exploited by socialists who will fuck you even harder

No i ordered shitty presses off the deep web i thought they were 2mg Xanax but they actually had 4mg in them so i was just trying to take 1-2mg of Xanax for my anxiety i didnt even want to get high i just wanted to take the edge off because i have hellish anxiety and then i popped half a one and woke up blacked out in hand cuffs with my life over

And then on top of that my state punishes crimes 1000000x worse than anyone else so even if i had made that mistake it shouldnt of fucked me that hard its because I am in a shit state and it was a mistake in the first place

I literally dont even drive after a few beers and then as soon as i got money and was about to leave my shit hole this shit happens and wasnt even my fault

this is some pussy ass shitposting
if you hate your life so much go fucking change it

even if you have to be homeless for a couple months in the spring/summer you can find a decent job in a nearby town and move up to some shitty apartment

its not impossible and its definitely not hard, but youd rather sit at home and cry about it. people like you should be executed imho

Your fortune: Bad Luck

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I want to do that but i cant thats too good for me

>your fortune bad luck

Exactly see god is after me and another sign

I thought you where a super genius and actually weight out what you consume right? I had enough common sense to do that when I would take G or I would fucking die yet you couldn't do this with a drug that makes you black out. What a fucking idiot.
>And then on top of that my state punishes crimes 1000000x worse than anyone else so even if i had made that mistake it shouldnt of fucked me that hard its because I am in a shit state and it was a mistake in the first place
People like you deserve caning. And thank God Singapore does that and executes people for drug possession and use. It's people like you who make me an authoritarian.

>took benzos of unverified dosage before driving
yeah, that shit was entirely your fault. also, your life isn't over from one DUI, people who've had far worse charges in far stricter states have put their lives back together. you just aren't willing to put in the effort

You do not understand what a pill is or a pill press

It was literally a Xanax bar that said XANAX 2 on it. It literally said it was 2mg

I didnt even mean to drive i would never drive on that shit. Xanax made me retarded i blacked out so hard and fast i wasnt even in reality anymore

And my life is over not because of a dui its because i lost my entire life in the country

That is not my fault at all. If i sat there pounding beers all night was stumbling and shit and knew i was well over the limit and drove yeah

I accidentally blacked out on a drug that makes you retarded and Xanax lets you not even know how high you are

Do you know how many people take benzos and say WTF THIS SHIT ISNT WORKING WTF I GOT RIPPED OFF while they are literally blacked out on it

You cant even tell your high on benzos thats why so many people say its shit. They are high as fuck and dont even know it

Also fuck off retard i just read that last part go kill fun somewhere else fucking loser

>XANAX 2
that only means something if you get it from a pharmacy, buying pills from the black market is always dodgy, which you would know if you had even a little common sense. granted, if all recreational drugs were legal and regulated your dosage would have been more accurate, but even so you shouldn't have taken it before driving

Do you know what a scale is you retard? If you buy something from someone you don't know and don't weight out or confirm purity you deserve everything you get. I thought you had a high iq you should know that as all the pillheads in my high school did.

>hurr only thing I have is drugs
Yeah you deserve everything you get. Retards like you who don't know how to abuse drugs ruin it for everyone else who doesn't have a room temperature iq like you do.

You'll have to cool it with the weed for a short while, but did you ever think about joining an Armed Forces branch? Just go active with that shit and you could probably see the world. You probably won't go into actual combat since we don't really have any large scale conflicts going on right now either.
If at all possible though, Jon the Navy or Air Force. I'm in the fucking Army and what we mainly do there is larp in the woods.

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Jesus Christ you cant weight a pills content

I didnt know at the time i literally just was in the deep web for the first time and didnt understand it. I have taken Xanax before but it has always been pharmacy pills i never had custom presses i didnt know much about it. Xanax is shit to me now i think ecstasy is the only good synthetic drug

My dude he told us he score a 22 on the ASVAB. Plus he has a DUI.

None of that works for me now and i would never join the military. I have thousands of dollars in the bank i could just leave if god fucked off

I literally never took an asvab i have no interest in the military and never will. I would rather live on the streets then join the military

>Jesus Christ you cant weight a pills content
What do you thing mg stands for on a pill? That stands for fucking milligram you fucking tard.
withdrawal.theinnercompass.org/taper/using-digital-scale-weighing-and-making-cuts
Jesus Christ no wonder you post this retarded crap when you can already appeal your probation.

>vacation vacation vacation
Worry about moving to a city first you fucking shitkicking faggot.

So is it like parole or some shit then? Is your town also one of those places that has a K-12 school?

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I cant do that.. i just wish i went on vacations as a kid like a normal middle class person these woods are the saddest shit in the world

It is literally a Russian gulag

Leave that fucking shithole. What state do you live in? I was in the same situation as you being the only black guy in a shitty ass town at 19 and I moved the fuck out of my town from New York to Arizona.
I'm not saying that you have to do what I did with cross country shit, but find a city or a nearby town which has cheap rent at least.

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I have a lifelong probation sentence for being black I have to transfer it or the whites throw me in jail

God really fucked me. God traps me here for some reason. I have done nothing

Please just fucking end your life OP. I'm sick of you posting these threads. You only have yourself to blame for your shit choices and attitude. You can literally work from home doing internet surveys if you're so desperate for work but you can't seem to leave your dumb nigger house. If you can't make it in easy bum fuck nowhere, you would fail so much harder in a city.

I did not do any of that it was not my fault

>try to go to college becuase retarded
>life goes to shit realize college is retarded white people shit
>drop out
>stuck in debt
>try to enter a repayment program for my student loans

>No i ordered shitty presses off the deep web i thought they were 2mg Xanax but they actually had 4mg in them so i was just trying to take 1-2mg of Xanax for my anxiety i didnt even want to get high i just wanted to take the edge off because i have hellish anxiety and then i popped half a one and woke up blacked out in hand cuffs with my life over

Literally all were your own actions and now your consequences.

Overdosing on accident is not my fault no

Buying prescription medicine off strangers on the internet is.

I am going to get high if I live in the woods

That pic is a rural area trying to look populated.

Message from god aka Terry Davis :

You have many opportunities but many opportunities don't have you man relation hook bushes majestic snail zoom groovy extra-large decrease activity disturbed nimble governor ablaze sit cute confine improve conduct.

Weed is free if you grow it
You can live in a city if you move there
You can have a job if you just apply for one

Weird how all of your problems are mostly just you complaining about your life choices.

Opportunity does not exist in the country

God trapped me here i wis i could just leave