Hey Jow Forums boys

Hey Jow Forums boys.

I just had my first acid trip. I took two gel tabs about 11 hours ago and I'm just about back to normal. I feel weak and jittery and my trip sitter had to call it a night about 30 minutes ago, but I need to have some company, so here I am.

About me, in order to calibrate yourself accordingly, I'm a 27 year old white male, I have a four year degree, I'm a conservative/historical Christian, (think historical Baptist), but only generally conservative/Republican. I only mention all that to say I decided that the experience would be worth trying despite not being your typical LSD/Acid/lmaostoner faggot. I consider myself a reasonable guy with above average intelligence. I'll be here a while so I'll see if there's any interest.

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>above average intelligence
>takes LSD
what did he mean by this?

Everyone on Jow Forums believes they're "above in intelligent"
it's an old meme

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the closest thing to lsd i've done is cough medicine/dxm which is sad but it was cool playing videogames while 3/4th retarded and seeing distorted vision listening to music

I know. And you're right.

Take it for what it's worth. That's why I included the demographic info up front. If you think I'm dumb then I can't prove otherwise; you'll just have interpret anything I say for yourself.

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On second glance I guess I am religious and grew up pretty poor.

How much µg is "two gel tabs"?

I've tripped once in my life. A single tab, and while the experience itself was great (tripped with a friend and another friend who was a sitter), I didn't get any sort of profound introspection and/or "realizations" that all the psychonauts online seem to describe.

I'm kinda bummed about this fact because I was honestly hoping it would spark a change of outlook in my life towards betterment, but other than a nice afterglow a few days from the experience itself I can't say I'm a different person for it.

Is it the low dosage or am I just an NPC?

Probably just too low a dose. Did you get visuals?

Tbh I have no idea. The only reason my sitter got two tabs was because he was going to take one himself next weekend. But after about an hour and half I just said "fuck it I probably won't ever do another trip anyway" and dropped the other gel. My sitter didn't know I had taken his too.

He told me later that he was very worried but trying to keep his cool for my sake because he said the dosage (he told me, but I forgot now) was A LOT. He was waiting on me to just get floored. But he was he also said verbatim, "Either something is up with your chemistry or you're a tank, because that shit was a lot."

I guess I wasn't reading the onset signs correctly and it was much, MUCH more gradual and subtle than I anticipated. He said it was because of the higher purity of these gel tabs vs the usual paper tabs.

>Above average intelligence
>Feels the need to justify his decisions to a Malaysian Embroidery Commune
Sure you are, buddy

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it's because your tolerance to lsd shoots up immediately after first dosage; the second gel tab was not at full potency even if it was only 30 minutes.

Yeah, the visuals were fantastic. Looked at a bunch of paintings and all of them were fuckin' beautiful. Music coming from cheap 2.0 speakers felt like 900.1 surround. Most food overwhelmed me with its flavors. On a sensory level I got the whole nine yards. If I could critique anything is that the visuals seemed to "buffer" i.e. It's not like I would walk into a room and everything would move at once, but rather I'd focus on a spot and after a second it would start changing, and then "reset" when I look away.

The whole trip was pleasant for me, but my friend experienced a bit of anxiety and sensory overload when we went outside to the local park.

Alright, I'll assume it's at least 150-200μg since the average tab is supposed to be ~100μg.

So, did you have any profound thoughts or nah?

I switched to laptop to type out a bigger response.

This is my first and only trip, so it's a sample size of 1 for me, so.... take that into consideration for the following. This is my summary of the trip - LSD let me experience old things in a new way.

I listened to albums I've listened to since fucking middle school like they were brand new, I played N64 like it was fresh out of the box, and I watched the sun go down like it was the last one I'd ever see. But, they were the same experiences I've always loved. I think that the people who have hyped these trips up might lead otherwise boring lives so that ANY deviance from that is like cranking the volume up abruptly. If you are young, do not hold any strong views that are ALSO anchored with reason and attached to reality in some way, then I could see how one could VERY QUICKLY get swept away in the current of chaotic prompts/thoughts. However, because I have some life-long, objective anchor points to tug on, I was able to check myself when I realized I was getting in a mental loop or getting trapped by FIXATING on something too long.

