Friday night feels

>leave work
>go lift with buddy, hit back like never before
>go to cinema with gf, watch new Tarantino movie, was pretty good
>was going to do some acid with a friend tomorrow, but decided to go help parents with caring for the plants on their new property
Still hyped for dat acid tho, probably next week

Women are the gatekeepers of sex. It is their primary offering. Men are the gatekeepers of commitment. A man who asks a women for a relationship is just as pathetic as a strange woman approaching you for sex.
Get your sexual polarities straight.

Lonely

Going to bang the wife tonight. Again.
I’m going to be having sex with the same woman for the rest of my life.

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>gave a woman my phone # today

what will come of this

I dont understand. Dont ask women out? Stop fucking whores?

That sounds enviable to me. It's not like you didn't have the option to devote your life to fucking community property sluts. Assuming she is a loyal and loving wife, you have something very precious that has reliably given the majority of people happiness since before civilization.
You weren't stupid enough to marry a cock carousel rider, were you?

There's nothing wrong with that and you know it, user.
When you love someone, sex becomes more about intimacy than just the orgasm.

I decided that I’m going to quit my job this year. The company I work for was merged into another last September and everything’s gone to shit. They’ve cut our hours down and instead of hiring more people the ones still left are worked to the bone. I’m constantly exhausted and doing work I’m not even certified to do.

I just need to figure out how to do it without creating any bad blood between my boss.

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No, just don't ask to be their boyfriend. They should be the ones who ask you to consider them. Just as you asked them to consider you for sex. If she doesn't feel motivated to ask you, you are probably not high value enough in her eyes.

I'm worthless. No guys or girls willingly hang out with me. I essentially beg for social activities. I can talk to girls but I know they laugh at me with their friends behind my back. I fucking hate myself. That's my Friday. Watching college football at home.

I feel this way sometimes too. All my friends graduated uni and moved away last month. Now i have no good friends here anymore. Everytime i think things are going well with a woman and i ask them if they want to do something its
>Oh sorry user im busy i have work
>Posts on snap drinking and partying
For fucks sake just say no instead of rubbing it in my face. Going the the Gym to blow off some steam, hell I'll even do a lift for Franco RIP.

I'm lying in bed next to my sleeping gf. Things are good. I'm about to finish college but I'm unsure about the future. A cushy job will kill my soul. Fuck, I just want to write and lift and beat challenges, man.
Looking back, it's horrifying how obesity - childhood obesity which turned into adult obesity - defined my life. I wanted to join the army like my grandpa and dad, but I was way too fat during my prime years. All that time, wasted. I'm 26 now, reasonably fit, and wondering whether it's too late for everything.

I don't want to go lift either because I feel like everyone would laugh at me internally. It's not a public gym, I can lift at those just fine, it's my apartment gym and I fucking hate the people that live here.

Haven't slept well in 2 weeks. Got some ambien today. Also been full of nervous energy so I'm getting a job next week. Sunday I'm going to ask out a grill - hope I can hold onto her without a car (LOL). And I have a good chance of going back to college next year.

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Again i was in the same shoes as you, sometimes during the summer my uni gym closed at gay times so i had to use my apartments gym. I really just didn't give a rats ass what anyone there thought because it was mostly all woman and sorority girls who did the dumbest fucking meme routines. Maybe this is me being psychotic but I could snap them in two if I wanted so i don't really care for their opinion. Even most the people at my Uni rec do this shit and might be bigger than me but i lift more and don't have time to waste thinking about other peoples impression of me. I used to and it weighed me down, hell i used to be afraid to wear a tank to the gym. Fat chicks do this and let their gut spill out all over the place why should i have been afraid of doing this? cause some roastie will think im a douchebag? fuck it maybe i am i dont care and neither should you user. Be like Zyzz and stop giving a fuck.

My "friend" got ghosted by a guy she likes.
She vented to me on how much an asshole he is and how hurt she was by him.

