Watching porn

I also started feeling like a pariah again. How can I not have had a single fucking relationship in 8 fucking years of adult life? What the fuck is wrong with me?
I used to blame it on being fat but I'm not obese and lots of fat guys get girlfriends.
I'm so tired of this, I now know I irreversibly missed my teen years when it comes to relationships and I'm living in a world where single women of my age are becoming scarcer and scarcer. Why wouldn't they be? They had their fun in their care-free early 20s, now they settle in long term relationships and build their careers or families. What the fuck am I doing though? What kind of fucking life is this?

bump but in an extremely original manner.

its too early for this

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Op u need to update your stat's

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It's 2am Daniel

Have you tried Grindr? You could be someone's bottom at least least.

europafag here, steve

I had a dream last night. my cock was like 2x the size it normally is, and this girl was giggling. I fucked her in the missionary position, cowgirl etc. She said "finish on my tits" and then I put my cock between her tits and she said "time to cum" while laughing. I came all over her tits. She then whispers to me "time to wake up" and I wake up. There is no boner because I have erectile dysfunction. There is no cum because my dick is dead. As I begin to get out of bed, it hits me harder then any other dream, any other day, "you're still a 28 yr old dateless loser, HAHAHHA" my voice echos at me.
I haven't come out my room or eaten all day/night.

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You sound fairly gay maybe you should get some cock

Fuck off and blog some where else you act like a 13 yo girl

It sucks not being able to suck Bailey Jay's rock hard cock

>tfw no sissyboi gf like you to TOP and butt fuck

>watching porn
Stop doing that. Stop being content with watching others doing things while you passively sit by trying to enjoy it vicariously. Your spirit is screaming for you to have dignity and take action.

>watch amateur porn
>depressed for a week
I can even watch straight porn without feeling like shit but amateur porn just straight up kills me. I don't know how I managed to completely miss out on such a normal and fundamental part of life but somehow it happened.

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Nothing wrong watching boitwat user

why you guys like this?
why do you put sex on such a high pedestool?

Says the porn addict bursting into tears over not getting any.

I feel like you. But I am nearly 25. My time is up. Soon my sex drive will go down, it already has. Best plan would be to find a girl to cuddle and forget about sex altogether.

>Says the porn addict bursting into tears over not getting any.
if thinking that way helps you cope user.
it's fine by me.

Cope with what? It's your life you're crying about and coping isn't doing you any favors.

I'm not the one crying, you are.
let it out, let it all out you sad mediocre piece of shit.

>n-no u
Nah, you clearly got butthurt over being told to let go of your failed coping mechanism and do something with your life. You can't even hide your anger. You oughta direct it at yourself and be more constructive.

user, all I did was ask why you are putting sex on a pedestal, and you came out swinging with the projections and the rage, thus I responded in kind.

it is not my fault it triggers you so much to know there are individuals out there, that do not see getting fucked/fucking as major goal in life.
you sad mediocre piece of shit.

>all I did was ask why you are putting sex on a pedestal
And I responded that's ironic and you immediately got defensive. You've put a pretty funny spin of things when it's evident you're getting really hostile over this. Can't understand why though. Deep seated issues, wounded pride. Only you know the truth deep down.

>And I responded that's ironic and you immediately got defensive.
user, you were the one that got originally defensive not me.

Nope, pretty sure it's you. You even pretended you didn't care when you obviously do. Pure seethe.

this is my original posteven tried to add some humor into it.
here is you coming out swinging the the projections and defensiveness.
lmao you are one pathetic fuck

least you had sex right?

>coming out swinging the the projections and defensiveness
No, that's pointing out the irony. Someone's sensitive kek, is the loneliness getting to you?

>No, that's pointing out the irony. Someone's sensitive kek, is the loneliness getting to you?
nop, that is the definition of being defensive.
hope you enjoyed the sex :)

>remember 99% of people have sex regularly

FUCK YOU THAT IS NOT TRUE FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU AAAAAAAAAAA

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Nope but your post is the definition of poorly hidden seethe with a fake smile. You're welcome, but real sex might do you better though.

still being defensive as fuck I see
kek

>dream about talking to ex
>asked her why she won't hug me
>start begging her
>all I want is a hug
>start yelling into pillow beside her
>wake up shaking, crying and I might have been yelling
She didn't even look like she does irl or in pics
I just need someone to love. Someone to come home to.

>every drive to and from work I consider if it is really worth it if I have no one to work for

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I don't know what happened in my development that did this to me but I am extremely uncomfortable with intimacy and showing affection. I am 20 years old and have never been in a romantic relationship. I have come close, but before it crosses the threshold of actually meeting in person, I always ghost them and call it off. I feel like I will eventually be rejected or cheated on, so I don't even attempt to engage in it. As well, I feel like if I do ever get to the point of having sex with someone, they will find me repulsive or "not as good" as someone else they were previously with. Especially now this is a problem as most girls have had at minimum 2 sexual partners by the time they are 20. That number only increases as time goes on.
I don't know. I just can't bring myself to becoming emotionally or physically close to someone.
The closest I ever got was last summer when I went to a nightclub. I was dancing with this girl, started talking to her and then started making out. After about a minute though I stopped and just said I can't do it and left. Most likely it wouldn't have resulted in anything, but I couldn't continue it. Something in my subconscious just stopped me.
I have a desire for intimacy, but I can't indulge it for some reason so I avoid it like the plague. I think it's a self defense mechanism to avoid being hurt. Probably my parents divorce or something is the root of it.

Lol faggots
Sex is gross and overrated. Youre better off just jacking off. Women aren't worth it, trust me.

had a dream where i cuddled with my dream girl

it felt so fucking real i can even remember the smell of her hair and the feel of her warm skin

why is my life like this?

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See, I feel that deep down, it isn't all that it's built up to be. For me sex is secondary. The emotional connection you have is primary. However to expect a woman to be loyal in today's society of social media where she has 100 dudes messaging her at any time is a wishful thinking.

My mate did the whole one night stand, pick up chicks in a bar thing 2 years ago. He said it was okay at first but then after a while he said it left him feeling empty and disgusting. He felt too guilty afterwards. The fact that most women have no sense of guilt or shame after promiscuous sex shows there is something severely rotten in the female character.