/britfeel/

Is that your house lid? Looks comfy af.

Nah that house is a classic. Ignore the welsh flag. And the whole nintendo cringe.

>saves your dying thread

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I Feel like my life is completely lacking purpose lads, I've mysteriously gone into an almost complete depression spiral over the past few days and I don't know why, I suddenly want to off myself, I'm suddenly getting a craving to smoke all of a sudden despite never touching baccy once in my life, I can't even have a crank because anything to do with Sex is just making me feel sick, just looking at nsfw images is making me feel disgusted, ever since having sex, It's almost like disillusionment and you just can't bare to look at it any more when most normal people want more and more of it and seemingly can never have enough of it.
I Guess I'm trying to ask is, What on earth should I do lads?
I don't want to escape any more, I don't want to escape into video games or tech, or languages whether they are national languages or programming languages, or an instrument, I don't want to pull slags (nor do I ever want to), I don't want to get Jow Forums again, I don't want to drink myself to death, I just want meaning in this utterly decrepit post-meaningful world.

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just get over it and be happy lol

force yourself to be happy. It sounds bad but if your force yourself to be happy, it will improve your life. know it sounds cheesy and normie-like but eh it helps.

My meaning is to not kill myself and sort my mental health problems.
When my mental health was ok I found meaning on hobbies, interests and friends. Surely you have something in life that makes you happy

focus on spritual enlightenment of the self and stop thinking in such a negative manner. Constantly saying "i dont want to do this" or " i dont want to do that" will lead you further down and helps nobody.

I'm quite honkpilled lad, yet something feels off and I can't laugh it off, I'm feeling things that I don't want to feel, just sadness, guilt, remorse, shame, hollowness almost this odd feeling of grief and I don't know why, I'll try to get better as soon as possible because I really don't like hosting user's own Personal Pity Party.
Though I know what you mean user, I don't really have anything to do to do that considering I have 7 pounds in my bank until the 23rd, That being said, might take a trip back to my family and enjoy the Sun whilst it's here.
I do, I think it's just it's like there's this wall made of diamond that's preventing me from enjoying those things I usually enjoy, It's like a feeling of escape and I don't want to escape any more, if that doesn't sound to schizo user esc.
That's true, it's just it's all been this one big hit at once, I should be able to sort myself out in a week or two, just haven't felt like this in I dare say years user.

Is there a gay neighborhood in London?

t. American

Only know of canal Street in Manchester user.

Yes solo its like the village in nyc

Found myself in a pretty similar situation about a year ago and the way I got myself out if it was by self betterment and basically devoting myself to spreading positivity (despite being probably the most depressed I had ever been in my life). Eventually the people around me started really responding to my new attitude and seeing them happier made me feel better. Now I've moved out of my parents house, gotten a better job, and I'm more time with friends. It's difficult lad I know, but I promise you, you can get through it.

Got an open day for uni tomorrow, thinking of doing my MA there. Wish me luck lads, it's gonna mean a whole lot of socialising.

just listening to tot-africa 8 bit version

Are you a neet? Things can feel very pointless when you're neet. Things can also feel mundane because you have Nothing to escape from

Good luck lad, keep an eye out, there's usually a lot of pretty girls that might catch your eye about and socially awkward girls to have a nice chat to.
Seriously, jokes aside, a lot of the cute socially awkward girls usually always volunteer for open days, you should be fine to ask questions, they'll likely be as nervous as you (if you're nervous about socialising I mean) and if you're not nervous all the better for you.
Not by Choice user, I've been trying to find real work since April 2018 but I've been stuck with night shift weekend bar work earning less than you do on Bennies whilst hurting my back and knees, so I dropped barback work in March and went on the dole and haven't found anything since.

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if you could magically have the ability to speak and read and write and language perfectly...which one?