I more or less told her that the guy was based and now she's mad at me too. I know betas are supposed to comfort girls or whatever, but I totally related with the guy and didn't care about getting any good boy points.

What about you guys?

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It's hard to not give a fuck when you see ugly fat fucks and literal skeletons pulling girls you wish you could pull tho :(

I'll get my shit together one of these days, though. I've always liked working out in the early morning, when no fags or whores are working out. Maybe I'll make it.

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Finally realized that i'll never have friends. Last week they ignored me and made me waste time going to our usual rendevouz, only for me to discover that they spent the day together, while i was just eager to see them again
So today i just said to them face to face that that was enough and that i never wanted to see their mugs near me again, and just stormed away and went back home.
They are probably laughing about it now.
I just wish i had friends, but it seems that i'll just need to make do with myself, as always.

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> Told her that the guy was based

Based

Went home after lunch in Tuesday and took the rest of the week off. Just been laying in bed watching 90s animus. Don't know why I feel so shit but I do. Haven't had a gf since 2014. Lonely sad sack of shit with a soul sucking corporate desk job. Why even lift? Why even do anything? All seems so pointless, bros.

Pic unrelated femcel cringe

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This is me rn. I know everyone must laugh at me behind my back. I fucking know it.

> getting dom recommended to you by some mulatto thot

Is this what making it is like?

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I've been yearning for a gf lately
cuddling my pillow at night to get the feel
but nothing will truly synthesize the warmth, the feel of the soft skin of a living breathing woman
thankfully I'll be starting college soon and this'll give opportunity of many women
I'm not just looking to rid myself of the rank of khv
I just want a bit of intimacy.
yet unfortunate how these woman wont be the intimate soulmate type

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lol yeah

I wouldn't know

> the smartest kid in my graduating class is a senior position at a company that's about to IPO with nearly a billion in sales
I want to die.

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cont.
not to mention that everyone is cheering me on like im the protagonist or something
I just do my thing and everyone around me is talking about how good of a job I'm doing
I don't like it
it's like they want me to get cocky and fuck up

girls are way more annoying than you realize

What i'd give to have people mention my name in a positive manner

not that it gets mentioned in a negative manner, it just doesn't get mentioned at all

Just focus on bettering yourself user, it is a process. I'll pray for you, you'll make it in due time user.

Girls are thots, i'm redpilled on wahmen's retardation.

What i strongly disike is my inability to even be recognized by them. Or dudes, for that matter. I practically beg my bros to take me out.

mite go out with friends. hit ona few girls just got my haircut #based

>all women suck
>they also don’t pay attention to me
Wow shocker

what does bettering myself entail, though?

The smartest kids in my class are all in debt lmao feels good man.

Lack of attention from either gender is a genuine issue

This is why i wish jannies were such faggots and allowed self improvement generals. Yes there was some cringe but i feel a lot of anons genuinely got help out of them. I guess a good way to start is what are your goals?

Things are fine.

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Wednesday night I found out that the girl who I thought was really into me was actually into another guy, and they made out pretty sloppily only a few people away from me. I was pretty depressed about it but did well to not make it known to everyone else in the friend group.
Today I decided to use it as rage fuel for whatever I’m doing, and it’s working pretty well. In my class today a girl sat next to me and we made a bit of conversation, she was pretty nice. I got her number right after class ended and apparently she’s even from the same city as I am.
Tonight I’m using it to reach new maxes and finally hit 1pl8 5x5 bench.

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I want to reach 170lbs (5'10, 145 lbs rn). I want to be able to go out in public without feeling like a fucking coat hanger.

The first step is getting her number user. Always a good feeling.

