Who is the biggest loser here? I'll start

Right now I'm playing far cry new horizon and axiom verge. I'll grt depressed and stop playing for a month or 2 but I always come back

Basically this but i'm 29 and I don't even watch anime any more. Pretty much just spend my time browsing shit I don't really care about on the internet, listening to music and drinking to pass the time.

>20
>disability money
>sexually abused as a child
>scared to go outside
>never leave house, barely leave room
>don't get my bangs trimmed as often as i should because the salon is scary
>didn't finish high school
>naps to pass time
>eating disorders
>like 5/10?
>addictive personality
>unironically bpd

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>Autist Supreme
>Depressed horribly
>Anxiety
>Also spend all day gaming
>Can't even hold a base-level McJob
>Unable to even have gf
>Suicidal, but too scared that it'll just leave me brain-damaged and drooling my life away in a wheelchair

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post eye pic :3

Gunna work in the USA. Am in europe now.

Should take 3 years until im doing these things.

Bpd is the harshest non psychotic mental illness there is.

At least the antisocial psychopaths just always feel evil and ont have mood seings.

I hate photos
they're blue green

I try really hard to work on it and read stuff online honestly, I've gotten less bad sorta

>20
>100lbs
>NEET
>disabled, sleep for 12hrs a night
>live with mom
>on medical leave from college
>sad anorexic
>have to take adderall, ativan, trintellix, and literal fucking GHB
>failed on prozac, zoloft, effexor, cymbalta, wellbutrin, abilify, modafinil, ritalin, and concerta
>used to be an alcoholic
>in therapy for 10 years so far
>haven't spoken to anyone but mom and dad in months
>never had sex, kissed, held hands, etc.
>3 failed suicide attempts

I live by a highway so I'm thinking of taking a jog there but I want to see avengers endgame first, I know that sounds stupid.

Do you live independantly fellow neet?

Try prozac. It helps a little eith the mood. Maybe a benzo if ur psych can trust you with those. Only take te prescribed ammount on occasions of paranoia and dissociation. Dialectical behavioral therapy is the best route of treatment. Maybe a psycjologist could help. But the psychistrists are by default smarter and more understanding. Nothing phases them. Plus they give you goodies and can run blood work and look over your overall health. Maybe a thyroid problem is making you worse. Dialectical behavioral therapy is the best. If it is severe, risperidone in low doses will help but id advise against experimenting with antipsychotics for non psycjotic people.

The biggest problem is cost. You need 200 an hour or more for a session and you might need to comr. Every month for a year or once in three months depending on how severe things are.

It can be relativrly cured but it will take time. But yea prozac is pretty solid, risperidone isa bit fucked up. But it is. Said to. Work in low dose. Antipsychotics are really. Better named major tranquilizers. Even ppl eith severe axiety take them.

Infact some psych drugs like adderral get used in irritable bowel syndrome. You wouldnt believe it but tryciclic antidepressants like gabapentin can be used to. Block nerve pain and avoid people from. Using. Opioids.

Also stay away from weed. I dont givr a flying. Fuck what degenerate stoners who couldnt read one of my. Books think. Weed causes psychosis and permanent schizophrenia in anyone if they smoke enough.

I already have been addicted to benzos and when I was given an ssri it made me try and kill myself a few time.
I have panic attacks and a history of trying a lot of drugs to try and help, I'm boarding on schizo from too much weed honestly

Try pirating the book cognitive behabioral therapy for dummies. Train your own. Mindfullness. Stop thinking in blsck and ehite terms (splitting). Dont over idealize someone then shit on them the next day. Your behavior causes. Ripple affect that pushes people away from you.

Now easier said than done. I know. If you go for a psych try not to pick a smiley tina if you know what i mean. Pick a stern looking gentleman of a european or Jewish background. Eastern euros can be among the best foreign docs as well as swiss and germans.

Someone like. Him. youtu.be/CxwOMSagLfY

Not one of those hippy. Fucks.