I did have a few insights, but I think that to explain the dots they connected would be outside the scope of this thread, so I won't bore you with pages worth of rambling. Unless, you know, people want me to bore them with fucking pages.

PS: as I type this out and reread it, I know it sounds pretentious, but reading other people's pretenses was part of what got me to try it out in the first place. If my mental gymnastics/techniques are retarded, then whatever, my sitter knew I wanted to be generally left to myself, and he let me.

Idk why you think it's important what we think about your political views. The truth is, noone cares. But better getting a heavy mindfuck of a trip than being on the edge for several hours and wondering where you stand and be unsatisfied. And are you sure youre sober again? My first trip lasted for about 20h and I had these episodes in between where i thought i was normal again but then realized it just came in waves over and over

> cried in my bed the first time about my impending death
felt really good the next day though. a weight was lifted off of me

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how does someone with no friends, no connections, no idea how to use darkweb, no way to use p.o. box get lsd?
go to night clubs and look for shady guys? i've tried that there are no shady guys

just learn to use the darkweb and find a bitcoin atm in your area, very easy. but learn actual security protocols don't be a wreckless dumbass

I think your life's presuppositions will probably very strongly influence your trip. By that I mean, what is your worldview? What is the meta-narrative through which you view the world and understand/screen information and input?

Before I said LSD made me experience old things in a new way. I loved that about it. You said it yourself,

"Looked at a bunch of paintings and all of them were fuckin' beautiful. Music coming from cheap 2.0 speakers felt like 900.1 surround. Most food overwhelmed me with its flavors. On a sensory level I got the whole nine yards. If I could critique anything is that the visuals seemed to "buffer" i.e. It's not like I would walk into a room and everything would move at once, but rather I'd focus on a spot and after a second it would start changing, and then "reset" when I look away."

I know now that that is a genuine description of the feeling.

To connect those two dots, worldview and novelizing familiar things, I would say that it refined the things I already held. I constantly felt a sense of holding two very strongly contrasting opinions/feelings/positions at once. Even now I feel a kind of internal torsion that was present for a lot of the trip. Did I believe that God exists or not? Well who was I answering to? If I believe God exists and He is who He claims, then is He the one asking me the question albeit prompted through my own internal introspection? If God does not exist then my answers are meaningless and asking questions is moot. Or, if I deny God's existence to Him as He questions me, what kind of follower am I?

You know, stuff like that.

i heard VPN doesn't do shit

I mean.. VPN servers all use like 20 of the same shit all those overlapping ip's are easy to filter

>above average intelligence
>blog posting on an anime image board's fitness section where no one actually lifts

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I asked me sitter this question and he said all you need to do is go to literally ANY head shop/vape shop/tattoo parlor/ etc and just start chumming it up with the employees.

hellofellowkids.exe

go to a local jam band show or festival, always tons of drugs at shit like that

I only post here because I'm familiar with it. Hell, this is where I read most of the trip experiences of other people which prompted me to try it for myself.

I do lift though. But I also run a lot and eat whatever the fuck, so if you want me to post body and expect some Twink you can jerk it to you'll be disappointed.

Welcome to the other side, where everyone is everything and everything is connected to everyone

wrong board. fuck off and kill yourself, retard.

It got grand fathered in, cool guy. Jow Forums is what got me interested and what other board topic WOULD it fall under? I just double checked, there isn't like a new /drug/ board or something.

As for the suicide. Eh, it's always in the back pocket

For me LSD only produced visuals. If you want introspective "enlightenment" go with shrooms. Just be warry of the dose. Shrooms aren't really consistent as far as potency goes and if you take too much for your first trip it will probably turn you off of tripping on them again.

