Can't sleep one night

>can't sleep one night
>start thinking about learning electronics and starting building shit in my garage
>or picking up that dusty ass C and C+ manual and finally start learning programming
>or start growing vegetables in my garage
>better yet in my backyard
>really excited about the new hobbies I'm going to take up
>sleep
>wake up
>too tired to do any of that
>actually spend the day playing tf2 and procrastinating
This happens every month or so. It's like being functioning for 5 or 6 hours and then going back to the usual shit.
Does anyone know this feel?

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>Does anyone know this feel?
any does anyone else question can be answered with yes

next time you feel motivated, just do it don't wait or go back to sleep, get started in at least some way Also figure out why you feel "too tired" you just sound depressed.

I got through college for programming and just wound up becoming a NEET who does nothing all day. I feel sick and tired all the time. I have dreams about programming but actually never code anything.

There are infinite cool things one could learn about by reading old source code, but I think it would mostly be purely educational and not have any practical applications. I could probably make myself program if I settled on just doing it for fun and not expecting what I make to be useful to anybody. Making some cashgrab mobile app or doing data science just sounds soulless and boring. I just want to know how the Quake engine works.

From my research people that never seem to get things done might have adhd

you're right user. procrastination is something that most young people suffer from now and i feel that is one type of adhd actually.
i also suffer from it.

But user, that's objectively wrong. Example:
>does anyone else have Kohler disease?
Since it's a rare disease and to get an answer to the question an ipothetical patient should be awake, an English speaker, a Jow Forums user, a r9k user, and able to see the thread among the shitfest of racebait and fembot threads that plague this board, it's not impossible for the question to not get an answer.
On top of being wrong you are also being autistic about a standard phrase used as an excuse to encourage discussion.

I'm starting a small garden, its pretty easy and fulfilling. I just have some tomatoes and peppers. You can do it

Same except I ended up getting black out drunk and forget everything

I might as well have that, I can't seem to take a serious interest in anything that requires effort.
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