>19
>140 lbs
>live with parents
>$5 to my name
>generally spend my time watching anime
>not on any meds
>parents refuse to tell me what I have other than ADHD and anxiety
>constantly drunk or high to block out the memories
>believe the world is better off with out me, to lazy/questioning to do it

>35
>decent paying job in a major city
>live in a condo that I own
>net worth around $500k
>gf who loves and wants to marry me
>moderately dissatisfied with my life

Get lost, larper

Risperidone loe doses sound like a good choice. Stop the weed. Never do it again. You'll be cured ina year. Now physical activity gets mentioned a lot but you can do any kind of activity when you feel ready to.

Lorazepam is a solid choice for panic attscks but if you cant control yourself dont use it.

Risperidone well fix the weed damage a lot and as a major tranquilizer keep the panic attacks away. Extrapyramidal movement disorders like tardive dyskinesia are of concern. Also possible metabolic side effects from longer use.

The drugs are necessary but we hope to taper you down and instill mindfullnes so you may deal with reality better.

Risperidone wont make you suicidal and mood swinging.

But being bipolar 1 might even be ur real problem. Paliperidone depo injections will be the newest best management for that.

Hope ur just borderline.

All of that is actually 100% true.

I always hate how Americans say "condo". They should just say apartment. Condo is so shit and gay.

Trips says its true. I'm sorry for doubting you.

I'm not American, and a condo and an apartment aren't the same thing.

there is a difference. you can buy a condo
you can also rent a condo like an apartment but you cant buy an apartment

Adhd anxiety and depression go hand in hand. Get concerta and klonopin. Try hard to learn something from the therapy.

If it aint adhd its something else.

Alcohol will fuck you over worse than any psychistric drugs other than clozapine.

You can buy an apartment; we say it all the time in the civilised world. It's a matter of semantics. Condo is pretentious and fucking shit while "flat" is best, but failing that apartment is acceptable.

>flat
England isn't relevant in the world anymore, nobody cares.

I've never had a single good experience with weed. I wonder if there is connection with that and being a robot

Nah, a lot of robots are actually improved by being stoned

Holy shit dude, and I thought my case was terminal. Thank you for cheering my up.

>25 in May
>never had a gf and likely never will
>it's okay
>live with mom after moving back in after suffering bad alcohol withdrawals
>unpaid IT internship
>fights problems with bigger problems
>terrible self harm scars so I wear long sleeves everywhere
>the visions of how things might have been curse at me from beyond the grave
>pretty much just fuck my shit up
I kind of just want to go into more to cop some h so I can overdose and die. My life is utterly miserable, and I feel unable to change its course

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>tryciclic antidepressants like gabapentin
MFW

nice try you ignorant fuck

>28
>Live with my mom. Again
>Had a bright future. Good grades, somewhat well adjusted. Good at sports. Was taking a masters at uni, had my own apartment
>Slowly alcohol and drugs started to destroy me, and lack of any real challenge in my youth made me unable to keep up with studies. I can't study. Got fat
>My social inexperience started to show more and more, friends got partners, I became the odd one out more and more
>Crushing loneliness started to slowly destroy my mind. Stopped going out, kept failing courses. Hid myself in my apartment and burnt all my savings in 2 years of not really leaving the house
>40k in debt, had to move back to my mother who had such high hopes for me
>Now work a shitty WT blue collar job. Night shift. It is below me, but the lack of a degree makes me unable to find qualified work.
>Might be able to move out soon again at least. I just restarted life at 28, and I'm 10 years behind everyone else.

Could be worse

>27
>210 lbs
>Live with parents
>Zero dollars
>No job
>Spend most of my time on imageboards/YouTube
>No attention span for anything anymore, not even anime.
>Obese
>Bald
>Bachelor's degree but in useless subject and no work history outside of part-time retail.

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I would highly advise against robots using weed. In the long term it drags you down and keep you there, especially if you already have issues to begin with.

>20
>163 cm
>69 KG
>body dysmorphia and anxiety
>balding, disgusting body shape, shitty teeth
>got meds but too paranoid to start taking them
>doing well in university but literally everything else shit
>no friends, never had a relationship, literally even too socially retarded to meet drug dealers
>only friend abandoned me claiming I am too boring to even be a person
>too afraid to commit suicide cuz paranoid hell might be real
>had only one 4 month job in my life
>do literally nothing except listen to depressing music
>keep telling myself I'll make a video game but no progress in 3 years
>want nothing more than to actually meet people and have fun with life but can't do it for the life of me

Start talking to your parents. Believe me it helps.

