Hikkikomori of Jow Forums, explain why you are this way...

Incredibly close, I woke up today just before 4 and it's currently just after 6am. I'll go to bed in a couple hours. My entire day consists of Jow Forums, youtube, twitch, anime and video games. The only routine I have is that I vaguely get up and sleep at the same time every day but even then a month ago I was getting up and sleeping about 2 hours earlier. It's a very peaceful life

Do you use to take walks or leave your property at all in daily life?

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I hate nature and avoid going outside whenever possible. I have to get some groceries every few weeks though so I usually hit up the self checkout at walmart around 3am on a tuesday

Cool, my bro. Recently I've realized that being a NEET is a blessing. I have some friends that wagecuck and they don't have time for absolutely anything and I realize I can do whatever I want with my time and it feels pretty great.

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Still, being a hikki isn't that great. It's good to exercise and go out every single day desu.

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I've had to wagecuck on and off a bit over the past decade and while sometimes it can be ok, those are the times when it doesn't pay the bills. I have no reason or desire to live so I stopped trying and have been at peace since. Also I ruined my chances at a future a couple years ago so it's not really worth it even if I did suddenly discover some sort of passion. Also I've always hated exercise and getting sweaty and stuff but you do what works for you.

You've actually wagecucked before lmao? What was your job? Did you quit or were you fired?

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>You don't live in the Third World, do you?
In fugee overrun yurope which is in a way worse.
In most of the third world I could just gun troublemakers down and bribe the cops if I get caught, not much luck with either around here.

>that namefag
Idiot there's no point. I shant explain it.

>overrun yurope
come to Brazil if you don't like it there. What do you think of switching places?

Fuck off, you're a tripfag.

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No, but my parents were pretty unsupportive. They wanted the best for me but had no clue how to make that happen.

I think my life would improve tenfold if I had friends and a better relationship with my family. I don't think I'd have ever become NEET (or at least not stayed so for this long) if I had good social support from the start. Good people make you feel so alive.

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society doesnt want to have to put up with male autistics and i dont want their stares and judgement
its the easiest arrangement

I remember when I was a child, my mom would send me to my room as punishment and I didn't mind at all. I'd just spend the time drawing or fantasizing.

My theory is that broken families and specially single moms make kids become NEETs or hikkikomoris. Damn, fuck single moms.

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My mom was a paranoid whore who wouldn't let me leave the house without her. She is a controlling manipulative roastie and now I get so mad for what she's done to me that I literally call her a roastie and slap her lmao.

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I'm scared of other people and having failed what I set out to do 2 years in a row, I feel discouraged about trying uni again.

I was raised by a single mum who loved me until I grew up and started to look and behave in ways that reminded her of my dad, now she doesn't bother to fully hide her disgust. She hasn't hugged or displayed affection for me in around a decade and made sure I had no contact with my grandfather, uncle or father. She raised me 'well' but kept me to herself so I wouldn't be 'corrupted' or whatever. This meant that I had an absolutely blissful, fantastic childhood and then became crippled by anxiety and depression once I had to go to high school and experience the real world. I was also given far too much at a young age which meant I didn't appreciate the value of money or hard work. I was never taught to eat with a knife and fork, shake hands or tie a tie. I am naturally not bad looking and I don't have any real visible dysfunctions. I honestly believe if my dad hadn't left and I had been raised in a proper family unit with support and discipline I would have been successful and happy. She is one of those people who would never scold a pet dog because it's 'mean', and thinks conditioning is cruel idiocy.

I have an ID. You're pointless because anyone can become you. There is no point to keep it the same for every thread.

My mother is a paranoid roastie and I wish she were dead. I get the last laugh though because I treat her like shit and she has noone to turn to and I slap her regularly kek.

Why would you want to hide yourself in any way, friend? Let them impersonate as me, I don't care.

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Good relationships are more important than I ever realised. Just knowing they're around makes you feel good.

>make you feel worthwhile
>quality time together leaves you feeling happy for days
>encourage your aspirations and help you achieve goals
>help you rebound from hard times
>hold you accountable for your shortcomings
>encourage healthy habits and discourage bad ones

I've never known a NEET (who wasn't underage) to have friends or a good relationship with his family. The spiralling depression and lack of discipline comes AFTER having no social support.

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I can't connect to anything. I wouldn't know what else to do except go for walks, but I'm trying to shorten my lifespan as much as I can so I can't really go for walks without fucking that plan up.

People might attack me if I go out now and all my friends have left me im giving up on people because Ive got no choice

>People might attack me if I go out now
Are you from a third world country, user?