>move to a big city for university >move into a dorm and share it with 3 other dudes >two of them study computer science and keep to themselves >the other one is really cool actually >he studies literature and catholic theology >he invites me to hang out with his friends which is really nice >after a while we start talking about deeper stuff >he mentions his military service a few times but doesnt really get into it >we share a bathroom and sometimes I see him taking antidepressants >one day I ask him about it >he kind of reluctantly tells me that he fought in Afghanistan >two of his friends died there >he and his best friend survived and got back home >both had severe ptsd and depression >his friend shot himself a few months after returning home >my roommate couldnt deal with his mental problems and grieving >so he hung himself >his parents broke the door before he suffocated though >he got proper treatment and worked at a construction site for a while >he started going to university cause its free for him and his mom wanted him to >dont really know how to react to that story >he doesnt really seem to care so we just move on with our lives >suddenly this girl gets in the picture >I meet her on campus >shes a social work major >really sweet girl I am instantly attracted to >invite her to hang out with my friends (which are my roommates friends) >thats how she met my roommate >they act kinda strange around each other >almost like they already know each other, but my roommate told me that he doesnt >when I ask her she tells me the same >but they hit it off great >get jealous obviously >she literally only has eyes for him and vice versa >what the fuck >when he leaves for a moment to go outside and smoke I take my chance and pull her away from the group >talk to her in the kitchen >she still is friendly and nice but I cant shake off that feeling that she would rather talk to my roommate again >pt2
>bring her home that night >think about trying to go for a kiss but she just kind of waved her hand while entering her building >okay whatever >the next day I am having breakfast with my roommate >he talks about her a lot >get even more jealous >but I try to calm myself down >cause hes just a fucking virgin too >he never dated anyone before he joined the army and after he was too fucked up >also he occasionally cuts himself >he never talks about it but I can see his arms >so she probably cant be too interested in him, right? >we meet her again the next weekend >I greet her, when she sees my roommate though her eyes instantly light up >feel like someone punched me in the guts >later that night I see them talking again while Im getting drinks >suddenly she leans in to kiss him >he kisses her back at first but then kind of appruptly draws back >I want to tear his fucking guts out >she looks a bit confused and says something >he answers and then just leaves her standing there >dont know what the fuck that was about >walk up to her with a drink and offer it to her >act like I didnt watch them >she seems kinda sad and I try to distract her >we talk for another hour or so but shes kind of absent which is pissing me off immensely but I try not to let it show >she leaves after that >I offer to take her home but she refuses >she gives me a hug and leaves >I go home too >knock at my roommates door >he doesnt answer >decide to talk to him in the morning >go to the bathroom to get ready for the night >when I want to throw away my empty shampoo bottle I notice bloody toilet paper in the trash >feel bad for feeling a little satisfaction cause he cut himself again >the next day I ask him why he left so early >he lies about a headache >tell him that I saw her kissing him >he gets quiet for a while >then says something about how he feels like she deserves better than a dysfunctional faggot like him >pt3
>feel like the field is clear so I text her the same day and ask her out >we meet up to watch a movie >afterwards we just stroll through the city and talk >she asks a few times about my roommate but I dont really get into it >walk her home again >I want to kiss her but its like she doesnt see me >leaves like the first time >when I get home the first thing I do is jerk off >fuuuuck >cant seem to get anywhere with her >at least my roommate stopped going out with us when he knew beforehand that she would come too >two days ago I come home >and they are on the couch in the living room together making out >feel like I ll loose it right there >she quickly leaves after I interrupt them >I try not to scream at my roommate when I ask him what happened >apparently she got sick of him avoiding her >so she went straight to our dorm to talk to him >after he tried to make her go away unsuccessfully he just kind of gave up and explained why he felt the way he did >and then one thing lead to another >she told him it wasnt his call to decide whats good for her and whats not >and that she wanted him (I almost threw up when he said that) >and they kissed >I didnt arrive much later >I dont want to imagine what they would have done if I had arrived later >I havent talked to him since
I just feel so fucking angry Why is she picking this pathetic piece of shit over me?
Isaac Jones
read your own story
you are the piece of shit here
Zachary Hughes
It's fine user, girls are weird and sometimes you have to let it go, it doesn't mean you're any worse than him, some girls are interested in damaged guys. Don't listen 2 he's tarded. She's not the one anyway, so it's okay, more fish in the ocean u know.
Charles Miller
Literal incel
Be the bigger human being and let your good fucking friend have joy for once in his life
If you really feel like your feelings for this girl are too strong as that they would make you harm a healthy relationship with a real friend then just distance yourself from her
Maybe try and get some other chick or something, take up a hobby, etc.
It is considerably obvious she made her choice, and you were not it, now stop being sorry for yourself and be glad your depressed ptsd friend has some semblance of happiness
And make sure she doesn't fuck him over too
Charles Parker
Gotta concur with user here. The asshole is YOU. Let the man have a shot at happiness he's already been through enough bullshit you cretin
Noah Peterson
Jesus Christ. What the fuck is wrong with you ahahah thank god she wasn't stuck with someone like you
Genuinely cant tell if this is bait or not you are such a faggot she is allowed to date whoever she wants and she clearly just isnt interested the way I see it you are even more pathetic than him for thinking you deserve her after what has just taken place
Dylan Baker
OP, you want the girl who gets excited for you the way this girl does for your roomie, not the girl you have to convince to notice you as a 2nd choice.
Have some self-respect, accept that she's just not that into you and that you're not really interested in someone who's not into you, and move on.
Noah Wilson
It's blatantly obvious that op is being an entitled faggot here. You don't own this girl or have any right to wedge yourself in between him and her. Let your damaged friend have her, find someone else. At this point it's clear, either he gets her, or neither of you do, so don't be pathetic about it.