I dunno man. I'm robot as hell and weed was amazing for me. Literally the only thing I've ever found that actually made me feel human and want to socialize with people. Only problem is it was so nice I got addicted and was permastoned for like 4 years which definitely wasn't good. If only I could have used it in moderation I might have actually passed as a normie.

>19
>140 lbs
I'm 18 120 lbs wtf bro.....

>36
27
>282 lbs
140 pounds
>Live with my mother
Live with my wife
>$78.98 to my name
$120k to our names
>Spend all day playing video games
Spend half the day at work; spend the other half playfighting and laughing with my wife
>Take/was taking Seraquil, Klonopin, Paxil, Zyprexa, Geodon
Take multivitamins
>Go days without bathing
Bathe daily
>Neck Beard
Clean and presentable
>Community College dropout
High school dropout with a good career
>Too scared to live, too scared to die
Not scared of dying; scared of loved ones dying

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might want to try the meds fren

31
depressed all the time being around people depresses me
chronic alcoholic
work part time at public
Have IT bacholors degree but cant find IT job
No love life
Only 2 friends who I barely talk to

I know I should. Been pushing them off because of school work. I have a fear they'll make me too drowsy to study.

>24
>fat
>got kicked out of uni
>owe thousands upon thousands because i was a retard with student loans
>live at home with mom who still bosses me around and guilt trips me for my existence
>part time burger king employee
>girls think im creepy, guys think im a loser
>only ever managed to have weird awkward sense once with an ugly furry twink, not like i could ever do better
>waste countless amounts of money on video games that i never touch
>dont even watch anime anymore
>spend my free time endlessly refreshing Jow Forums threads and listening to the same music over and over
>life is just a repeat cycle of monotony
>literally no one in my life takes me seriously

why.... why do i even go on. i dont even understand it

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>35yo
>300 lbs
>Rely on neetbux
>Failed college 4 times
>Haven't worked for 13 years
>Paranoid Schizophrenic
>Often have to stay with my mother due to mental illness
>My only friends are in my head
>No gf ;_;
>Ppl always avoid me
>Local children throw stones at me whenever they see me
Life is suffering

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>Try pirating the book cognitive behabioral therapy for dummies. Train your own. Mindfullness. Stop thinking in blsck and ehite terms (splitting). Dont over idealize someone then shit on them the next day. Your behavior causes. Ripple affect that pushes people away from you.
This is basically exactly what my therapist told me.

Good on ya mate, best of luck!

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23 live at moms
deadend job
no money (getting paid in 2 days)

got arrested for stealing silly string in another country this weekend, have to go back there to go to court soon and will probably get banned from USA after that.

also receding hairline and phimosis

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what do you do for a living?????? originally

How the fuck did you get into med school? Jesus christ. Drop some of the goddamn medicines and eat a steak and drink water

Holy SHIT this is pathetic. Why not die?

Can you read? I think without making a list you won the competition for most pathetic with your illiteracy

You correctly insult stoners as idiots, yet you cant. Stop using sentence. Fragments and. Typing like this

Fucking brainlet. Are you sure you dont have a goddamn tumor in your head? How did you get to med school as such a retard?

>my job is below me
>but also I have zero people skills or degree, Im fat and in debt, and I live at home

Lmao, that job is exactly where you belong.

>working for free in IT

Oh nonono. I interviewed for a random internship where they said it was unpaid and I laughed myself out of there

hey you made to 36 as a neet. thats some achievement already. i am 20 and i either destroy my soul wagecuking or starve to death. I could only be a neet for 2 years. It isn't a happy life, but at least is easy. Wagecucking is both sad and hard.

>local children throw stones at me

Lol you had a pretty good one going there for a bit but you got greedy and exposed the larp

>23
>stealing silly string

why have you been fired 3 times?
what was each job?