Gay homo cocklover edition

In the future actually put the name of the thread as /cocklust/ if you're gonna get it you dolt

God I wish this was me all day

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I'll take it if you're cute.

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I'll give it if you're cute too.

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You know, I've never done anything with a guy. I've always been curious, but too afraid to actually act on my feelings.

But in the last few days, I've had an eye-opening thought; There are guys out there who want to fuck another guy in the ass more than anything.
So if I have a nice ass, and I'm open to the idea of getting fucked, then it's actually really selfish of me to be sitting on the sidelines out of fear.

I feel guilty, I really need to get out there and stop depriving all those guys out there the pleasure of sticking their cock in me!

Who /bambi sleep/ here?
I started listening to these files when they came out, whenever that was like circa 2015. I remember listening to a playlist almost every day for about three months, but then I got super busy with shit, had to move, got a gf, etc. so I stopped and kind of forgot about it.
The thing is, something just reminded me of it and it was such a weird realisation to remember it. I'm about 90% sure it was a very important to me during those three months since I'd listen to it so often, but I only have very vague memories of it. Even remembering the fact that it existed was like I just unlocked some previously unknown vault in my memory.
I have more memories of the site's layout and the description, FAQ, etc. than of the actual files. I used to be really into audio hypnos back then and I remember the other ones a lot better even if I only listened to them once or twice.
I know the whole deal of the series is that you go to trance and then just come to with loss of time, and no memories but with some "permanent" changes to your psyche. But I've probably listened to it more and more rigorously than the average person, and yet it didn't really affect my personality. I've had sissy and gay fantasies for years and years before it and I don't think it made them any worse (still haven't acted on any of them).
I'm not really going anywhere with this, I just think it's pretty interesting and hot, and I'm interested in what other robots think or what kind of experiences they've had.
Oh and about all the word salad reviews on reddit ranting about how it ruins your life and is "real" mkultra hypnosis - I would take those with a grain of salt. I've read many of them and they all read like shitty fanfics that the posters made up to convince themselves how strong it is, because they get off to that.
One poster in particular turned out to be a schizophrenic who was taking insane amounts of xan and abused adderral for years before that.

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I have a girly butt and a pretty big dick if that's what you like.

Only if i get to be the green fella

Tfw noone under my desk sucking me off

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It boggles my mind that in the current year with all the available porn showing off the absolute ecstasy of being fucked, there are still guys who would rather self insert as a cock with a faceless, halfway cut off body. Than the perfect smooth boy, clearly being on cloud 9. Giving anal isn't even that good, it's not as tight beyond the asshole as a vagina is. It depends on the person for sure, but the average vagina grips onto your dick way better than the average anus.
What do you even get out of it? A normal ejaculation on the same level as jacking off? The weakest, tamest little psychological kick of having fucked a cute boy? I rarely even jack off anymore because normal orgasms are so stale and boring.
And where's the mental aspect of it? There's no rush in topping, you're not doing anything too crazy, nothing that makes you feel like you're giving in to an urge that gets the better of you and triumphs over the arbitrary morals imposed upon you by society, which you have internalized to the point where going against them is the sweetest forbidden fruit. Nothing of that sort.
I'll never understand tops. I feel bad for them because we boysluts keep scamming them into fucking us and giving us waves heavenly ecstatic pleasure while they get mere drops of it.

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sshhhhh don't tell them!