they are a whore
Have a mental breakdown earlier this week
>The only thing I know how to do is use my body.
Why don't you use it the way women have been want to do since time immemorial: being a traditional wife?
I don't think OP's family would be proud of him for prostituting himself
>imaslut.jpg
Oh nvm
I'm a pole dancer.
If you expect me to be able to have the emotional stability and capacity to be a wife you're expecting way too much of me.
>him
Regardless my brother has essentially cut me out of his life because of it.
>If you expect me to be able to have the emotional stability and capacity to be a wife
No sane man expects manly stoicism of a woman. That's why so many women have BPD; they are women, like any other woman, only more so.
>my brother has essentially cut me out of his life because of it.
Can you blame him? I'm sure he would welcome you back if you were repentant like as a prodigal daughter.
savings account
you are not going to be young forever.
>poldancing
What is this the 1980's? Get a twitch and get partnered by the next day you dumb s-sis
I know, I know. I have plenty of time though.
Well I'm good at it, plus doing it all in person suits me more. I don't think trying to be an egirl is something I could do all that well.
>Regardless my brother has essentially cut me out of his life because of it.
At least your brother is not trash like you. And he did the right thing.
I know that feel, Adderall and other of the same type did wonders. They made me stop giving a fuck about anxiety and I became a lot more focused on my work, try it lad, SSRIs aren't a joke