BPD thread

BPD thread.
Being alone is horrid.

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I'm not surprised everyone leaves.
I can't seem to change.

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How can I get better when everything around me is getting worse? Is everything around me actually getting worse or am I just thinking catastrophically because of past trauma?

Borderline Borderline

Get dabbed on. UH!

Debt companies calling my phone, I ain't got shit so they need to ask no mo. Told them to kill to kill themselves, free speech so they can't sue me and if they do. I'll call my doctor. *drops mic*

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Is there anything that people with BPD could explain about their experiences that could be a good indicator for a person who thinks they might have it? Not a typical symptom list thing because it's easy to rationalize having it when the descriptions are pretty broad, but something that only a person with BPD could articulate?

I can't say for sure, but everything for me is getting worse. Suicide is something I can postpone day after day, but I feel like it's something I should have done years ago.

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I love all you glorious damaged people
I'll never leave you i just did haha

It's just words on paper. It's not like it is somehow on your body. So this question is stupid.

Yeah, I have so much student debt, and then I hospitalize myself because I get suicidal over it and a week later I get a giant bill in the mail for the hospitilization.

I think it's better to ask a psychiatrist/psychologist.
But for myself, I've been abandoned by people over and over because of things I did to numb the fear of abandonment, including self injury and egregious drug abuse and desperate attempts to find more sources of affection. Those aren't the only reasons I've been abandoned, but clearly they don't help the situation, and I just can't fucking help it.
I don't always get diagnosed BPD, but I think that's entirely because I'm a guy, and I don't always start a psychiatrist with full information (mainly because I want benzodiazepines for all this fucking anxiety, and they don't want to give them to me).