Jow Forums feels pub thread

Jow Forums feels pub thread
the usual bartender seems to be taking a break off work so i tought i would fill in

the bar official radio (open to suggestions):xvipub.Caster.fm/

today was quite a really shit day so im opening early

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im updating the radio library so it will be up in a bit

Why was it shit user?

What's wrong user? I'll have a water please, keep the change

i was basically forced to go to a wedding, reminded me of how fucking lonely i am and all that love envy stuff.
i had to be around so many people for several hours, extremely stressful, i got home and my friends and crush are still ghosting me, depression is getting to me and i feel closer to the abyss

here,with ice, whats up?

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I know how that feels user, I'm avoiding weddings left and right. They start noticing that I'm always alone.
My friends did not call me for a get together yesterday, but it's fine. People are usually not ghosting you, they just have other things on their mind. Try not to overthink it.

it was a family event, i wouldnt have gone if it wasnt, people would bother me for so damn long.
i know they are sadly.

What happened that made them ghost you?
I have paranoias like this regularly, and they always turn out to be my imagination.

meh, im just a sad and boring person, i guess people get tired of me being under the weather and not being entertaining at all.
as for my crush, shes hanging out with some guy....

A girl asked me if I'd been noticing the hints she's been dropping for weeks. (I did)

She was attractive but I'm too scared of a relationship right now. We're still texting and she wants to meet up again soon.

I feel terrible because I've litterally never been asked out and it feels like being presented with an opportunity on a silver platter and just slam dunking it to the ground. But I really don't want a relationship right now and I'm too beta for one night stands.

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why are you afraid of the relationship?
anything to drink?
i know the feeling you described

I don't think that's true user. You're imagining too much, if you've been drinking yesterday that might be the reason.
As to your crush, that just happens. Biggest Chads in history had to go through this, there is no cure for oneitis.

i dont drink.

i've been told that by them directly

In that case you should just change friends.
Find people that do things that make you entertaining, there must be something that you like.

>High probability she's going to move away in 2 months.
>Neither me nor her have their own place right now.
>General anxiety and useless SSRIs

Jack on the rocks, lots of rocks pls

here, that sucks,i she moving alone?

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i dont know, i get burned out easily, im thinking of fucking off from discord, telling my crush i like her and isolating myself from social media and the internet in general

That is not a bad idea, getting a break from constant interaction could be good for you.

how get radio to work

Can I get an old fashioned please?

I've got oneitis bad friends, the girl I went out with back in September started talking to me again a few months back, every day she would message me first. Eventually came the day where I decided it was time to do something, I told her I enjoyed talking to her and would like to meet up sometime, she opened my message and hasn't talked to me since. this was 3 weeks ago and I still can't move on, it wasn't even this bad the first time, I don't know why I can't get over this.

Also do u card

the radio library is still updating, wait a moment

Ok thank you buddy
Can I have a whisky
Also i left my id in the car i swear im 21

why do you think shes ignoring you, maybe shes anxious about it?

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don't worry, this is an european bar
here, whats up?

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what sorry, do you mean like play cards?

yeah, just deleting my accounts and leave all that shit behind

Beer, please. Whatever you think is best.
Rpg user here. My dad says he called the cleaning services.
Sorry to see you're not having a great time in life. I hope things get better.

dont worry, when will they be there?

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Hey thanks man
Graduating highschool a year behind caus I spent 6 months on an adolescent psych unit. Going to a decent state school per my parents directions despite getting into some good schools in DC(All the schools I applied to suck though, full of roasties and retards and shit for actual education)
I wanna be a doctor but I also wanna be a marine grunt. Idk what to do caus my senpai wants me to be a doc but I dont really wanna go to college.

Also i meant ID card lmao im a burger
^meant senpai not senpai wtf

^family what the actual fuck does f/a/m get autochanged to senpai? why?

a while back I hinted at going out together and she quickly changed the subject, this time was different though, she read the message and never answered, nothing at all, no funny messages about her favourite show, no wacky stories about her friends, nothing at all, god I miss talking to her so much.

>user discovering wordfilters.
Also, is it true that burger bars check your ID at the entrance, or is it just a movie trope?

nah dw. i dont really care

i'd say if you can sustain your life as a marine grunt go for it

If i may chime in, the only cure for oneitis I know works is time. I had for a girl for about 4 years, but one day i woke up and didnt feel any longer.

A lot has changed for me in the last 3 years (moved out, got a 50+k/year job, have money saved). I even had a gf for last summer. But in the last few months I've felt more hopeless than ever before. Since I've moved out I've also been drinking more than ever.
The only chance I have to meet girls is online and that's making me feel even worse.

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We got interrupted when my mom came home. But soon, I hope.

that really sucks, same boat, except she only tells me about her crush on this fucking asshole and how going out with him is great.
fuck this

at least you got a decent job, what do you think is making you feel hopeless?

I worry about them digging through my mental health record. I tried to off myself 4 times and spent 3 days in the ICU for an OD on stimulants. Idk how theyll react to that. Ive heard stuff about accepting fucked up ppl into SEALs and shit but on theyre site they say they say past suicide attempts are disqualifying. I think I need to talk to recruit HQ, but i have no idea how to do that

here, 18006274637 should be the right number

The pay is decent but it's a go-nowhere government job. The >nogf feels are starting to hurt the most, I'm 27 and gf's are few and far in between. My social circle isn't huge and my friends are bigger losers than I am.
I've paid for sex with more escorts than I've had with "real" girls.
I go out and see all the fucking happy couples and want to die, I just can't fathom how easily it comes to some people. I feel like I'm defective.

you seem to still have hope, id suggest to keep trying, if you had success a few times you can do it again

It's hard when my hobbies are guns, drinking and Jow Forums

how did you do it in the past?

ill take a pint of any kind of beer friend

Just not sure what do with life at the moment. Feels like im falling behind everyone else

whats making you think that, is everyone progressing while you are left behind?

here, sorry forgot the drink

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Well majority of people I know are working, good social life and have some idea of what they want in the future and its making me feel pretty damn lonely and jealous in some ways. For the past 5 months I havent worked due to work being impossible to find and my social skills are weak as hell

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You guys are all cancer for me and for the world, why don't you just kys ?

i can understand, the feeling goes away agter a bit, gets just lonely.

uh sorry sir, the place where people who wear mesh shirts is 2 blocks down the road, i think you meant to go there, no reason being mad for entering the wrong place

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and to reply to you seriously, i've been thinking of doing it for so damn long, cant find the courage though