Daniel Wilson
You wonder why she picked him over you? Man your a fucking whiny little faggot lmao go fuck off to reddit.
Mason Baker
I didn't bother reading all of this 14 year old girl bs, you are a massive I mean massive faggot, the only thing you deserve is to get TOPPED by a dom FROM Grindr
Cameron Foster
Can't even tell. I really really hope it is, but if not, consider not being a faggot and try again.
Fuck you guys op here Shes probably just a roastie who thinks she can fix him of whatever
I heard them talk through the door yesterday >She came over again to apologize for the day before >He said that it was alright and stuff >She asked if she had upset me (I didnt understand what he answered but that just kind of went on for a while) >she says that she didnt mean to overwhelm him with the kissing and that shes sorry cause she felt like that might have been inappropriate >he doesnt answer at first >then he tells her that kissing her was the only thing that made him feel something ever since he started selfharming cause he felt so numb all the time >dont hear them talking for a bit, she probably kissed him again >then I hear her say > dont cryliterally this shit doesnt make any sense >he is behaving like the worst beta fuck there is and she isnt leaving him >they walk away from my room, probably to his >so I dont hear them anymore >but what the fuck >this is so fucking gay you cant make this shit up
Chase Carter
>This is so fucking gay you can't make this shit up The irony. Pop your fucking bubble already you cesspool-minded wank
Kayden Lopez
Wow you are a stupid fuck. I am 100% better than him and she needs to just fucking realize it. Stupid slutty women like her are the reason I'm still a virgin.
At this point I really just want to get her drunk and rape her. I put in the effort and I deserve the sex that results. She should be attracted to me but she is so fucking dumb. I'm a nice guy and she still has to be a slutty piece of shit.
How can I convince my roommate to kill himself at this point? I am beyond caring and I just want him to die.
Andrew King
This has to be bait, right? If you actually think like this it should be obvious why she doesn't want you LOL
>100% better than him >want to get her drunk and rape her >100% better than him >put in effort - still a virgin >I'm a nice guy >trying to convince roomate to kill himself >100% better than him >I am beyond caring
because he was in the military,cuts himself and is dark and mysterious. That is why she is interested. He must also look halfway decent because you have to in those circumstances. The sad part is those ex military types just end up being abusive more often than not but what can I say women like a bad boy. After she gets abused a bit she will use that to a throw a massive pity party for herself and still come out ahead in the end.
I don't feel sorry for the military guy either though. You willingly joined the military reducing your self and freedom to nothing more than a piece of equipment to go fight for the fucking rich. Yeah stuff like free college sounds nice but there is a heavy price to pay for it. A real patriot would not run off and fight in the military but instead put a fucking bullet in Dick Cheney's head as well as his immediate family because he was the real enemy.
Jose Cruz
you piece of shit hope they both realize who you are and let you alone
>I am 100% better than him and she needs to just fucking realize it. Stupid slutty women like her are the reason I'm still a virgin. >At this point I really just want to get her drunk and rape her. I put in the effort and I deserve the sex that results. She should be attracted to me but she is so fucking dumb. I'm a nice guy and she still has to be a slutty piece of shit. >How can I convince my roommate to kill himself at this point? I am beyond caring and I just want him to die.
Wow, you really need to read what you write. You are the faggot loser here. Just because a girl didn't choose you, you decide rape and your friend dying are suddenly acceptable things. You fly into a rage like a child because things didn't go your way.
You certainly aren't the "better" person here, nor are you "deserving" of anything. You seem like the kind of guy who would kill your friend then kidnap the girl and imprison her in your basement until she died or you got tired of her and killed her. You need help and need to stay the fuck away from those people.
Brayden Martinez
Obviously bait, but this really sounds like something Elliot Rodger would say
Either be the bigger person and let them date or just beat the shit out of him. Seems fairly cut and dry to me.
Josiah Gonzalez
user. you've portrayed yourself as an annoying insect to her. is your story true? i'm afraid most of us can't really feel bad
Zachary Stewart
>Why is she picking this pathetic piece of shit over me? You already implied it yourself. Your roomates are shut in nerds, you sound like one yourself (you are on Jow Forums after all) He's probably attractive', he's ex-military, studies normalfag bullshit that makes you better at communicating, and has a mysterious tragic past. It's so fucking obvious why that if life was an anime, he would be the main character while you would be a side character.
But that absolutely biggest thing, that you have mysteriously neglected to describe, is that he's likely taller and more attractive than you.
Dylan Clark
Thank you OP, you have reminded me why i don't want anything to do with girls again Seriously, thank you, i hope you get over it, that sucks Wish i could invite you out for some beers, get better, and again, thank you
Ethan Perry
Hoping you're joking, if not, you're as big a faggot as OP
Samuel Ramirez
OP is a faggot. This better be bait or you're a piece of shit.
shut the fuck up faggot, fuck yea i'm serious, i know this feel, this feel fucked me completely fucking sideways when i was younger a couple of beers and good company could fix that anger, so ofcourse i'm serious he clearly needs to vent his feelings, it's not fun, at all, it fucking sucks luckily i matured, and got over my shit, so if i could help him grow from it, i fucking would
Mason Cruz
Not originaliguawda
Anthony Flores
Fuuuck you user. The better question is, why do you give a shit about this girl when you have the potential for a life long friend right here. The this advice on board and ever forget it: women are holes that can talk and if they didn't have pussies we would hunt them for sport. I know that your dick is telling you that this guy is cock blocking you, but but you two can really benefit from having each other around. Find a different girl, forget about this bitch and I guarantee that she will be gone soon anyway.
Anthony White
Its fucking bait, i already read that shit for like 3 times on this boarx