Not so good. I went to the bar four days ago for the first time. I wanted to talk to people but everybody else was already in a group and seemed like they were having a good time so I just had a drink and left :(

Really considering contacting my ex gf who broke up with me 3 weeks ago. She was my first gf and said she doesnt feel that I really love her while she showed a lot of affection for me. Being the autist I am I was afraid of looking needy if I showed more affection than I did. I know the general rule is not to contact ex again but we didnt fight or nobody cheated and I just wanna be honest with her u know? And she is my first gf so its worth trying again, but most likely she will not respond or reject me

It's saturday morning here already. But feels hit pretty hard when I woke up. Jetlagged af, I am not sure I'll hit the gym today, although I should and I feel I need to release some built-up sadness.

Are there some expat Jow Forumsizens here? How did you make friends? I see no regulars at the gym I go too, and I have essentially no hobby outside of gym. Colleagues are not really into hanging out together on weekends. The loneliness starts to weight too much, added to my inner mess.

>most women my age are obese or have kids or both
>all non-overweight women are already taken
>tinder throttling my matches to cuck me for payments
>don't make enough money to even catch a gold digger
>vidya/anime/waifuism isn't working as cope anymore
>gym going to be closed on chest day due to hurricane
>grocery store stopped selling perdue tendies

might start drinking again on rest days

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even thought the girl seemed interested and told me we could hang out this week, she never text me to agree a day.
So as i said in the past, i'm taking the monk pill.
such a shame, the natty deer even gave me good numbers.

Is she even black? She looks full chinese to me.

Best time, all the weights and machines are free

Thots taking the L on this one fellas

If you contact her, you are not only ruining your future prospects with her, you are harming your own self esteem. And you are giving her an undeserved ego boost. You will get over it much sooner than you think.

happy bday gma.

Happy Birthday, user's grandma :)

if you really want to join you should. its shitty and stupid sometimes, but its somewhat meaningful depending on your MOS

Spent the afternoon with my son. We got some din din and this new Pokemon movie on DVD. We're watching it eating popsicles, then bed. Wake up at 5 to meditate and hit the gym, then my girl will be here. Remember to be nice to everyone and expect nothing in return, and we're all gonna make it bros

Ahh hello fellow florida man, It does get better. Calisthenics are a nice alternative on days like that, and you could try hitting on milfs.

Not good. Please recommend drugs for willpower and concentration studying

first week of work, have a 2 and a half hour commute so i couldnt go to the gym and only had time to sleep at home. work isn't bad, just training and orientation right now. i cant be sure if ill move to be closer to work (expensive area) or stay where im at (cheaper and a comfy city).

also im obsessing over a woman who is in a committed relationship with her boyfriend that i need to get over.

Apartment building has a gym so I just went for a session and saw the usual crowd- the trio of pajeets who stand in a circle and talk 90% of the time while conjuring up the most otherworldy routines, and the tank mode gymcel who is there on weekend evenings without fail. I do not know any of their names and we have never spoken but it gives me comfort to see them.

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Happy bday anons grama.

I'm pretty happy it's my first week at my new job. It pays the most I've ever made so that's great. The only downfall is if I want to workout I have to wake up at 3 because I am also doing online school to make good money to live comfortably. When I recently graduated high school I focused a lot of time and energy on gym and neglected school while my friend did the opposite and now he has a computer science degree and a good paying job and it gave me a sense of urgency to get ahead.

girl i know is super friendly and likes to talk irl but on text shes cold and takes days to text back or ghosts. tonight she sends another half ass commitment to a party invitation i sent her. i dont even wanna reply anymore

>cutting
>hungry all the time
>anxiety skyrockets
>friends cancel plans constantly
>housemates away so can't chill with them
>lifting is frustrating due to no energy
>no gf and tinder girls are useless
>no release from anxiety
>spend day angrily gardening because it's the only thing i can think of
Not too bad

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at least you have sex, my friend.

Went to the thermal bath again two days ago. Always pretty relaxing but everytime my mood starts to drop after one or two hours. Seeing couples depresses me.
Watching Azumanga Daioh at the moment.