English, because I don't give a shit about smelly foriners and never making a typo again would be useful

getting alot of strange feels tonight lads, like really strange ones

alri tommeh lad

What kind of "strange feels"?

dont really know, just strange ones, thats why theyre strange, cant really explain it better, becoming all emo n shit

Think I'm losing my sanity lads, I'm genuinely scared, I really don't want to become the next Schitzo user.

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Go out more

Think I'm heading for the job centre life again lads. Got a final attendance review. 2nd time I've had 1. Weed is my way of coping with life so no weed no point right.

Well, that's enough vidya and beer for me tonight. Time for beddy byes, night lids.

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what happened to make you feel this way?
t. former psychosis user

Not to sound daft user, but I can't tell what exactly it is, for the record in 2017 I got a Traumatic Brain Injury and constant pain in the right side of my head, all of a sudden the pain stops after a change of diet, literally a 10 on the pain scale to a 1, so shortly afterwards I went on holiday to celebrate get exposed to a lot of weed from the room mates (second hand for a week none-stop*) when I come back my mum goes on a cleaning crusade that includes bleaching everywhere hurting my eyes, lungs and pretty much everything that usually hurts with Bleach fumes in an unventilated area and makes my head feel off and hurt for the past few days as she's bleaching everything nearly every other day, going through 2-3 litres of the stuff per day.
So I assume it's one of those three things, except I don't know what exactly it is, regardless of what it is I feel like I'm losing it user and I don't like that feeling.

*Side note, I felt awful every time I had to go shopping and when I had to go back on the plane back home, I wanted to apologise to everyone with how badly I must have stunk of the stuff to no longer smell it after day 5.

Have a good sleep lightlad

Birds are chatting already ffs

lets all laugh at this

youtube.com/watch?v=4PaTWufUqqU

And this will be used in court by the robot gestalt consciousness AI Judge as humans as a race are sentenced to death.

the song is unbearably shit they should have played this
youtube.com/watch?v=5rOiW_xY-kc

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Any nightlads in?
I don't want to sleep because in far into nofap and fear a wet dream. Will end up having a dream wank over moni or cola at this point.

>side effect of nofap is fear of sleep
the no fap evangelists didnt tell me about this. Im two months in and my skin isnt beautiful and I dont have magic powers, they must of lied to me.

>actually falling for the nofap meme

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Good luck with your nofap, hope you get something out of it.

Finishing work in 40 minutes absolutely buzzin

Just had the worst diarrhea shits, felt like my bowels wanted to jump out me body and strangle me.
But the feeling after a bad shit is bliss.

love that feeling of finally blowing out the last bit of shit that was giving you grief and knowing you've taken care of business tbqh

life is shit without a cute scottish friend to message you whenever u log on asking how much you are, or to watch pokemon with

my only love interest ... (not in a sexual way)

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>Not even 6am
>Bright sunrise
Gonna be another fookin hot day lads

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might go down my dads and sunbath my pale arse in the backgarden

Its still coldish though. But not to norms, seems most of the idiots at my work expected it to be warmthey were all wearing shorts. They were giving me funny looks as I'm wearing thick walking trousers, got woolly hat on and hood up and wearing a coat. I'm still cold. Will be putting my duffel coat on for my pre bed spliff in muh garden when i get home

Going home to put one of those eye mask things on and sleep all day

I do this sometimes too if it's sunny regardless of the temperature

gotta get that vitamin D user

Not him but fuck vitamin D, it's so bright it's making my eyes water ;-;

I've blackout curtains so I'm good. I don't know/care when I'll wake up. Actually, i need to be up before lidl shuts to get some cider
Hope ya enjoy yer sleep. That's a joke as sleep is always enjoyable
This is the perfect time for it. It's bright af already but not as bad as it'll get and it's not hot
Hope you enjoy yer day

Why do you obsessively post pictures or young girls? Your Scottish friend likely left you because he didnt want to be associated with a literal nonce

well, i'm probably going to fail my physics exam

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they say i'm caught up in a dream
well life will pass me by if i don't open up my eyes
well that's fine by me

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how come? you not been studying?

luckily it'll only be hot today and then it'll be in the teens and overcast for the next couple of weeks

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Those are good but dangerous, my ex had them and I could sleep for days. Got one with a little gel insert that keeps my eyes young or something idk. Have you tried that rhubarb cider from Aldi?

