Come tell mother what's on your mind. Did you all have a good day or did things not go your way?

Fuck you, the world is full of heartbreak. If I dont break their heart it makes no difference in the end

I believe in you. Spend a little more time on indeed or glass door for me okay? Make it a goal to apply for one job, just one. Each day until you get one

Tripping pretty well off these tabs

You dont have to spread the pain though. I know you are much better than that. You dont want to hurt anyone you just want to not be hurt. It's okay to be angry, just dont take it out on others

I'll try mom.

Good boy. Start tomorrow. For tonight do whatever makes you feel better

Well, I moved to a new city three months ago because of med school. Mostly because of my mom, who insisted in the idea and said it was a unique chance because I got accepted in the 3rd best uni in my country. But since I moved I barely eat and drink water because I'm a poorfag and I can't work because I study all day long and mom can't help me with enough money, besides, my father hates me, so you can assume he doesn't help me and he wants me to rot in this place. Today I broke my right incisive tooth while eating and I don't have enough money to fix it and I have a huge debt with my bank and I don't even know how I (actually my mom) will manage to pay it. It's incredible how things are fucking expensive in this town, I can barely buy the basics in the supermarket without spending a tremendous amount of money, also my anxiety and depression are getting worse here because I'm totally lonely and most people at uni are rich patricianfags that seem to hate me because I have social phobia and I'm afraid of socializating

My condolences friend. Putting down a beloved companion, it hurts. Still, miss my doggo even years later. Spend what time you can with them you won't regret it.

things haven't been going great. My job is awful, my drinking is increasing, my horrible thoughts have increased as well as my nightmares, I miss my ex so bad and it prevents me from having any other relationships even a year after she has gone I also have nobody I can connect to. I'm fucking miserable and wish I could wake up from this nightmare.

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Also, forgot to say I ate my last "meal" today (it actually was 4 small pieces of fried chicken) now I have nothing to eat till God knows when

Maybe you can look for some kind of assistance money wise. You said you are in med school at a prestigious university so your debt can be absolved pretty easy as long as you stick it through. Maybe call a local dentist and let them know whats going on and they may be able to swing you a deal after hours. To me, it sounds like you're doing very well

That's only a year. That isnt much time to let the pain heal. Try taking so time to just listen to some music and rest your mind. What nightmare are you talking about?

Torture, odd bizarre situations that leave me baffled, killing either done to me or me doing the killing, but the ones that bother me the most are the ones I can't tell if are real or not. In those I either see her or a girl I don't recognize and the others I see the hospital I've been stuck in and I wonder if I really made it out

I'm doing this cause I can't talk to my real parents. Haven't been able to for years. Not about emotions or feelings anyways. I was always too smart too mature for that. But now I feel like I've just wasted myself. I'm only 18 and I know in the grand scheme of things thats young. But I haven't applied myself in anything not school not sports not socially. Not even in any sort of deviancy. I've just floated through life knowing i can get by without trying. But today was ok. I'm glad I'll be graduating soon. Only a couple more weeks of highschool. I need to get a job but I can't bring myself to do anything. I just come home and mindlessly consume media then sleep. I can't workout like i want cause I injured my arm. Dislike having to see my ex. I broke up with her cause she cheated but it still hurts for some reason that she has a new bf and from what i hear has been whoring around. Makes me want to do something stupid. Listen to my friends and get trashed on the drugs they do. Or maybe seduce one of my old exes who I never got to fuck. Or maybe try a guy on grinder. I could never form a emotional attachment with another male. But maybe physical. Idk. It will be summer soon. I need to get a job and fill out more college paperwork. Maybe in college I'll be able to do better with my life.

There is a big issue with never being challenged. Having things be naturally easy cheats you out of the ability to learn to struggle and persevere and push through hard ships. This may sound silly but you should try and get out and do things that you think arent worth your time or that you dont immediately find to be trivial. Struggling build character, it builds pride and it forms purpose. You sound naturally talented and I think you should push your limits and become even more skilled

I can see the truth to that. The one subject I'm really bad at is math. I've always struggled and probably developed learned helplessness to be honest. But earlier this year I was working on some problems at home and I didn't know what to do. But instead of giving up and ignoring it like normal I pushed myself to work through it. After I finished i actually ended up crying. Cause for the first time in a long time I actually felt some pride in something I had done. Stupid. But a lesson even if it hasn't really stuck with me.

