Get girl in bed, don't want to fuck, uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

>be me
>severe ocd/anxiety/depression
>can't go out into public and live on disability
>finally decide I'll try antidepressant or just kill myself if it doesn't work
>tfw it works like a charm and I could have taken this shit a long time ago
>start going out to the grocery store without crying and leaving without getting my stuff
>get hot therapist just to work on talking to people
>start going to college
>people actually enjoy my company for some reason that I can't figure out
>girl starts following me around
>7/10 banging body, average face, likes vidya and is somewhat funny
>we walk home together when we have class
>tfw I'm in an anime
>we decide to hang out
>go to chipotle, go back to my place just because
>wants to watch better caul saul on netflix
>puts legs in my lap/gives me IOI's
>end up cuddling her and watching show
>perfect situation to escalate
>my brain won't let me fuck her because she goes out drinking like 4 nights a week and worries about whether or not she has an std from drunken hookups
>still cool with the girl, probably thinks I'm shy or like to move slow. or something idk
>tfw you'll never be normal even if you become relatively well

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Well, just take it slow, you will still have many chances user, you can do it :D

Which antidepressants did you take user?I NEED TO FUCKING KNOW

haha thanks for the encouragement user. i kinda worry about my dick size too unfortunately and it makes me not want to mess around with someone I don't really, really like, as dumb as that sounds.

I take sertraline which is the generic version of zoloft. i know quite a bit about them if you have other questions user

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Just go for it man, there is more to sex than just penis in vagina, try to make her feel good other ways if you don't think that's enough. You gotta try and go for it, don't stop, don't lose the momentum you have going.

>how long have you been taking them for?
>did you previously take anything else?
>what's your dosage?
>any side effects?
>describe how they changed your daily mood and how long did it take for it to take effect?
>will you be back to a shittier state if you stop taking them?

you're really nice user, this is really good advice as basic as it might sound. thank you.

Np, but really don't let your insecurities get to you dude, life is constantly learning, you wont be a god at sex at first, but you will improve and i'm sure you can make her feel good. Good luck ro

>how long have you been taking them for?

i've been taking them since january 1st of this year (was my new year resolution kek)
>did you previously take anything else?

no, i'd tried supplementing with some very basic things like vitamin d, zinc, l-theanin, fish oil, etc, actually, that's not entirely true, my doctor did give me klonopin earlier last year and I started taking it weekly but it made me crazy and it didn't last long
>what's your dosage?

i take 50mg atm, but my doctor has told me I can go up to 100mg whenever I want and given me the pills already for when I decide to. The max is usually about 200mg depending on where you live for this drug
>any side effects?

i have to piss more, but that's fine and is a relatively small price to pay. i last a bit longer when i masturbate, which has been a positive for me, but I figured I'd mention it. my sex drive has stayed intact, and I actually get more pleasure out of masturbating now actually
>describe how they changed your daily mood and how long did it take for it to take effect?

i'm one of the rare cases where it worked immediately. this isn't the case for most people, but i believe they're overprescribed to people who's issues are best solved in other ways and that's why people trash talk them. for whatever reason some extra serotonin was just what I needed to be functional

that's not to say that I feel perfect, but I haven't even had a hint of panic since I started taking it (unheard of for me, knock on wood) I don't get SUPER depressed even if I mood does dip a little bit or whatever, and the same goes for anxiety, sure I'm still probably more anxious than normies, but I can talk to people more freely, and I've been building confidence as a result of getting rid of those bad habits to avoid everything
>will you be back to a shittier state if you stop taking them?

I don't know the answer to that, and I'm not willing to find out at the moment. Just grateful it has worked.

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