>26 khhv >phimosis and ipersensitivity which caused a literal sexual trauma >not interacted properly with the opposite sex since high school >chad-faced but 5'5 manlet and severe social anxiety >wear special shoes to feel more at ease with others but this has damaged my knees >kidneys sindrome since 3, I take pills every twelve hours >formerly a vanilla type but developed porn addiction since 18 as a form of escapism >very tomboysh lesbian sister once confessed to you she "feels like a trans" and you hope she will not transition in the future >she forced you and parents to live with her jobless girlfriend for 8 years to this day >music student in a country of traditionalist ignorant people >talented artist and musician but no sight of a concrete future >living in isolation and solitude in my room, never going out except for uni classes and exams lately >beautiful parents who were initially creative (both a guitarist and a painter) get depressed and don't want to do anything more >contemplating each day suicide as an obvious exit >only real thing that keeps me going on is music and art
For starters I would stop posting this shit week in week out
William Morris
At least you have music to escape to, something you're good at. A lot of people, including me, can't say that for themselves. I have no talents, no redeeming qualities whatsoever. Cling to your art. Post your music on jewtube or whatever to get that rush when someone compliments you to make you feel better and if you're as good as you claim to be, you will eventually find your way in a band or orchestra to pay the bills.
Joshua Turner
There are dumb threads which get posted frenetically each day.
Colton Sanchez
This, OP. You've got something a lot of us robots can't have. Do something with it.
Anthony Russell
Music is the reason of my life but also my curse, at this point I think how different my life would be If never got into music at all and followed an easier, more secure and socially fulfilled path. Living as a musician in the current age is almost equivalent of being an outcast, especially if you are a musician of the contemporary academic world like me. Maybe I was predestined to live this path since I couldn't live as a normal man, but I cannot escape everything with music, not anymore, I need something else, and someone.
Blake Cruz
That's whiny hippie bullshit and you know it. I know plenty of irl people who know as much as to rhythmically slap a bongo and make a living off it. What instrument do you play? Where did you get taught?
Julian Brown
You're just looking for excuses, user. Kurt Cobain was a Chad-faced manlet with scolliosis, chronic stomachaches, bi-polar disorder, depression, body dysmorphia, Crohn's, chronic laryngitis who dropped out of high school and had nobody to depend on (aside from Tracy for literally 1 year before he had to take up a job as a janitor) and came from bumfuck nowhere drug infected Aberdeen without any future in sight. And is still remembered as one of the most iconic and talented people to ever live nowadays.
If you're actually as talented as you say, you would have already made it.
>phimosis
Literally just pull your foreskin back as much as you. For fuck's sake that's not even a legit medical condition, go to any doc and he'll give you some lube that you have to put on there while you pull your foreskin back and it'll be resolved in a few months.
also Cobain died at 27. So don't come with an "I'm not at my peak age" yet excuse that I hear from so many wannabe artfags.
Adam Parker
I'm an electronic composer, not an ordinary instrument player. Still those people you're talking about have probably a better functioning normal life than me, I also know lots of digeridoo and street can percussionists who manage to go on with their girlfriends as well. I have burdens which impede me to live peacefully despite my talent in music.
Angel Rogers
>phimosis >cute face and short >health problems >insecure artist You sound like my ideal irl shota bf. I want one to pamper and sexually bully. Too bad I'm a chicken myself.
Your only problem is that you're a whiny faggot who keeps using his not existing talent and barely passing as actual condition medical issues as an excuse.
Nicholas Wright
Go to church, have a private talk with the priest after.
Parker Gutierrez
>if you don't become a popstar at 27 you have not talent
Your argument and your paragon is utterly stupid and it shows your musical superficiality. You don't even know my musical field, which is not entertainment, pop music is.
Seems like you're projecting the fact you actually never had any talent and you can't accept that someone has it.
Also you don't know how delicate my medical condition is and you can't understand it because you're fortunate. I managed to stretch my phimosis through the years but still I cannot have any sexual intercourse because I experience intense pain due to ipersensitivity.
Easton Brooks
Are you legitimately retarded? Talented people are successful. You're literally nothing. If you were genuinely talented none of the other shit would matter.
>popstar at 27 Nigga he worked his ass off since he was 16 and had it far worse than you do.
Also, please for god's sake stop that way of articulating yourself. I know you think you're really smart, but you're not. Come back when you have something to show for yourself. You won't even post your music for fuck's sake, is that how secure you feel about your "talent"?
Camden Sanders
You sound like a real narcissist.
William Taylor
Yeah that guy sounds insufferable. >I'm so talented guys that's why I don't show any proof BECAUSE YOU WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND HOW GREAT I AM >pity me for my fixable medical condition if I'd bother going to fucking urologist
Asher Miller
wow, your parents really rolled two gutter balls huh?
David Gonzalez
>a painter I haven't met a painter in my life that wasn't a bit of crazy I mean don't blame yourself your parents combo was destined to make a disaster from the start
Dominic Bennett
>kurt cobain >talented >not just another industry plant
Listen to more music retard, your idol was a hack.
Cobain was also a coward that killed himself for "muh depression" and failed at anything outside influencing a teenage genre listened by literal teenagers. No one listens seriously to Nirvana and grunge post 20.
Leo Sanders
He wasn't an industry plant you absolute retard. He started with Fecal Matter, then dropped Bleach with Nirvana, and THEN Nevermind. He had decent looks + used simplicity to his advantage.
youtube.com/watch?v=tqHlYi4V9QM Must suck to know nothing about him. I bet you think Layne Staley was an industry plant too.
talent in art does not ensure you success in life, history is full of talented men who lived miserable lives, our society is not inclined towards art or music if these are not realized for the consume
It's simple, I don't want to reveal myself here, I could post a link to my music and my art but this means revealing my persona, and I think you're intelligent enough to understand what is reservedness on the internet.
Evan Russell
>>health problems Kidneys are not correlated with the heart you dumb fuck
Jack Nelson
>thinking there is a peak age in music
If you have actual talent you have it for all your life.
Ryan Morales
My parents aren't artists by profession, my mother is a teacher and my father a technician. They were very passionate about art and music but this faded away completely with age and depression.
