I just realized that staying sad for months and screaming into the void isn't actually going to bring my ex back

>I'm not schizo or bipolar.
so then not only are you an attention whore, but a liar as well because you yourself have stated you have a similar mental illness(assuming that your the faggot that was sad about his boyfriend leaving and still had his jacket) so that means your word has no credibility, you are indeed scum and deserve to be euthanized

Why do you mean why? Because I don't have anyone else to talk to and this site has been my main form of social interaction for like 12 years.
Not a roastie.

Jow Forums have never been helpful to you, why do you keep asking for help when we do nothing but mock you.

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because the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over again and expecting a different result

I'm a liar for saying I'm not schizo or bipolar when I have a "similar" mental illness? What? I think I mentioned I have BPD in one of these threads before if that's what you mean.
I don't come here for help, I come here to vent. The mocking doesn't bother me, I have pretty thick skin when it comes to internet strangers.

>I'm a liar for saying I'm not schizo or bipolar when I have a "similar" mental illness?
>I think I mentioned I have BPD in one of these threads before if that's what you mean.
you must be legally retarded too

I guess just keep screaming into the void, there nothing else you can do.

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You don't really need friends, they are a bit of a meme, but its a way to cope.
Idk, my point still stands you need to figure out what you want in life, and not laze away.

nooooo
Senko!

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I think I might be retarded, because I'm genuinely confused.

I said I don't have bipolar disorder and that I'm not a schizo, both of these things are true, so why am I a liar?
Probably the plan I guess.

>he only penetrated me once or twice
why did this dude keep you around for so long and not even put his dick in you?

>I said I don't have bipolar disorder and that I'm not a schizo, both of these things are true, so why am I a liar?
because youre implying it as if you dont or have never admitted to having "x" mental illness i may not have stated your specific illness but dont play it off as if you dont have one
>Probably the plan I guess.
please dont for the love of whatever shitty creator there is, just neck yourself out of grief you annoying faggot

I gave him a blowjob like every day, we just didn't really do anal.
What if all I want is to laze away?

I don't think I was acting like I don't have one, I get called out for being BPD like every thread and I usually acknowledge it. Was just saying I'm not schizophrenic or bipolar as those both seemed like really random things to call me.

>I'm not schizophrenic or bipolar as those both seemed like really random things to call me.
i was just assuming as i dont go in depth into your shitty threads and skim over them, so i generalized, you literally cannot be this dumb put two and two together

>I gave him a blowjob every day
That's not how virginity works user, stop being a girl

If someone asks me if I'm schizophrenic, I just say no. I don't say no but I do have BPD because those two things are so far removed that I wouldn't even think to connect them.

If someone calls me bipolar I might correct them if I had said I'm BPD previously and some people get the abbreviations confused, otherwise why would I say more than just no?

You threw around specific mental illnesses like buzzwords having no idea what they mean as if they are just catch-all terms. Sorry user but you're the retarded one not me.
You aren't a virgin if you've done oral?

>You threw around specific mental illnesses like buzzwords having no idea what they mean as if they are just catch-all terms.
you literal fuckin retard, i just said i was generalizing and using blanket terms to connect them as i dont go in depth into your threads, you just reiterated my own point, so no sorry youre still the retard

Just take some solace in the fact that you're a normal person who is capable of forming a relationship with another human being.
As a 33 year old virgin, I can tell you that you should definitely not take that for granted.

The point I'm trying to make is that schizophrenia and bipolar are two specific mental illnesses, not just blanket terms you can use as generic insults. Just go with mentally ill next time.

>yes, because when im insulting someone im gonna make sure to check the specifics
wow you really are a retard

No, my point isn't to check the specifics, that's the exact opposite of my point. My point is use general terms like mentally ill so that you don't have to check the specifics. If you call a random person displaying no signs of schizophrenia a schizo it's more of a non-sequitur than it is an insult.

That said generalized insults from strangers aren't going to hurt anyone's feelings anyway as everyone is pretty desensitized to that sort of thing(especially on Jow Forums) so if that's your goal you probably should look for something specific to try to insult someone with otherwise you're just wasting your time, bumping my thread, and giving me an excuse to bump it again.
Despite lucking my way into a relationship I'm pretty far from "normal." Aside from meeting him, the only times I've left the house in the past 5 years are when I get dragged out to family gatherings on major holidays. I've never had friends irl and don't keep online friends anymore, I spend all of the day I'm not sleeping in my room on my computer.

ok so then try this out, leave you mentally fucked BPD faggot, you are not wanted here you retarded mood swinging queer. better :)

How'd you meet him then? You must have left the house to do that, even if you first conversed online. If you've left the house once, you can do it again.

I still hear her walking behind me sometimes. Or I shift my weight in bed and reach for her.

10 years. 10 years are gone.

