Drinking

Only went and binged 10 liters of wine and a 12 pack of 8% ciders over the weekend. The shakes are getting bad, I can't even make a sandwich without flipping the bread across the room. Went on an angry drunk tirade against my poor mother right in time for mother's day to boot.

I wonder if even darker times could be ahead. Bottoms up

My life is kinda fucked up atm and I try to improve it step by step. Cutting out drugs like alcohol and caffeine was one of the first steps. I have a long way to though.

I want to but I should probably take a break because my gut is coming back kind of quick.
I'm trying to restrict myself to my days off but I haven't yet developed the willpower to do so.

cheers man, who cares what you enjoy drinking as long as you do friend
cheers bro, but try to reign it in. hypocrite i am but drinking leading your life is not good as im sur eyou know
awsome to hear man, best of luck to you. any future plans to keep goiing? stay strong brother
stay strong too bro, at least you can control yourself somewhat. baby steps are fine to begin with

I did my drinking yesterday. Today I'm fixing a small crack on my windshield with one of those cheap repair kits. I hope it turns out okay. I don't need the extra anxiety.

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Those hard seltzers are pretty refreshing when the sun is out. A lot of people won't even recognize that its booze in public

cheers! Not eating anything with it, i've got a weak stomach honestly. Two beers around8% and 7% and then I go to sleep. just enough to feel relaxed and forget a little about the shit world out there

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Yeah. Im tempted to drink them at work. Like 2 or something.
Just in a water bottle.
But i think thats probably too far.

good luck user. gottta replace my windshield this week, a random hairline crack appeared a few days ago fuck
well treat yourself to a nice meal tomorrow morning user, fuel your body

>stay strong too bro, at least you can control yourself somewhat. baby steps are fine to begin with
Yeah I'm not actually an alcoholic since I have no physical dependency on the stuff. It's all psychological and since I feel okay right now, I only seek to be drunk out of boredom etc since it's the only drug I allow myself to use.
I'm off on Wednesday so I can either get drunk Tuesday night or day drink on Wednesday, but doing both will be a waste of time since I won't be likely to get drunk both times, which is why I want to drink tonight.
I can be drunk today, skip tomorrow, and go right into Wednesday.

theres only a microwave meal for me tomorrow. too lazy (and too oor) to go out for a nice burger (even though it souds nice as fuck)

well hopefully you can kick that psychological hook since it can quickly develop into a physical one speaking from exp. keep it easy bro
ah man get some fresh food once in a while if you can. i cant talk since i eat a ton of shit food but once in a whille ill cook for myself and its way better

Before I can do anything else I have to fight my Jow Forums addiction. I'm browsing like 15-18h per day atm.

10 days sober. getting my liver enzymes checked tomorrow.
i want a beer so bad right about now. But ill probably be sober for another 4 days give or take.
drink up everyone.

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damn do you have any chances of going back to school or finding a job? how old are you and whats your daily routine like?
props to you brother, thats no simple feat. hopefully your liver checks out okay

Where do you live user? Oryiggggh

32 years old trying to get sober since 26, put some decent years together

i have been sober 14 months but was stealing my girlfriend's klonopin
she found out once and forgave me, now i did it again and she broke up with me
it's all my fault and anyway im drinking again

just kinda want some of u fags to be with me i guess

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I live in france

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fuck im sorry. how long were you with her and did you love her? brokne hearts are never easy..did you learn soem control from that episode? ive fucked up like that in ht epast and while i still fuck up the lessons from those big hurts helped me out somewhat
man ive only been in france once and it was wonderful people were very kind and food and wine were fucking top

thanks man that means a lot
i think i love her, she has anger issues (not related to my theft) but she is wonderful really
she's divorced, has a lot of baggage, 38 years old

i dont know if i learned control
i will almost always do something if i can get away with it
only reason i was sober was i couldnt "get away" with drinking because the hangovers wreck my shit nowadays and are the only true punishment i listen to

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I'm enrolled in uni but i obviously didn't go for a while. It's not too late to get back on track though. I'm in my mid twenties.
Recently:
>wake up in the afternoon
>stay in bed browsing Jow Forums till night
>Buy alcohol and fast food
>continue browsing Jow Forums till morning.

where do you live user?

