im going to kill myself tomorrow. ask me anything
Suicide
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
see you in valhalla bro
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Good luck brother
Dont puss out
Valhalla is for men, not weaklings that take the coward's way out
i wont. i did before, about a year ago from today. i will not fail this time
whatever dude I know you've been there and seen Odin with his chads too.
Before you go, try prostituting yourself out. You have nothing to live for, so why not try to make some money on your way out?
Are you gona leave a note?
Why don't you do something interesting with your life? Like, try packing all your shit and leaving town right now, start life anew 2 states over. Doing that revitalized my will to live
Also what's this art from?
no, i dont think that highly of myself
no
ive done plenty of impulsive stuff like that. im not made for this world
ok but what's the art from though
and seriously try to stick it through, you're wasting a gift you only get once over some impermanent life circumstances
>Doing that revitalized my will to live
You weren't very depressed
don't worry user I used to draw as an hobby too (pencil only, im shit on PC). I realized I can't make a job out of it , gonna of myself too in 2 years.
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Are you actually being for real?
Why are you doing it? How are you doing it?
i do not know, i found the picture here o. Jow Forums, in a drug thread on this board. sorry. try reverse image searching.
good luck
yes
>why
difficult to answer. my physical and mental health have been deteriorating for a while now. i dont want to be alive anymore, i just dont like what life is. i have tried all sorts of drastic measures at recitfiying these issues but in the end i still only want off this ride. i know its selfish.
>how
i will go sell my guitars for cash, and then i will buy a rifle with that money. ill bag all my stuff up, leave whatever money is leftover to cover some of my rent, and then i will go to a predetermined location to blast my brains out. on second thought i will leave a small note for my family, telling them i love them and am sorry for causing them trouble
Please don't friend.
I used to have suicidal feelings but now I'm immensely glad I never kill myself.
Have you tried talking your feelings out with a professional?
I've come to the conclusion that suicide is inevitable for me as well. How do you plan on leaving?
Please don't. It's not so bad. It will all be better someday
why is this board so reddit?
"don't do it, continue to suffer"
"just find new ways to be in denial"
Those are what making living enjoyable.
Take care of yourself op. Enjoy your last day, we'll think of ya. And if you change your mind you are welcome back anytime.
Because it is possible to find meaning in this world and alleviate suffering while on this Earth friend. So if you're from my perspective and you see other anons who you feel were in similar shoes, you want to spread the word that life truly does get better,
the art is a schizophreniacs self portrait
user..just leave, you know literally nothing about OP and for all we know they could be beaten daily and the only time they don't suffer mental or physical abuse is when they get to sleep and is force fed garbage as to force them to stay alive so they can keep taking out their anger on them
It could be that user is about to become a vegetable in a hospital bed, you literally do not know.. SO DON'T COME HERE WITH YOUR SELF ENTITLED "FEEL GOOD" WORDS SO YOU LATER CAN SAY YOU TRIED TO STOP THEM AND COLLECT YOUR NORMIE POINTS
If user is suffering by someone elses hand you're literally worse then those whom are inflicting it on them because your words are poison and your false hope strings them along for a few more days before they feel twice as bad.
Just FUCKING LEAVE
there are to many of those faggots that like to troll or think they can be heroes to save someone here.
but seriously trolling suicidal people with ''don't do it user'' are the worst type of people I can think.
not even firemen can save everyone or police or fucking fbi, and those faggots think they can do something to save them? let them say goodbye for fuck sake and compliment him for finally knowing the best decision for him maybe.
>user posts in the thread that he does not seek highly of himself
>user posts a picture from a drug thread
>user posts he has the strength to sell his guitars
If I had to guess this user has looked for answers and is in a terrible hell but probably isn't getting physically tortured daily. I get your point user but I promise you friend, people care about others outside of selfish reasons.
no one is ever even going to know if this guy kills himself or if the dude ur replying to did anything to stop him. believe it or not, some people just genuinely find the thought of someone killing themselves sad and want them to live
It's not about normie points friend.
The world can seem cruel and I understand how you think my post was virtue signaling but I promise you it's possible to care for someone and have good intentions.
literally watch tons of suicide gore videos and I'll promise you will change ur positive attitude about life.
>life truly does get better
What a lameass joke.
I understand the point you are trying to make. I've seen horrendous videos user. I know how awful the world can seem friend but I'm trying to tell you their is good in this world. It might seem bleak now but your judgement is impaired. You may have awful circumstances, you may have been wronged in the past. I promise you it can get better friend.
litterally just stole it from the wikipedia article on schizophrenia
dont ask how i know
Real human bean and a real hero
Commente originale vamos
Gracias senor esqueleto
Schizo OP, I saw your thread on Jow Forums the other day, how is it going buddy?
you will be forgotten after about 1 month. If you are lucky you'll get a facebook e memorial page and maybe some roastie cousins of yours will wear a shirt with your name on it. We're robots, even in death we are meaningless. Take the black pill and just sulk in your own rath till you can't handle it anymore
cmon OP, don't do it. I'm here for you if you need it man.