>how come? you not been studying?
yes, obviously

I'm sick of him. I know he's not talking about me but I read about Scottish weebs so much I'm starting to think it is me.

Swear down him and Chika are the biggest pedos in the thread

Daft boi. Best of luck regardless.

any reason why not? or can i go HAHA

>any reason why not?
no, i've just been lazy
laugh away

Both of them twinks in the bin NOW

morning lads. i fucked up by staying up til 3:00am last night when i have to be out the door for 7:15am. big oof. today's gonna be a fucking long one innit. how you all doing this morning?

Im ace because I dont have a job, worried I might need to start applying for one soon though. HMRC is hiring 100 apparently so I might applying for them. Would be the first application Ive sent in a year. Scared of becoming a wagie.

i don't mind wagecucking actually. got a comfy job with my family, got my desk all set up nicely. spend the day listening to music, shitposting, and churning through my workload. it's p. good mate. sucks you might have to get a job soon though, lad. here's wishing you a crippling disability to enable permanent neetdom. especially to keep you away from hmrc. fuck that shit.

woke up and started eating Ferero Rocher

Blackout curtains are dangerous?
Not sure if i'd like the rhubarb cider desu. Not got an aldi near me, think lidl just does apple cider and perry. I like their scrumpy though, but it's not as strong as old rosie. And that's not as strong as muh homebrew cider, i make that about 8%. That's god tier stuff, 4 pints then bed kinda good
I was only being a tit. I get lazy, i really do. Good luck

Just realised my duffel coat has pockets near the chest as well as 2 main ones. Huh, bet I've had this coat 20 years

I don't even like cider much but I tried this rhubarb stuff one day when it was sunny and it was nice. Time for bed nanight pal, give me a shout about lunchtime lads

Yeah nanight. I'll be up at 2to get high and play apex
Smell ya later

Callum you wankstain

callum is an anagram of "All Cum" haha what a gay name.

>see name in thread
>remember it's a shit tier common name
>probably a few of us in every thread
Right haha

>tinder gril was asking about length of last relationship
>never had a gf
>lie and tell her I've had a few
Getting a bit too deep here lads she thinks I'm a normal fag, she's going to find out I'm an incel soon.

Haha imagine being Br*tish
HahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahjahahahahhahahshahahhashhagahahhahahahaahahhahahajshsjahahhaahahhawhhahahahahahhahahahahajhahahhahahjajahHahahhhahahhahaha

Coming into this thread with that mouth is fighting talk. Do you know who I am lad?

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haha... yeah.... imagine that. ha ha

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Bloody posh bastard

Oh shit its Ronnie fucking Pickering

>Callum
Bit of a shit tier name

Whats Edgbaston done now?

Close my eyes
Feel me now
I don't know how you could not love me now
You will know, with her feet down to the ground
Over there, and I want true love to grow
You can't hide, oh no, from the way I feel
Turn my head
Into sound
I don't know when I lay down on the ground
You will find your hand down hurts to love
Never cared, and the world turned hearts to love
We will see, oh now, in a day or two

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debating wether to go out wearing shorts or not

Your mum weeeeheyyyy

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g00d album

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>youtube algorthm recomedning me "The Dangers Of Internet & Media Addiction"
>essentially telling me im on it too much
shutup mom i'll do what I want

That is fucking disgusting lad what were you thinking?

Imagine being so obsessed with Britain that you make this post daily

its is ladbut why have you jizzed all over it

but she said where'd you wanna go
how much you wanna risk
im not looking for somebody with some super human gifts
some superhero
some fairytale bliss
just something i can turn to
somebody i can kiss

OH I WANT SOMETHING JUST LIKE THIS
I WANT SOMETHING JUST LIKE THIS