im gla dyou had a great time here

do you think there is any chance to get back with her? i think ove is too precious to ignore even the chance of it and hope you can find it/find it again. try to control yourself more user. letting anything run your life isnt healthy
same story here, im finally graduating next week at 28. do you have parents that pay for all your shit? if so consider telling them about how unhappy or fucked you rlife seems to be. its terrifying and hard but it helped me out so fucking much
im from maryland in the states. i didnt see paris so maybe i missed the whole internet meme of rude parisians but the montpelier people were lovely

Damn that sucks was going to order something from Jack In The Box online, you'd just have to pick it up

she wasnt worth it anyway. if she was cool she woulda just gave you some from time to time. You coulda chilled with her. why did you never get your own klonopin?

good guy. Paris sucks. Come to the regions of France. Come to the lovely, sunny south. Although im on the italian side of the french border, the south is beter than paris.**

god im gonna work soon...i just want to stay as drunk as i can util i have to go to that darned restaurant

yeah it doesnt happen here
Im too lazy to get dressed and walk 20 minutes to downtown, so microwave dinner it is my friend/mon ami

what kind of restaurant is it? what work do you do?

congratz dude. Can't wait till this shit is over. Most money comes from state the rest from parents. My parents know that something is wrong. I couldn't tell them though. My mom seems so worried and cries sometimes when we talk I think it would break her heart if I told that it's actually even worse than she thinks. Lying feels bad too though. Hopefully I can fix this shit soon. What's your plan after graduation?

im scrambling to find a job in NJ/NY so i can be closer to my gf. and yea its awful to tell your parents the truth because you want to guard them from the pain but it can be cathartic for both of you. no matter how i hid my shit from my parents they werent dumb and thought things were strange so we all had a good cry for an hour or more when i finally told them shit about my drinking and other issues but it also helped them help me. i totally understand you want to keep them from any more pain but keeping on the kind of life you are now will lead to more pain its like avoiding the dentist because it costs a few hundred and ending up going there anyways for too much pain and paying thosands. sorry for preaching im drunk but i really hope you and your family can work together to solve all those troubles. im sure they love you very much bro

Why would you fucking buy a fish burger if it's not a holiday special? It's more expensive than everything else and they're just trying to make money off selling a lot of it at once rather than a thing anyone likes. I like eating fish sometimes, not usually but if I do it's a place that's at least somewhat fancy like an air port restaurant or something if it's a somewhat formal occasion like having a date or co-worker. If you're just going to take them to a fast food joint you might as well tell them you want to have sex behind a dumpster or something, what kind of weird fuck would order fish at a fast food burger joint if they don't consensually agree to have sex with you behind a dumpster while you're at it? Good god man what the fuck is this fucking thread? Why would you do this?

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ive never worked a day in my life but my dad (who sustains my neet lifelihood) said "get a job or ill take your computer away" so I neeeded to get a job. so now i have a job. with a bunch of normies who are condescending. I will not last. i will probably quit because the job implies cleaning plates very very quickly all day long and getting a bunch of stuff done and im a lazy ascial robot. the owner literally said "dont bother coming in if you are not a hopeful and very working person". its an upper class restaurant in a very tourist-heavy town. I am dead. i just want to get drunk as much as I can before wednesday, the day I will start working. and forget.

what job do you do user?

me again
just minorly drunk drove to get more booze
yeah
it''s not fun at 32 after a year in AA
well it's kinda fun
i forgot how it utterly decimates anxiety

i'm sick so just gatorade, if I was well I would be drinking my usual 12 pack of PBR it's about $11 after taxes it tastes good for shitty beer.

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i didnt like burgers very much as a kid and esp fast food burgers so i always opted for the fish when we went to mcdonlads or burger king as a family. its niec eating something i enjoyed from my childhood and seeing i still enjoy it desu
i hear dishwashing is shit that sounds rough. try your best to get along with coworkers though even if they are normies bro, maybe its your ticket to normiedom yourself. im in schoolbut have been working food service for a while. fuck i hate it but tips are fine
nigger dont drink nad drive. i have a DUI under my record too but its awful/ just stock up beforehand please dont make that choice again bro
feel better bro

im stocked now, i had 3 drinks before driving and im 6'3" 240 lbs
but ur right
never had a DUI or even a scare in my 32 years so im fucking complacent as shit
ur right bro

ok well while i dont confonde drinking and driving if youve only had 3 and are that big and if you didnt pound them back to back i can understand somewhat. thanks for being sound minded and agreeing hoepfully you never make a stupid fucking mistake like i didi user. i used to think 30 was ancient but holy fuck im 28

yeah dishwashing is shit and i will do it all summer. i will probably get fungus because of the wet environment. door to normiedom? there is no hope friend. fuck normiedom. i just want to stay drunk and then sleep for the rest of my life. what future is there, honestly? do you ave faith in this shitty world?

