Sum up your life in 4 greentext lines

>was abused and neglected as a child
>incapable of feeling happiness or love
>everyone around me is happy and in relationships
>i could cry it hurts so much

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>6'6" white blue eyes with 7/10 face
>cursed with autism
>haven't had a friend or a girlfriend in three years now
>stuck here until i get my driver's license

>cant socialize
>try to talk with women
>they talk with me for a while then they play with me and always reject me in the worst possible way
>i still go after whores

>actual genius
>too stupid to get life together
>at least I'm not a virgin
>can't think of a good fourth line

>>can't think of a good fourth line
Some genius lol.

>fail
>fail
>finally something good happens, fuck it up
>fail

>Jow Forums engineer
>earning $100k year at 25
>pretty content with life until yesterday when i lost $30k on a bad trade
>still hugless/kissless/virgin

>mom was abused her childhood so she treated me perfect so I could have a good childhood
>Become extremely lazy because I've been handed everything and allowed to do anything
>Dropped out of school cuz im so lazy
>Stuck with this mindset while trying to become independent

>born into ghetto, the few friends i have are criminals or just scum in general
>anything productive i pursue bores me after a few weeks or months, if i even last that long
>have no impulse to meet new people at all, virgin at 21 but actually don't care
>really good at music but no one cares
place bets on me living to 30

>blessed with good looks
>cursed with depression and anxiety
>contemplating suicide
>might be repressed gay

>mediocrity
>awakening
>drive
>fulfillment

>(intentionally?) make some bad decisions
>pick myself back up
>do it again
>fuck this time went too far

There's still time, just try again and again until you either die or get it right. We believe in you!

Details right now m8

>be me
>be me
>be me
>be me
You can't sum something up until it is over, especially as something with as many variables as life!

dad rapes me and sells me to neighboorhood pedos. Dad moves away pedos have their easy target. Get raped for my entire childhood. Repress memories of all events up until mid twenties. Recover my memories, and attempting to put my soul back together.

>can barely act somewhat normal by not really doing anything
>i always point out incorrect spelling
>absolutely have to know and be better than the rest, otherwise its ''boring''
>i literally have to stop myself from buying a nazi uniform and reenact pic related while swiping in alabama

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>already know im fucked
>as soon as something good happens or is about to happen something goes horribly wrong
>get even worse
>repeat

>be me
>don't want to do something
>don't do it
>shit I should've done it.

>bright eyed kid ready to explore the world
>feel hopelessness and despair
>start wanting to die
>fixate on death and think about it everyday

>procrastinate major life decision
>wing it out of desperation
>everything goes my way by sheer luck
>repeat

>sleep bad
>go to the gym
>parents want me to go outside
>went to the gym already so I stay inside

Not a day goes by that I cannot think of death and how everyone is gonna die (including me) and there is no afterlife.

>autistic
>confusion
>futility
>despair

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>wake up
>sad
> cry
>sleep

damn I know how that shit feel

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>be born, successfully avoid abortion
>be born in shit burgerland state
>fail to do anything correctly other than accidentally scam people of sympathy
>still consider why I didn't just kill myself in womb and avoid life entirely

>told I'm good at things
>never really practice said things
>play vidya/watch anime/dick around/ chill with friends instead
>heavily stress about my future and my ability to do said things.

Shit man, that can be me sometimes. Gets me wondering if life is as hard as everyone says.

>mentally ill
>stalker
>ill blow my fucking brains out if you cheat on me
>hungry

Based positivity

>young and full of potential like an angel
>beat and spit on for years, psychological torture
>mom divorces and takes care of me into my 20s
>im content with a pc and food, every day i fantasize of killing my family because of mediocrity

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Fuck it I'm going to drink as much as I can tonight. I'm numb and can't feel anything.

>Get a lucky streak going
>Get too comfortable, fuck up
>Go through a period of total ass luck
>Get another lucky streak going
Goddamn why is it so hard to keep going steadily and not eventually fuck up

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>Doubt myself
>Get validation
>Doubt the validation
>Repeat

>be me
>exist
>do nothing
>sad

>i smell bad
>i am almost handicapped
>i am socially awkward yet try to aocialize
>i have the intellectual capacity to be kire than a janitor yet my smell won't allow it .
>

>autism and schizo shit
>school sucks because I never follow commands
>had a single gamer friend who introduced me to japanese cartoons
>watch anime in my basement alone now

>Planning to self improve
>doing only 1/4 of planned, other 3/4 of planned wasting on vidya and anime
>Oh well, I'll do it tomorrow
>Repeat

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> be asshole kid
> traumatic childhood event
> become the nicest kid in the world
> dead inside for the past 10-12 years

>shes married
>I need her to stop thinking about the other one
>the other one is just a cock tease i just want a one night stand with
>still cant stop thinking about her

WTF is going on?

>I spend all day on the catalog
>As I have been doing since I was still underage
>No social circle, no group of friends
>No escape

>feel like no one cares about me
>everything starts to go wrong
>try to be happy
>fail

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>Morbidly obese
>Retarded
>Selfish
>Parasite

>everyone believes in me
>I don't
>I sit around
>I do nothing

>WTF is going on?
What do you expect from this clown world?

I need to go somewhere else before one of us gets hurt.

melodrama

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>good at stem unifag
>prefer music/art
>slowly lose interest in stem
>waste life on r9k instead

>Australian fag
>Low self-confidence for all my life
>Feels like shit, look like shit
>Can't talk to people because scared of them and I don't trust people

>have a lot of opportunities
>people actually encourage me
>achieve things
>end up quitting everything over one hurdle

Same. My low self-esteem is just gonna end me. Suffering anxiety and depression over dumb shit

talk to spiders in your toilet

>Born autistic
>26yo no social life and never had a gf
>Failed everything I started
>Was homeless now I'm living in a group house full of drug addicts until public housing comes my way

Yup.
And I don't know why I'm so self doubting.
Objectively I am pretty good. As long as I manage to get off my ass and do something.

Ach sheisse jetz geht es wieder los.

Everyone believes in me
Persistently prove them wrong
They won't give up
Translates to continually getting nagged to better myself

Oddly specific and precise apt description of myself as well
Are we a "type"?

>smile even if your heart is breaking
>Is it just me or is it getting crazier out there
>I used to think my life was a tragedy
>now I realize it's a comedy

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>bipolar
>Given up and total apathy, near suicidal
>Get manic episode and make plans to better myself and finally accomplish all the things
>Run out of steam suddenly after waking up one day and feeling worse than before; depressive state lasts longer and deeper than ever; mania/hypomania fewer and further between.... Losing hope that I'll ever balance out and be functional person, damn near suicidal again

>No friends.
>Alot of exams.
>Depressed af, and want to die.
>Repeat.

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>girl that had a crush on me moved in middle school
>best friend
>never recovered
>in a constant loop of mental purgatory

>daydream about doing something great
>yeah, I'll be that one day
>do nothing
>nothing happens

Fuck off bloomer

Are u taking your lithium user