How is therapy working out for you? Is it helping? Is it bait? Are you honest with your therapist? Are you sure?

How is therapy working out for you? Is it helping? Is it bait? Are you honest with your therapist? Are you sure?

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been under psychoanalysis for 7 years, 10/10 would recommend

I dunno, I actually have insurance to get some but. Honestly I'm not sure if it's a good idea.

what is so 10/10 about it

>Honestly I'm not sure if it's a good idea.
me neither. i don't give a fuck though, i am dropping major redpills to my therapist.
she is getting blackpilled asf

I'm honest with my therapist and I need medication badly. But my social worker hasn't interacted with me since about 3 weeks so I might just be on my own again. All I need is medication for ADHD, depression and anxiety. My social worker even said I need it so why won't I get it? It could fix my life so easily.

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>But my social worker hasn't interacted with me since about 3 weeks

why not my dood?
what are you going to do?

I dunno. A psychiatrist came to see me to check if I'm okay on my own or need to be put in a psych ward against my will and he said I'm mostly okay but need medication badly. My social worker made this appointment and I thought she'd see me right after but nothing happened since then. I was hyped since the psychiatrist said I absolutely need to be medicated.
>what are you going to do?
Nothing, I guess? My anxiety is all about social interactions and my social worker knows that so she should be the one to contact me.

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What do you do in your day-to-day?
Is the future something you think about? If so, what do you see?

>What do you do in your day-to-day?
A mix between browsing Jow Forums and playing some video games if I feel motivated enough. Sometimes I just listen to music and watch videos of things I did a few months/years ago that I recorded (like gameplay footage I guess)
>Is the future something you think about? If so, what do you see?
Yes I do. I think about how my life would be if I'd get the medication that I need. Especially about my ADHD which is destroying my life. Looking forward to medication is the only thing that keeps me from killing myself because I don't want to continue my life with all the mental disorders that I have.

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I want to start therapy, but in my country you get like one or two appointment as a trial to get a rough assessment by a therapist before you're put on a waiting list and it almost always takes about 10 months to a year until you can actually begin the therapy.
Logically, I should have gone like 3 years ago, but I still haven't and I keep feeling worse, but the waiting time makes me not want to go.

i suffer from ocd, anxiety, depression, bpd, ptsd, bulimia and aspergers

ive been in therapy since last august and nothing has really changed for me. as long as i get NEETbux i don't even care, just leave me the fuck alone and let me rot

Well, do you have someone you can delegate the task of calling your social worker to see what's up? If you have you should try to harness some energy and work this out. Ask them to call over there and see what's up.

Sometimes they put you some sort of priority if you are honest about killing yourself.

>getting NEETbux
man, living the dream.

What your therapist says to you and a session is like usually?

>Sometimes they put you some sort of priority if you are honest about killing yourself.
I'm worried they'll just lock me up or something. The thoughts aren't even serious, really. It's more of a daydream kind of thing.

>What your therapist says to you and a session is like usually?

usually i'll walk in and she'll ask me to "catch her up" with what's been going on. she'll ask me what i want to work on today to which i usually reply with "i don't know" because i'm so fucked up i dont even know where to begin. we havent really made any progress at all. she gave me some breathing exercises to do when i get panic attacks and she recommends that i meditate but i havent once bothered to sit down and meditate. i usually just use her to vent about shit .

>she'll ask me what i want to work on today to which i usually reply with "i don't know" because i'm so fucked up i dont even know where to begin.
i know that feel. its something i do.

its difficult to be honest and say what you really feel isn't it? Do you feel that way? That you want to say things but you are embarrassed or its simply difficult to just say?

>its difficult to be honest and say what you really feel isn't it? Do you feel that way? That you want to say things but you are embarrassed or its simply difficult to just say?

ive pretty much exhausted all of the possible dialogue at this point. ive told her all of my symptoms and whatnot, for me every day is exactly the same so it just seems tiring to go in every week and her asking me "well whats new?" because nothing is new

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>ive pretty much exhausted all of the possible dialogue at this point.
its just me then.

you can tell them anything as long as you dont talk about harming yourself or others, they get paid very very well to listen to your shit.

I also feel like you, I just go over there and its the same shit of "what new"
Well, nothing.

I have told them I don't want to continue. They want to sent me to another facility where I will be in contact with a psychiatrist, a psychologist and a social worker I believe.
But what's that for? In what is it going to help me?
I have tried dozens of drugs and some therapy before. What new? Nothing. You can't do anything for me. Life sucks and I do not want to continue.

>I have told them I don't want to continue.
euphemism for suicide.

yup, im only going because its required of me if i want to get money from the government, my survival depends on me going to therapy. i am broken beyond repair