The ability to work through something is far better than the ability to memorize or know something natively. You should be nore proud if the things you solve instead if the things you know

I don't know what to do, my whole life sucks, I have 2 exams coming up after 4 days and I haven't touched a book , I don't have money now because I spend it first 5 days and wait 5 days till I get new money , I have debt I haven't paid yet , I'm living alone in a shitty apartment and need a new roommate , my friends are so complicated and mentally ill and either too autistic or too normie to relate or connect with them , my mother tries to understand what is up with me but still believe in the self improvement memes and the whole "depression is just a life phase temporarily affecting you until you alive your problems and find new hobbies to participate in " shit
Which I have tried and obviously didn't work
I have no motivation to touch a book and I feel like I will fail this year , plus my family are coming soon for my brother's exam and hell awaits me , narcissistic father who won't stop abusing every single person around , anxiety and stressed all the time , I'm afraid as fuck, no one to comfort me , I'm trying to fix my sleeping system for upcoming exams but I can't touch a book , and I feel like taking the sleeping pill right now
It would have been better if I didn't wake up , this life really scares the hell out of me , I'm too weak to take all this , and guess what , weak people doesn't deserve to live , they say
Why not just kill me then? All it takes is one knife blow and it'd all be over
I can't take it anymore

Seems like you are afraid of disappointing the ones you love and you are taking it out on yourself. Your parents are projecting their concerns, your mother and father are as afraid as you are but have no control over the situation so they are being abusive trying to just push you to try harder because as a parents that's all they can do. Let them know you dont need pushed, you're already at the edge. Right now you just need to be told everything will. Be okay and ypure doing what's right. And it is. Everything will. BE okay. I'm proud of you for trying to love a good life and trying to succeed. I believe in you

Life sucks and I want to shoot people.
Not to kill them just to wound them, so they can know that some how it's their fault.

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Life is whatever you make out of it. People are different everywhere. If things are unenjoyable where you are it may be time to change your surroundings until you find where you fit. Humans are interesting in the way they form and break bonds, how we grow and change. Hurting people wouldnt make you feel any better about yourself, youd regret it deep down. Because you're good and dont wsnt to cause grief. You just need some affection and purpose

no one who plays BH wasted their day

Wouldn't you be a father, since you're a dude?

I buried my dog earlier this morning. he died yesterday

You can call me daddy if it makes you feel more.comfortable. as long as you are happy, I'm happy.

I'm sorry for your loss. A companion is something that takes a long time to pass over. Take some time to truly mourn your beloved friend.

>If things are unenjoyable where you are it may be time to change your surroundings until you find where you fit
Hey julie, guess what I dont have any fucking money.
Now what stupid? I want to live in a world that doesnt exist.
>Hurting people wouldnt make you feel any better about yourself
That's where your wrong, kike.

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>Because you're good and dont wsnt to cause grief. You just need some affection and purpose
Do you even know me you fucking scab?

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I'm gonna call you pops because it's snazzy.

WTF user , I cried
Thank you very much for your words

yo can i see your bangin' rack

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Let it out. It's good to destress occassionally. Let it all out and realize that you are doing just fine. It's all going to be okay

You shouldnt eye your mother. People will find you odd. Go out and get a nice woman of your own like we raised you to do

Everyone I try to talk too either ghost me or block me. 8 times in the past week. I'm already dealing with family and school and just wanted to relax while chatting with some random pepole online, but I don't know what is wrong with me. I'm too needy and I don't know how to fix it

Online connections are hard. I wouldnt make up your mind that something is wrong with you. I think too many people connecting online just flip the switch one day and block everyone and pretend nothing ever happened. More of their problem.

Then why does it happen so consistently? And always at the point I get attached

I got yelled at and shoved, at work.
I fear that filing a complaint/grievance is a honeypot/fast track for getting fired.
the guy is black too and has been working there for like 10 years,
i dunno what to do.

im sad mum you know wat to do

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That's pretty hot actually. Good call.

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Great now I want to fuck my anime mom

I dont love a single person on this dreaded planet. Not my parents not my siblings not my friends and not myself. Other people have the luxury of finding happiness so easily and the thought of those people suffering greatly emotional makes me happy. Help.

Get a gun, go back there

File the complaint.

what happened? asdasdasd5955

Welp, time to fap to some incest porn that i will instantly regret after nutting.

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the girl im in love with is fucking chad and posting snap stories of them in bed together

mother, Im about to set up the noose.

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delete snapchat user, Not yourself.

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>too late to hold mommy
I'm so pathetic

just feeling a bit shitty. nothing went wrong, I just know I'm not being my best self, or making decisions I'm proud of. coasting along as usual, taking the path of least resistance

I've been waking up, eating, showering, shitposting, playing vidya and fapping on a daily basis for the past 14 months and I don't want to stop.