Can we have a /self hate/ thread?

tell a schizophrenic they can simply stop hearing voices in their head

Not everyone can do everything, that's basic empathy, but I guess it's not a rare think to think like that

I should mention I am not particularly exceptional at anything. I just put effort towards what I'm working towards and if it's a simple task, it works out.
I think some things are obviously out of people limits (Like world records obviously)
Also that was directed at normies, normal people. I hold normal people to the same standard as myself because I'm normal (I think)

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I get you. I avoid talking about my issues/worries irl because it drives people away. People can only care so much until they are exhausted. I feel selfish for talking about it, so I smile and act happy so everyone can stay happy.

You are a real man. There's no shame in feeling a certain way. You have a right to those feelings. The problem is, other people have a right to not want to carry our burdens. We'll be fine eventually. It takes time and practice, and effort to change. We can do it!

Not that user, but thanks for those words. I can relate to them, and it just feels nice to know someone somewhere thinks exactly this

Take care, and godspeed

Thank you for your kind wishes. You're not alone. There are many of us like you. Where ever you are, do be kind to yourself. No one is more deserving of your love than you. Take care as well, user. :)

I never express my feelings to anyone outside of an anonymous setting. From my own experience most people will just use your emotional weakness to further establish their dominance. Even with age it doesn't really stop, it just gets more subtle. That being said I don't think there really is changing oneself, but maybe society will change for better, although at this point I'm just so fucking bitter at humanity in general that it's difficult for me to have the urge to change it. Oh well, I'll live and die like everyone else and then hopefully get peace. Take care

That's true. Most people don't have that compassion anymore. Self preservation is at the core of people like us, I think. We want love and understanding, but fear vulnerability. I too know what it's like to have our emotions/confessions be thrown back at us. It makes connecting with people in a deeper level very hard. However, in my experience, it has helped me see others who are just as vulnerable and put up a facade. You are right to feel bitter, and feel everything else that you do. Society won't change as much as we want it to. But, when ever you feel like venting, there will be people like you and I here, on this user board ready to listen. You don't have to change if you don't want to. If you do, then do it for you, so you can be at peace with yourself. Don't rush it. Take your time. Be good to yourself. If people are what you hate, then love yourself and all the little things others wont. What those are, is up to you. It sounds meaningless, but I've chosen to love things in order to feel better with myself. We will all die one day. That is a fact, but in the time we have, maybe we should find a little bit of peace before the big sleep. I hope you find your peace. Take care as well, user. Don't give up.

Jesus paid for your sins on the cross in full. Punishing yourself is pointless.

>I would beat the shit out of myself if I could
I do beat the shit of myself. I make a fist and strike myself in the head repeatedly with all my strength. I hate myself so fucking much

>Please don't say that, you're just confused and probably influenced by external opinions...
Not OP, but fuck you. I'm a fucking faggot, and I'm under no self-affirming delusion. Self-hatred is the ONLY rational response to being a degenerate

You know, this awful place can sometimes be fine thanks to people like you... Hugs

I'm still a faggot and will be miserable because of that

>Does anyone else hold everybody to the same standard as yourself?
Yes and that is precisely why I despise myself. I fall far short of my standard

"Faggot" is a pejorative for someone who will burn for eternity in the fires of hell. In fact, sexual orientation has nothing to do with whether you will got to heaven or not. If you listen to and obey the words of Jesus, you will go to heaven.

Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved, but whoever does not believe will be condemned.
Mark 16:16

Jesus told me not to be a faggot, but I can't control myself, I fap to gay porn every day, usually several times a day. I'm not worthy of His love. If I call myself a Christian, I'm just shaming His name.

Fucking ARFID makes me want to kill myself. I cant fucking keep food down. I am a massive failure at life who should have been aborted

why the fuck do i have no instinct. Whenever normans go into new job/situation they smoothly fit in. They don't need to be told they just pick it all up through osmosis seamlessly. I always fuck up publicly even if its a new kind of way to order food or something. They look at something in a groccery shop and decide what to buy in 3 seconds instead of taking a lap to decide. They can't comprehend it any other way. They look at me like im retarded and try and serve me when im standing back from the counter as if i can decide my lunch in 3 seconds from all the deals.
i stopped because i hit myself in the head after i did i driving lesson with my dad where i stalled and gave myself a mini concussion.

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I hope I get a concussion. It's the least of what I deserve

fuck if you do that with pain make it something like weight lifting

Thank user. :) Don't forget that it's also because of kind people like you. Give yourself credit for being a good person. *hugs*

>I'm a guy with BPD
>Can't make friends because my fucking dumbass pushes people away
>Can't date for the same reason
>Destined to die alone
I was done from the beginning, never even had a chance. Fuck this gay earth.

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I slap the shit out of myself but it's just to keep myself awake. I hate that I can't even do a two-hour drive without practically falling asleep.

My body has been failing me a lot lately and it's all because I'm a fat pile of shit with no self control. I should be exercising instead of complaining here but I guess that's why I'm fat in the first place: I have little sense of priorities and probably deserve to be the way I am.

I think my least favorite thing is burdening others just in general. I prefer to not give much thought to inner turmoil or certain feelings so I don't give life to them. For the most part, keeping things bottled up or pushed down works extremely well and not burdening those I truly care about is the least I can do.

I understand completely. Bottling up helps, but do make sure to express those feelings in a healthy manner. You will be doing a lot of harm to yourself in the long run. You are not a burden. You are human. We all like to pretend there is an achievable emotional perfection, but there isn't. Take of yourself, friend.

Don't worry anons, you suck but only about as much as everyone else. You know that the physical only goes so far. You know that your inner head is what matters. It's for directing the and deciding the changes you want. Only you know how best to change. It's your talent to observe your shortcomings. Many people don't, and do not ever find them. You are clever enough to look at yourself and find your flaws. It's a very important thing to do. There's no reason to hate yourself. Worse people have loved themselves. user, it doesn't always seem it but eventually; It's All Good. You're part of the all.

look I am just a drunk idk if it counts but I don't feel like schlicking over it over in drugfeel

You're too kind. Thank you for the encouraging words!

I believe I am human garbage.
That is to say the worst kind of person; ugly, disgusting, selfish, vain, shallow, stupid, lazy.
Just worthless trash. I understood this when I was a kid, but didn't fully accept that I was absolute trash until my mid-twenties.
Is this just called self-hate? is that what it is

You feel sad today, but there is hope. Stop locking yourself in a cage you constructed. You have the power to change your surroundings. It starts with your perspective. Cheer up sad boi, the world isn't all cruel and terrible. You will be okay.

Yes, that is self hate. However, you are not worthless. If you want to change something about yourself and become the person you've always wanted to be, start small. Pick one thing, and imagine what you would like for it be different. Then just act different about that thing. For me, it was my bitterness. I talked horribly about everyone, because I hated myself. I told myself that I wish I could be kind, so I started acting kind. Before I knew it, I felt kind in my soul and my perspective changed. It worked for me, so do try it. I wish you the best.

>aspergers
>anxiety
>alcoholism
>sleep disorder
>too pussy to kms