When did it all start going wrong for you
When did it all start going wrong for you
When I was born ugly.
when I was born female
when i broke up with a girl
when i started playing vidya and hacking in them
When my parents stopped giving a shit.
Let me fuck you whore
I wanted to be specific but i've realized that my life was set up to be a failure from the moment i came into existence.
There is no fixin' what ain't broken.
theres a few major turning points
1. birth (was born with prune belly syndrome)
2. at age 6 when i told my supposedly god-fearing mother that i was happy man fell in the garden of eden (adam and eve biting the apple) because without the introduction of death and strife into the world, we wouldnt have cool vidya like mario world, and my mother did nothing to correct me
3. also age 6, was molested by a neighbor a year older than me. he was twice my size
4. 30 cops raid me home and arrest me 'rents for heroin trafficking. enter foster care system. all my shit ('puter, n64, etc) gets left in the house and gets stolen and my parrot gets left to die
5. age 16 my mom is harboring secret substance addiction and gets killed by oncoming traffic while drunk while i am sick in hospital. cant go live with my dad bc hes an alchoholic, go live with aunt where i act autistic as fuck and sniff my cousins panties and get found out
6. getting all zero's in school so i drop out to play vidya jerk off and smoke pot (jerking it 10 times a day)
7. age 19, finally make attempt to get life together, lose job next day. back to vidya weed and fap which never stopped in first place
8. age 21, kidneys fail and have to start dialysis
i'll be 30 in june. dad dead now, was going to get a new kidney but screwed up and got dismissed by the board for noncompliance, blew through all my dads money he left me, no education, no girlfriend, average size penis, short height, huge weird feet.
what was the point of my creation user?
To make me feel better in comparison?
Abused by my dad
When I was 6 years old and my mother died.
you deserve a bullet in between the eyes
kill me first please
amen brother, don't we all
You are a man, don't you?
In '99 after my second divorce. I realized it was me not them.
2007
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nope, i was born wrong. its why my cultist parents gave me brain damage when I was an infant making sure i would never live a healthy life. I should have never been born female.
I was 19 fresh out of high school, dropped out of college a year later and went neet. Never figured it out until now but it's too late.
Around the time I started browsing this website in 2006.
it all started when i was born
but really my life has been shit since i can remember when i was a little kid
Only thing i understood is that you are a trannie with additional serious mental disorders
I wish God blessed me with a penis, I would have had a chance at life.
i remember the exact moment. after cruising through baby mode school my whole life i got to high school and suddenly realized how much work was expected of me in my honors classes. like 2 months in i was up at about 4 am, school starting in a few hours, still with an hour or two of homework and studying left to do. i had to ask myself if i wanted to put in the work and effort to make it, and the answer was no. i tossed all my shit back in my backpack, went to sleep and didn't set my alarm, completely stopped giving a fuck. that was almost 10 years ago and i have not tried at anything since
Got cancer when I was 5.
how? being a girl is automatically top above 90% of males in society
"She" is obviously trolling.
no, because some cultists like my family don't believe females should be educated so I'll be homeless and living off food stamps for the rest of my life because I committed the sin of being born female.
When I was diagnosed with ocd
There wasn't any specific moment I can point at and say that that's where everything went wrong. What fucked me up really was being raised by a histrionic single mother and being absolutely neglected by my narcissistic father.
Now I live a life of emotional and social isolation. I've really never had any friends and I've never had any romantic involvement with anyone. The glimpses I occasionally get of having an actual social life are quickly destroyed because of my insecurities.
>When did it all start going wrong for you
September 2008
When my mom started dating a sex offender, I dropped out of middle school, and I discovered this place and started lurking at like 13-14
The financial crisis in burgerland or do you have a story youd like to tell
When I woke up and understand I was different
When she cheated
After freshman year in college (19) now (21 almost 22), going absolutely fucking nowhere.
Probably around 9 when my parents split up. That or from the start just having been born an autist.
Before I can remember. I was at a steady low point my whole life, although for a brief moment it took a positive slope. But then it went low hard, then high, then it hit rock bottom. Now I'm at the same low point I used to be at before.
So I dont even know. I dont know if my life could be any better. Maybe it never went downhill, maybe I'm living just the way a guy like me is supposed to.
SRBE NA VRBE GENERALE
the world has been cruel to you, I'm sorry
When my parents kept fighting for years and years and the scars from that still lingers in their habits. When i became conscious of being an absolute ugly male autist piece of shit that won't accomplish anything i set out to do, going nowhere in life and hanging out only with my own shadow.
A lot of serious bad things happened but i always passed through everyting, it's just life things... but after i finished my relasionship i just cant do anything that i used to do before... and it's getting worse, look at me now,on Jow Forums, almost 6 am, i havent sleeped well since september.
11 y/o, midschool
just marry some dude and you're golden, chose carefully though.
I am sorry anonsan. Stay strong. Noone deserves that
let's die together
my family's been on a slow decline since I was 4, I feel bad for my younger siblings because they don't even remember a time when my mother wasn't psycho
keep working and courting, lad. It gets way better
It must have been before the doctor assumed autism.
When I was born into this world.
that's not a viable option for me either. the thought of having to have sex with someone makes me feel like I'm totally engulfed in flames. because the same of it all. I'll never be able to do that, I can't, my parents made sure I'd remain in Hell for my sins
>same
shame
My parents had a nasty divorce when I was in the sixth grade, I held in all my emotions since and never cried about it then. My dad then took me to the other side of the US . My family would go on and on about how mature I was about and how other kids my age wouldnt understand. The move fucked me up so much in the inside but I just held in my feelings. Since the move I barley had any friends and was robbed of my high school years because of it. I now work a dead end job for a absoutle cunt of a whore and want nothing more than to just die.
When I finished my first year of college