A D D I C T I O N

i'm addicted to justice.

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Painkillers and shitposting.

nicotine, caffeine, porn, buying car parts, etc etc. basically all the things you'd expect from a lonely 17 year old white guy

Dabs and amateur BBW porn
Just fuck my shit up t b h

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Porn, masturbation, hookers. I fap 3 times a day and fuck a whore every week. It eats up all my leftover income.

Wanna move out soon and hopefully i'll start getting hookers too. Problem is i'm in a small town so im kind of paranoid i'll get snitched on

alcohol
porn
caffeine
traps
F5'ing Jow Forums
shitposting

at one point vidya but not anymore, at another point nightwalking but then i got a job plus it became too dangerous for real in my area

thread theme
youtube.com/watch?v=Ze92T72i0vk

cigs, alcohol, phenibut, weed, porn, video games.

Get that lame ass song out of here. REEEE

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i forgot orbiting and waifus with one very specific 3D waifu whose socials i check obsessively and have anonymously donated over $400 to over the course of 2 years (she doesn't know I exist)

>hookers
wish there was something other than fat black bitches in my area man

I drive to the next large town. The only guys who see me are other guys who want to fuck. no one cares. Some even wait in line in front of the doors.

>one very specific 3D waifu whose socials i check obsessively and have anonymously donated over $400 to

Is she a streamer or something? How do you just donate money to someone without them knowing?

>Is she a streamer or something?
yep

Surprisingly, I do not hate myself and have high self-esteem considering I do this and also post here

What streamer is it?
Seriously though why not donate to some charity instead? There's plenty of mental healthy related ones, you can make life better for people who really need it instead of helping some girl that won the genetic lottery get a new audi.

> What streamer is it?
Seriously though why not donate to some
charity instead?

It's his money at the end of the day he can do w/e the fuck he wants.

the absolute fucking state of /r9gay/

>It's his money at the end of the day he can do w/e the fuck he wants.
No shit negro.
I'm just suggesting something better because donating to streamers is the lowest you can go as a male, they literally see you as money pigs and nothing else, probably less than human.

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alcohol and weed food bitches .
those are my main addictions daily. then while i indulge i put a show on or music. im super addicted to music.

>What streamer is it?

unfortunately i am not at liberty to discuss this further

my issue with charities is the type of people they employ, administration skimming too much off the top, and counterproductive mission statements (eg feeding starving niggers in africa only creates more niggers who then try to flood europe as refugees)

plus i just like anonymously giving money to cute girls and seeing them smile and be happy

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>plus i just like anonymously giving money to cute girls and seeing them smile and be happy
You're a sad human being, and that's coming from a robot.

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fuck off broke boi

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Food and lots of it, originally.

used to be videogames and mastrubation, alas anti-psychotics fucked all that up

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War Thunder, it's ruinning my life

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Nicotine
Alcohol
Gambling
Work
Strippers
Prostitutes

When I was on antipsychotics I played a lot online but my masturbation was pretty subpar.

Shitposting and kpop

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Masturbation and hoarding digital content

Food, tbqh.

Good combo at least

cigarettes, weed, alcohol, fapping, internet and sugar.

>Weed (it started off as a way to cope with my anxiety and how much i hated my life and it pretty much became a habit)
>Hookers (at least until backpage didn't do escort shit no more so i haven't fucked in a while)
>Exercise (Hey if I'm gonna live a life as a loser I might as well be a fit loser)

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>Work

Please elaborate

For some reason i play more shooters when i'm on anti-psychotics before i was an rpg guy

Rpg's are boring now and shooters get that easy dopamine hits going

And yea i have erectile dysfunction and zero sex drive now

Alcohol and smoking datura.

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I ended up copping out for the sex drive. No pill that messes with your ability to get off is worth taking.

I don't think there's a single person below the age of 30 not addicted to information

>we are all infoaddicts

deep......

Im addicted to this site. Im also extremely addicted to caffeine, to the point it might be a problem.

Basalt castles. Have you seen them?

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Yes. I've seen them. It was truly weird. I didn't know my mind was capable of doing something like that. My vision went away there was only darkness and large towers of sand were erected from ground. It was not just figure I could see every detail and every ornament on them. I got so interested I wanted to see more. As I lost focus all of those towers would begin to break down like sand falling in hourglass.

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kratom, weed, alcohol, fapping

I'm addicted to nicotine, cocaine, monster porn and certain types of raw meats. I've never had a foodborne illness or parasite either

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Used to be addicted to alcohol,cocaine , hydromorph and tobacco. Now I just smoke a bunch of weed everyday and sometimes take oxy

shitposting. and other than that its a switch between fapping, coffee and alcohol. i usually end up trading one for the other not all at the same time

For years I just passed it off as a video game addiction or a computer addiction or an internet addiction or a porn addiction.

In reality we're all just addicted to alone time in our rooms doing something that makes us feel good. This is the nature of being an introvert.

porn
apex legends
that's it really
i'd be addicted to juuling if it wasn't such a pain in the ass. might switch to cigs

id also probably have many more addictions if i wasn't broke (yang gang)

Jow Forums. It's the only thing I think is unironically ruining my life. Not even masturbation/porn hits me that hard. I gain absolutely nothing coming here, but I guess it must be beneficial for me in a way I can't foresee, like why I'm exercising when I clearly hate doing it.

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I never read the novel before but it matches exactly to what I saw. I got no explanation. It was not really scary just ominous. I thought I had died and this was afterlife.
Heard that people on DMT sometimes end up seeing same thing. Experience got me kinda agnostic.

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got a guide for the datura?

if it wasn't Jow Forums it'd be 7ch or 8ch, and if it wasn't one of those it would be some other forum

Raw steak and especially raw venison is the best tasting food on the planet.

