Why do i have the desire to be a sissy slave?

To make my life easier, and help me start feeling emotions other than indifference towards everything

i wish i had the courage to meet up with people from here

Indeed, people who are into it can be either skinny and small femboys, who are like this partly because of their frame etc, and generally are less fierly into it than the other category, but of course can actually look good, and rather high t guys.
I'm into it and i'm definitely high t: tall, masc face, acnea, high sex drive etc etc.
Of course, that means i'll never partake in it. If I were cute I would.

That's a funny joke user, thanks.

Tap water. You're drinking the piss of women on birth control.

I could make you meet up, then give you a reward for being a good girl

im skinny and small

are you in america user?

Yea, u?

yes im in west coast

Wat state? If u dont mind my asking

golden one and u?

golden state and u?

u in SF? Too bad im NY, do u wanna talk on discord? Id still like to flirt and have someone to talk to

nope im not really into ldr

Watev, hope find wat u want

I'd rather drink straight from the source if I'm gonna get all fucked up by it. Seems unfair. Female piss taprooms when?

high sex drive is associated with high estro

>tfw in ny but not small and cute
REEEEEEE

You a masc guy that wants to be small nd cute im guessing

i'm fat and 5'10 and i'm into this and desu it's my only motivation to lose weight

Why do I have the desire to kill fucking degenerates like you?

Yeah sadly, tall masculine and nowhere near cute

Just be chad and pound the boipucci

I can force myself if I have to but that doesn't appeal to me at all. If I'm gonna do that I'd rather just be with a girl. At least I can dress her in cute things and stare jealously.

as if I could get anyone at all lmao

Low self esteem and porn addiction

baste & truepiled

Its amazing how ironic life is, shit man keep your head up nd dont an hero ull find solace one day

thanks I've already given up hope I'll be ok hope you find a cute femboy for yourself

The same effect is seen in post menopausal women so it might make sense.. would explain all the man faces.

I started watching porn when I was 10. 22 now. Of all the porn fetishes I have had, that have come and gone, shemale porn and sissy porn are the only ones to have stuck with me that I never get bored of. Even if I am watching straight porn, I picture myself as the woman. I started to watch shemale a and think this way since 13. What does this mean?

Bumping this gay ass thread

I've had a similar but opposite experience, I always see myself fucking the qt shemale. And I do mean shemale. Post op trannies are gross. I want someone who's 99% woman in looks but still has a dick. Never met one in real life. Convinced they must be unicorns. Eh.

youre demon posessed desu

but same

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My testosterone is extremely fucking high, I have a thundering voice, hair all over, huge muscles, big dick, good jawline, blablabla all that bullshit etc. and this is still my top fantasy.

I do both. Seeing myself as the shemale or fucking a shemale, it depends on how horny I am. Majority of the time I see myself as the shemale. I am a khv and have been thinking about seeing a tranny escort. Had my eye on pic related but I am scared of catching something

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Pretty much me. I've watched nearly exclusively shemale/trap/sissy porn since middle school. Straight porn and stuff still turns me on but I always think "it would be a waste to cum to something less exciting like this" and switch over to shemales.

Use a condom retard

Straight porn can still be good but it needs to amateur stuff. Usually the more disgusting the guy, the better I get off. Sleazy motel porn that involves fat or old guys or fat old guys cumming on a teen girl and using her as a toilet is my weakness. Unfortunately I have not been able to find any shemale or trap shit like that. Probably does not exist.
Yh but what do I do when she sucks my dick? Or should I skip that part. Plus what about when I suck her dick? You can still catch something.

Actual live in servant here. People really underestimate how much effort and dedication go into this kind of life style, and thats to say nothing of the mutual trust both parties need so they don't get hurt or taken advantage of.
Being a servant isn't just a lazy, do nothing position. Everyday you have chores to do, training to adhere to, and strict rules or punishments to abide by. And that's all on top of servicing your master's momentary whims and working your own job if you're smart.
It's not something undertaken by the lazy or those looking to get a cheap sexual thrill, it's for those who want to dedicate themselves to someone else completely.

oh hey user I remember seeing your posts months ago and being really jealous

cope harder low test faggots

It's been a while, but I still lurk around. We moved into a new place a couple months ago so that really ate away at my spare time.

Thought it might be a good idea to drop my two cents into the thread since most people who fantasize about this only desire the sexual gratification and have no clue about the reality of it.

>people who are into it can be either skinny and small femboys, who are like this partly because of their frame
this desu
if I wasn't already smol and cute I'd not be interested in crossdressing at all

>itt: diamonds

I wish I was low test honestly. I could actually partake in that fetish instead of just being jealous.

Because I would be a cute girl

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What you described made me hard

>Yh but what do I do when she sucks my dick? Or should I skip that part. Plus what about when I suck her dick? You can still catch something.
the risk of STDs from oral sex is lower than anal sex with a condom, there's not much to worry about there

It's not really as great as you fantasize it being. The reality is that 99% of the guys who are into this sort of thing are abusive creeps. Most are pretty blatant about it, but you'll still probably end up with someone who's a total piece of shit. Actual rape and actual abuse isn't really as fun as it is in your chinese cartoons. It's not hot, it just makes you feel small.

Even if you meet the rare guy into this who isn't a sick fuck, a fetish really isn't something you should base your entire life around. Once the excitement of living your fantasy wears off the relationship will probably fall apart when you two realize you have absolutely nothing in common with each other and aren't even very compatible.

At this point you've modified your body and made yourself dependent on someone who has no attachment or need for you. Best case scenario is that you're unhappy and bored in this relationship the rest of your life, what's more likely is that they leave you and you're fucked. The longer the relationship lasts the more fucked you are, I'm extremely grateful that mine was (relatively) short-lived.

If you really want this sort of thing, just find a nice bi guy you click with and odds are he will indulge you. It's way more fun with someone who genuinely loves you and you won't go to sleep feeling empty every night.

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