Our brains get addicted to our routines. The only way I'm alive is that I've completely firebombed my old life and created a new one. You don't hang out in bars when you don't want to drink. You'll go crazy. You're going to have to find some kind of support group and/or hobbies to keep you occupied enough to override your old routines and start forming new ones.

I've found a lot of comfort in local card/tabletop game groups and things of that nature. It forces me to interact with other people in an environment where I have to think and distract myself from the memories. I've also met a few solid friends this way.

Take a new job, location, or opportunity that lets you escape her memory so that your mind can heal and see your past situation for what it probably was- not good for you. You have to realize that even if it was your fault, you are damaged and your trust is damaged and if she ever comes back, your trust will have to be rebuilt just as much as hers. Give yourself space to heal so you can look objectively on the past instead of your current state which is withdrawal from a deep bond.

For starters stop being such a feminine looser. You using a female reaction image shows that you have the ability to identify yourself with a female. You need to raise your testosterone. Consume lots of vitamin C, D and Zinc to stay afloat and start lifting weights.

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You aren't a virgin if you've had dicks in your holes. This is like the church girls saying they're virgins while taking it up the ass.

if you really do wanna laze away then do it.
no one's stopping you from ending it, you shouldn't but no one's stopping you.

GET ANOTHER BOYFRIEND ALREADY, FOR FUCK'S SAKE.

It's better, but definitely comes off as trying too hard. Keep practicing user, I believe in you.
He was posting on this board. I only left the house because he paid for a cab to take me to the airport. I can't really go anywhere on my own because I can't drive and my house is really far away from anything.
How long have you been broken up for? Card games are pretty great, maybe I'l get into magic again. I used to play in high school and going to tournaments was one of the few times in my life I didn't feel like a total loser.
You posting "ironic" pepe image macros shows that you started browsing this site after 2014 and are probably underage. Either way I have no interest in getting buff and have no idea how that would solve my problems.
I know anal makes you not a virgin, but didn't think oral does. Do handjobs make you not a virgin?
Already on it.
Just get another boyfriend already, like it's really that easy. Like anyone wants to deal with a hideous shut-in. Even if I managed to meet someone, they'd probably just use and discard me again. Thanks but I'll pass.

I can assume from this thread that you live in your parents house, right? How old are you? Do you intend to live with your parents forever?

I'm 23, and until I kill myself.

>Keep practicing user, I believe in you.
this actually made me chuckle, first time something good came out of your mentally unstable retarded bpd mouth, guess those mood swings really do make you switch up quick

>I've had tons of loads shot in/on my body for months and been penetrated in both holes but I'm a virgin
You're insulting the actual virgins here user

Have you ever had a job? That's generally what people do to be able to move out of their parents house.
I'm 33, and never been in a relationship, so at least you're doing better than me. You can become your own person, move out, and start your own life.

if you find out, let me know. gf just left me and im terrible at meeting people.

Magic arena is pretty great if you wanna get back in it.

We've been done for about a year now.

YES. MTG is great because you can wipe the floor with those nerds and know that you're probably not the most disgusting person in the room. Good ego boost to win games, flirt and play edh with the one (crosseyed but cute) girl there, and be reminded that deodorant exists for a reason.

Pokemon GO groups are nice too because it literally forces you to physically walk around town with groups of people you might have been too afraid to talk to and probably never would have hung out with. I've met some of the best and worst here, but it feels good to take down big pokemon with a group. It's basically using video games to trick your body into moving more than just from the bed to the toilet. When you're this broken, you need it.

If you hate yourself and others, dungeons and dragons is a great way to make a terrible character and make a group of 8 autists hate you for hours at a time. I'm also a sadist, so there's something great about undermining a dungeon master and my teammates for hours to get what I want. I can literally be evil, says right there in the rule book. You all have to just watch and hope my rolls are bad.

I hate people so I have to hang out with other people who hate people so we can collectively, angrily get our social needs met without feeling any pressure to be normal.

The main thing I I liked about mtg was the social interaction.
I worked in a factory for a bit but it was too hard and I got fired in a month.
People sill play pokemon go?

fuck off no one gives a shit
especially after you keep reposting this stupid shit

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I just hide the threads and go on with my day. lel

We've been over this everyday for well over a week
A suicide live stream is your only option

Based squidposter

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I think it's been 3 months.

When I kill myself it won't be streamed, I hate you fuckers why would I want to entertain you?

Are there any ongoing issues of you taking HRT and stopping/any lasting effects?
Should probably talk to a doctor if there are.

>Where am I supposed to go here.
Stop being homosexual. Unironically start going to church.
If you really did some degenerate shit just because your ex was the only person 'nice' to you, I think the degeneracy was more a symptom and not the real cause

>friends are a scam
If you had a best friend he or she could have kept you away from your ex.