One of my friends just died in a car accident today, I feel like I'm gonna die alone and I'll never be accomplished in my dad's eyes

If the anons who responded to you are right and you feel bad about that, you might want to consider other reasons you feel bad about that

I'm actually re-reading Berserk. Fuck Griffith. Piece of shit.

>year 4
>im still butthurt about being 1.8m and not 1.9m
I'm fucking pathetic. Not even lifting helps. Some day I'll just suddoku myself.

Happy bday user's grandma

>lift going to shit
>people hate me because I earn more and I'm not a cuck
>coworkers keep throwing shit because insecurity

Fuck I wish Zyzz was alive to ask him advice to deal with haters

i went out for happy hour to socialize with the boys, ended up doing that but i really, really need to overcome my approach anxiety

im tired of going home at night empty handed jacking off and going to bed

i also need to be up by 4.30am tomorrow so wont go out to chase tail

the lion doesn't concern with the opinions of the sheep

Based user

>lost 6kgs in 6 weeks
>alcohol free for months
>eating really healthy and working out 6 days a week
>slowly but surely making progress on lifting
>got tinder but realised its fucking garbage
>rejected a hoe who wanted sex
>feeling positive about being a virgin, happy to wait to meet the right girl
>self confidence is at an all time high
>old highschool friends coming over later to drink and have a good time
Im feeling happier than ever. Only 3 months ago I was a skinnyfat suicidal loser with no connections and drinking almost every day.
Now my life just seems to get better each day

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I referee soccer and the season starts next Saturday September 7 and runs through mid-November. This is always my favorite time of the year because soccer is basically the only activity I do and it will get me out of the house every weekend being active.

But tonight is still miserable, 3 day weekend spent alone likely most or all of it in my room

Franco died :(

Tomorrow I lift back for him

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have pain in my rotator cuffs and in my medulus something on the inside of my foot.

fukk.

Baaaaased, don’t be an orbiter

Same. My friend invited me to walk with him on a lonely friday night. I did but then he more or less told me that I wasn't invited to the party that he and his friends were going to. Fuck all that tho. He's a nice guy and I feel like it wasn't up to him. Anyways I'm making it my goal to make new friends this week. Still really depressed tho.

Fuck yeah bro. I'm trying to get to that point myself.

your biggest mistake there was confronting them about it, should have just never contacted them again

I think I'm a lost cause at this point in time Jow Forums. I need to accept I'm scum that no one wants to hang around.

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yes
>got promoted 3x this year, making decent money at an easy job
>finally got friends to lift with me
>7-8 hours sleep
>seen more progress in 4 weeks than I have in 6 months
no
>mental health gremlins from rough childhood slowly compounding
>broke down like a bitch for the first time this year
>urge to drink/smoke every day increasing
>22 year old virgin, abysmal self-confidence (see childhood), now realizing I probably can't fix this alone but I would sooner drink myself to death than ask for help
thinking about blowing all my savings to travel around the world and throwing myself off a cliff or something at the end

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The alcohol doesn't remove the sadness anymore, I do believe I'm in danger. Trying to drink feels like a hassle and just makes me more stressed

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> Told her that the guy was based

>Based

Based

I feel pain Jow Forums. Feel like a piece of shit.

Decent whiskey and decent company. Feeling alright.

Retaking my gains starting tomorrow. Deleted IG so I can no longer see or think about my ex gf. Have a whole month to dedicate to lifting and then going back to uni for 2nd lawschool semester. Getting my first motorcycle soon as well.

Got decent friends, but I keep thinking about my ex, we started seeing each other again and dated for about 2 months and then she became cold as fucking ice so i stopped texting her. That was a month ago, shit sucks cause I really thought we were gonna get back together. Now im back to square one, just like I was when we broke up last october. I dont wanna feel, I just wanna lift my feels away

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what easy job
inb4 engineering

Know the feel. Hang in there, user.