What do I do if god constantly attacks me and strikes me down...

what do I do if god constantly attacks me and strikes me down? I am literally one of the nicest people ever I cant even hurt or do anything mean to anyone. like if I have the chance to do something mean to someone to gain something I want or anything like that I just say no....ill resist my urges its not right something will work out ill get some sort of reward from karma or just keep truckin on until good things happen.

NOPE. god likes HAHAHAHAHAHA FAGGOT FUCK!!!!! strikes me down. lightning bolt after lightning bolt. still dont do anything. I just dont want it in me to be fucking mean. I cant take advantage of women, I hate to see people suffering, even people who treat me like shit I still just act like FUCKING buddha and im like no I wont get angry or get even with people I will just be nice something will work.

nope once again. god calls me a faggot. laughs. destroys my life. destroys everything. makes my life even worse. makes my life even more hopeless. I like am like fucking ghandi I just kinda smoke weed and im all peaceful and shit I dont really do anything to anyone I dont really do anything degenerate. doesn't matter. god comes after me

god has taken everything. god destroys everything. I even tried being Christian or whatever. just got worse. god attacked me more. god made my life even worse. everything around me is hell. everything is my own personal hell. and god just follows me around making it worse and taking more away from me

I am literally one of the kindest most humblest people I know. I literally just wanted to settle down with a cutie and live a quiet humble life...nope. god laughs and takes it away.

I fucking hate god. I FUCKING hate god.

Attached: poster,210x230,f8f8f8-pad,210x230,f8f8f8.lite-1.jpg (210x230, 8K)

It's not God striking you down, but instead other people. The solution is to stop going outside.

"god strikes me down" is too vague.
what's the actual real world issue? A girl dumped you? You have cancer? You lose your job? You're that one user bitching about being black in a small town? What's the issue here that's not "god" ?

you just made this post you underage redditor lmfao

it's not god attacking you, it's something else
come back when you're 18

>like if I have the chance to do something mean to someone to gain something I want or anything like that I just say no....ill resist my urges
wtf is this person a psychopath? that should your default mindset. you shouldnt have to resist urges or even consider it in the first place

its like a psychopath vegan who watches animal cruelty videos to remind themselves not to eat animal products

Attached: Screenshot from 2019-05-13 23-44-16.png (344x394, 162K)

I am a vegan. I use cruelty free products. I rescued an abandoned cat on my porch and nursed im back to health,. I used to help people that were left out on the streets with nowhere to go and help them out

what the fuck did I get.

ptsd. disease. nightmares. trapped in my own personal hell. never go on vacation. never go to Disneyland or the beach or anywhere fun or cool that the rest of the world gets. just trapped out in some cold isolating woods with a bunch of fucking angry psychopath freaks all day. FUCK GOD. I have done everything right I was fucked by god for being a nice person. I just got fucked out of life. cheated out of everything. god ripped away everything as soon as I had a chance at winning

I lost my entire life out to a small town because god came after me. god came after me because I am a nice person and god is evil

true af man.

bro...theres not even a single person around me and thats the problem. its not other people dude there is literally an all powerful being following me around making my life hell. literally not one other explanation exists

damn bro shit sucks maybe you should pull an nbk (not a fed btw trust me)

God wants you to stop smoking weed. I know, as for I am one of his angels.

Keep to yourself and no one will be there to fuck you

>Vidya and porn
>headphones in public
Even if theres no music playing

Attached: 54C4F3C7-E1ED-485C-9A15-DAA858FFF549.jpg (308x164, 13K)

>there is literally an all powerful being following me around making my life hell. literally not one other explanation exists

You're a moron and you make bad decisions. There's your fucking explanation. Occam's razor, bitch.

i made the exact same thread op 2 days ago op.

im now fighting back. how far can it go?
im numb now

it's karma for scamming people and doing drugs you retarded nigger

people do worse man and have good lives

What the fuck are you on about? There is no god... And who cares about your morality... Fuck you life is hard life is fucked... The only problem you have is YOU..

I have no way to fix my shit life tho and its hell

If it was Hell God wouldn't be able to fuck with you. Hell is the one place God has no presence or power. And guess where people who commit suicide go according to the bible? Do you see where I'm going with this?

I'm counting the days before smalltown guy shoots up a fucking school or something I'm telling u guys he's gonna do something drastic I hope the FBI agent assignmned to r9k is watching this guy closely

Attached: 1545980533046.jpg (1081x995, 314K)

When will you realize if god wanted you to be a good person he'd reward you for it?
God's evil you fucking idiot.

oh yeah I know that dude. NOW. but I wasn't a good person for a reward. I just did it hoping I would make friends and I feel sorry for animals and I like them and dont like how animals are enslaved and tortured (like me)

yes god is evil. very evil,