i work in tech and make 70k a year and i am a fucking wastrel
i dont know why im saying this i feel like it makes me cool and hardcore
12 pack of sierra nevada (not torpedo) going down

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it's me the durnk driving klonopin thief btw
talk to me ppl

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cheers mate, i like sierra nevada lot myself. good on you for having a good paying job, hoping to land ony myself

> (You)
doctors know im a degenerate alkie with multiple detoxes under my belt

>12 pack of sierra nevada (not torpedo) going down
what % is a single sierra nevada?
i don't trust american beers. they are so light compared to our european beers.

>i didnt like burgers very much as a kid and esp fast food burgers so i always opted for the fish when we went to mcdonlads or burger king as a family. its niec eating something i enjoyed from my childhood and seeing i still enjoy it desu
well i mean i didn't know burger king had fish burgers, so it's mildly interesting. but now i have to question what the fuck i been doing my entire life knowning that might of been a thing. probably sounds mildly better than having sex behind a dumpster at any rate.
I just don't think I could bang m y date if they ordered it though. I'm kind of resentful for paying for it in the first place, I made them drive there to begin with and show me off. I'm going to be putting all the effort in with my best dick game to get them off or whatever. I'd think someone else knocked them up and they got some kind of weird pregnancy craving if they're eating that and like 2 or 3 months later they're going to try to claim it's mine or something.

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i wont get her back unless her BPD kicks in and she decides she likes "bad boys" for the month or some shit

other user was right she wasn't worth it, if she was cool she woulda just shared, let me binge and taper as i pleased

whatever

im shit

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standard sierra is 5.6
torpedo is 7.2, extremely drinkable, i buy that and almost always wake up to weird texts and a lingering sense of absolute shame

this may not sound good to you but it was good of her to kick you out bro. stealing from your SO and doing so for drugs are bad things. being cool doesnt mean being edgy and going along with things it means having princples and beign a good person who is fun to tak to and fun to engage with. hope you can kick your addictions bro for real

thanks man ur absolutely right
wish i could accept the advice but im deep in my shit right now i guess
anyway thnks

nah i understand and im glad to hear you are able to listen to outside advice without gettin defensive or aggressive. i hope you find happiness brother, take care

55k government worker here, on 10 or so Molsons a night. Every once in a while I pull one of my guns out and press the muzzle under my chin

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me here, yeah done that before
live in texas now but oddly no gun, would stare at it all night honestly
trying to figure out the rope thing when 12 beers in usually
we love you man and you're a good person, feel peace tonight in your molson binge. someday the sun will shine.

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>torpedo is 7.2, extremely drinkable, i buy that and almost always wake up to weird texts and a lingering sense of absolute shame
same user, except i drink the Kronenbourg beer instead, but its 7.2% too

I like BK but fish, next to chicken, is the worst thing you can get there.
Chilli Cheese Burgers are much better.
I had the day off today because I was away all weekend with barely any sleep and needed today to rest properly.

last time i was in europe (paris and strasbourg) i was slamming this 8.2% (i think) tall can of belgian stuff. dark blue can with like a gold shield on it. can't find a pic online for the life of me...? maybe it's gone, this was in 2014.

I cant picture it either...grimbergen maybe? idk
closest is amsterdam navigator (8.2) but its a redhead beer

yeah something like that
anyway i remember it thrashing me one night, all of it coming on at once while out to dinner in paris, i just took my fur hat and started putting it on the head of everyone in the restaurant, thankfully people were chill about the shit-tard american

lmqo what the fuck were you doing in Paris man, why did you behave like that

yeah generally we are chil...

Thanks for the advice man I'll consider it. Hope you find a job close to your gf. Gotta sleep now it's 2am already and I plan on going to class tomorrow.

>it's 2am already
HEY fellow european!!!!
where do you live???

our exams are don for us in FRANCE

thanks bro, get a good nights sleep and hope your classes go wel tomorrow
nigger wtf

germany. approx 2 month until exams so plenty of time. Where are you in france? I used to make vacation at the atlantic coast

m very far away from the atlantic. i am close to italy. 2 months?! wow thats a lot. where do you live in germany mein kameraden?