LSD isn't really a party drug, there are many intelligent people who use it. E.g. Steve Jobs, Aldous Huxley, Elon Musk, Silicon Valley engineers, etc

That's really stupid, head shop employees are aware that people can be plants, and so they kick people out at the first mention of illegal drugs.

go to 420chan and go to the /psy/ board

My sitter advised I mix a drink to help with the post trip jitters and get ready for bed. I'm gonna mix a Royal Crown and RC Cola and check back in like 20 minutes.

I'm sure all the cool guys of Jow Forums are out living it up on Saturday night, so I need my fellow weekend losers to keep me company.

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when done right, lsd is just about the most patrician drug one can take.
it is an intrinsically introspective and (i say this unironically) mind-expanding experience. insecure, mentally weak, and depressed people can either be built up by it or tear themselves down from the inside with it
psychedelics are useful and honestly really fun. stop coping, straightedge user

First time I did acid me and my best friend came home from the club after rolling on M. Took one tab, didn’t feel it for 30 mins, took another as a whatever this shits bunk. Didn’t sleep for the next 2 days.

Apparently I spent 8 hours staring at the floor but in my mind I was freely walking around my basement doing things. I also felt I was on the verge of the ultimate mental breakthrough, when I woke up though I couldn’t quite grasp onto what I had learned, similar to not remembering a dream I guess.

That was my first time trying a psychedelic and I would be completely fine not doing one again.

XD LE DRUGE ARE LE DEVIL ILL ENJOY MUH ALCOHLOL

Do you people ever google?

Lines up to me. Lsd is fine

why do you look like that

Because I have an inconstant routine (I skip days, sometimes I feel like going heavy/light or high reps/low reps, I get injuries, extra hours at work etc etc), I don't bother with counting calories/macros, I run to maintain certain PT standards (also wish me luck on my second half marathon next month), and I sleep like trash because I worth third shift for a logistics company.

I could (("look")) better, but honestly I don't care that much. I look passable, I out lift and/or out run 9/10 males at my gym, and I meet the regulation standard for PT tests and body composition.

Goals determine your routine and training. My goal was never to be a stage ready body builder... So I don't look or train like that.

Needing a trip sitter is low test behavior. You have a phone, you can order food or call an ambulance

You're actually right, but I would still STRONGLY STRONGLY advise others, especially younger dudes, to have a sitter for at least your first.

I had no idea what I was getting myself into before, but now I feel pretty confident considering what me and my sitter talked about (another dude about the same demographic as me).

He said I should be fine doing another trip on my own under the same circumstances, but not to change too many factors (where you trip, emotional state going in, what you plan on thinking about (which as big for me, PLAN WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO THINK ABOUT)).

Hey OP you seeing any cool blurry edges yet?

I had graduated from a technical college and I was an intern at some architectural firm, I had a scholarship for soccer, I was 21 and I decided to take LSD for the first time, 2 years later I'm on probation. I have 2 felonies. No job, don't go to school, my mom passed, kid on the way with beautiful girl but I don't love her, wish I got to fuck more whores. Be careful when you try to expand your horizons and want to experiment.

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Yeah lol

I changed from contacts to glasses to back just to confirm. But I have learned the On and Off ramps to the trip are waaaaaaaay more gradual than I thought before. Plan on a road trip because that shit is lasting a while.

that and you're doing drugs and taking selfies for Jow Forums.
by the looks of it you're also Mexican.
Mexican=/= white

play some metal slug games if you got any

just set lives to infinite and beat the final level bro

Are you even human? Fuck you. You're either a bot, drawing data from a pool of info to influence your target, or you're a human, influenced by the former, but to do the same.

Sorry my man. But I'm about as white as can be. Confirmed through both my little brother and older sister separately getting a 23anMe test done. I look just like them both and we have no reason to believe infidelity ever occured in our family, also their profiles agreed.

As far as DOING DRUGS BAD goes... I actually generally agree with you. So ride on.

Addendum:

Mexican is strictly a nationality, a nationality that is deeply mixed with generally polarized bloodlines, specifically indigenous and Spanish. Do you consider Spaniards white?

If it makes you feel better, it wasn't the LSD. Your life was anchorless, and now you're adrift. You sound like a pathetic whiner who fucked his life up the second the training wheels came off.