Maybe. I used to go to some forum of my native language before Jow Forums. Not using real social networks may be part of it, and I hate to admit that I like to interact with other people

Freedom. Problem is I have to work every single day of the week, so I never really get anything more than a small hit.

porn

day 4 of no fap, still watched some porn to get off but i didn't jerk off. i'm emotionally deprived so it helps me feel like something is happening

>image boards
>weed
>league of legends (pls kill me)

was addicted to alcohol and cigs but i managed to kick em but my life still sucks without them

Yeah, I can give you some info. Never ever eat it.

Get some glycerin. Some datura leafs. Glass jar, something like that's used to store sauces in. Wash it after emptying. Fill half way with glycerin. Add about two leafs. Or however strong you want to make it. Do not overestimate yourself though. It is poison mostly. Let leafs mixture sit for about two months at least. Now you can vape it without getting immediately sick. It basically will feel like really strong weed or very potent painkiller. Continue smoking that hallucinations begin to set in and you feel pretty shit. Should hold some activated carbon nearby in case you poison yourself. But consuming it will very quickly kill your high.

Porn, food and masturbation.

Otaku culture and video games. Could've been worse. I would probably be addicted to opium and weed if I had the courage to interact with people.

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Do not smoke datura for fucks sake. It takes you to Lovecraft's realm and when and if you sober up you'll be covered in shit and blood running naked in gutter. There is a reason why it was used as poison on bladed weapons for centuries.

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It makes me less wanting to drink alcohol though. Also life is bit more exciting with small delusions. Also it's not as toxic for my liver as alcohol is.

youtube.com/watch?v=d0uDsL0xAdQ&t=

It's fucking dangerous tho and the stories from the trips are insane. Any experiences you wanna share?

I'm just addicted to alcohol and nicotine, and I guess phenibut might join that list at some point.

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kys cocksniffer

I don't really want to take doses high enough to trip. I was the guy who told about the basalt castles. I saw them when I began my experimentation. Firstly I just ate some seeds. About three hundred? Washed it down with water. I was stupid as fuck. Just laid down on my couch and was thinking. "Hey this feels pretty cool" Then few minutes later everything went dark. I felt nauseous. My couch began to slide down like a roller coaster and I passed through circles of dark red light in the darkness. I could only think the fuck is going on? I don't remember much but I remember seeing some entities, they were not very interested in me. I then began to think. How I could get back my vision and that's when these huge towers rose up from ground or they just appeared and I was totally awestruck. They just formed into my vision and when I lost my focus they crumbled like grains of sand. When I came to my senses I thought I had done something really messed up but no. My couch was a mess though. I was sick for about a week I think.

youtube, most days I watch 8-12 hours of youtube

don't do that to yourself, the withdrawal is literally worse than heroine's

>league

what is your rank user;)

That's the meme, but I took at least 2--3g of phenibut daily for a month, and then stopped for a month, and there were zero consequences.

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Any comfy channels to recommend to make the anxiety go away?

Nudes of my ex, she won't send me anymore though.

Fuck she was cute.

what do you like
(I had over 600 subscriptions but my account got deleted for being "spam")

Nicotine, caffeine, and alcohol.

Basically too much of a pussy to do hard drugs.

Would be pretty cool to be addicted to useful stuff, like studying or training useful skills.

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i had a simlar experience the first time, but come the third and fourth times, after six months 8g daily at worst, it does get very bad

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I'm psychologically addicted to alcohol. I've been through physical addiction with it as well, but I was able to break out of that about 3 years ago. Went to detox and then a program and AA, all voluntary. It didn't sober me up, but I stopped buying liquor for the house 2 years ago now and haven't bought a bottle since. I still drink at least a 6 pack a day though, usually more.

how the fuck was he an incel? he could have been chad in asia or east la

Alcohol, nicotine, and masturbation. I used to be a cokefiend, but that shit drains your money and makes you act like an asshole.

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i was plat last season and now im hard stuck silver lmao.
i actually think im cursed because every time im in my promos i either get an afk or my team gets hard stomped

Oh yeah, I am extremely careful about not upping the dose, so I guess that'd explain it. The most I've ever taken in a day is 4g (mixed with alcohol, which was a shitty decision).

So what, you puked all over your couch while you were having your visions, or what happened?

On probation for being black. Cigs and nicotine, cbd hemp flower, kratom (very addicted), and the occasional shroom trip

I just tore all the pillows off. Nothing more, ripped my nail and clawed my face a bit. I thought I had called all my family or something. I thought I was gonna go to prison. I guess I was one of the lucky ones. Heard about people taking bus ride to their parent's place all naked and covered in shit, then return back to their place and the windows are broken and your friend is face down on ground with his pants down. I'm not even exaggerating. Most problematic part about datura trips is that you really have no sense of reality and your body is fully capable of acting on its own.

shut the fuck up sad simbon. s t o p t r y i n g t o d o v a p o r w a v e l e t t e r s you absolute fag

He over used but still its horrible.
I took 1.5-3 grams for about 3 months. I took 6 days off after a little over a month id say. The withdrawals were minor just anxiety, depression and a little insomnia. After the full 3 months i quit ct and after the second night into third early morning i started to have extremely high heart rate and palpitations. Was scared id die of heart attacked. Dosed chilled it down but still scary so went to doc got ecg, blood work, and beta blockers.

I mean, everything online says you shouldn't take it every day. So if you break all the rules it's bad, but generally speaking it's just great imo.

cardgames
peanut butter
taking random shitty liberal arts college classes and aceing them
browsing Jow Forums and youtube all day of course

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