I don't know if I want to kill myself. I want to continue living but not this way that I'm currently doing I think. I just don't know and don't want to keep thinking about it, I wish someone else would do it for me.
I don't know if I want to kill myself. I want to continue living but not this way that I'm currently doing I think...
Ryder Sanders
Nolan Jackson
Also is this schizo already? It feels like someone else is thinking for me.
Alexander Russell
I want it to fucking stop. I have obligations and stuff to do and the voice that keeps yelling at me is not helping at all.
Connor Moore
Shut the fuc up. I keep thinking about him but he left me so why do I keep thinking about him. Fucking kill me already, it's just sufffering at this point. You know this right
Dylan Powell
3 months, laughable. Its a joke at this point. In 3 months I will feel good again, haha. No. Fucvk you. I still want to fucking neck myself.
Jayden Johnson
You fucking laughed at me when I came back from the hospital. Thank you. And you even had concerns about me killing myself when you brokje up with me. Haha. Fucking nice. And yetz when I did try to fucking neck myself you complained. WHYY??? YOU ARE SO AGH FUCK ME I don't understand you. Why. I poured my heart out for you and that'rs what you do.
Hunter Lewis
And yet I'm still here and love you. Fucking why. I deserved way better than you. And yet I still want you back. You asshole. I gave you so much and you threw me away like trash.
Zachary Johnson
You ruined my life. I went from being the happiest person that you can imagine to being in the hospital all the fucking time. Why. You ruined my entire life. And all that I wanted is to love you.
Jaxon Howard
YOU ARE ALL I WANT. I can't do this anymore. I literally only want you, nothing else. NOTHING ELSE. PLEASE. I'd give up anything for you, literally everything. I'd catch a bullet for you and yet you fucking threw me away like trash. I GAVE YOU ALL MY LOVE. PLEASE COME BACK. I can't do this anymore.
Jordan Reed
I miss you. Is it really so much to ask to be loved back when I poured my heart out for you? I need you. I cry all fucking day after several months of not being with you because I miss you so much.
Jaxson Bailey
I HATE THESE VOICES. MAKE THEM STOP. I. NEED. YOU. Why can't you undrstand that? Are you born dumb? You should know that I need you to survive.
Connor Howard
I loved you so fucking much. And you loved me too. And then one day you just stopped. Why? I didn't do anything. Just for gods sake please come back to me, I NEED YOU.
Kayden Bell
Do I fuckign need to slit my wrists even more for you to come back? What else do you want? bvhg n.lko,o
Owen Stewart
Yeah it might be attentionwhoring but I don't fucking care. I can kill myself with alcohol if I want to. Why else would I fucking want to be in this world without you? I don't fucking know. I want to live, I seriously do, but not without you.
Adrian Parker
And yet I'm thankful for having one single friends to talk to about that stuff. Talk to? Not really. I can talk about ther more shallow stuff but not really about the whole wanting to fucking kill myself stuff. I can't even really talk about how much _I miss my boyfriend.
Leo Hill
And at the same time I feel like disappointing that one frind if I end up killing myself. They did o much for me ad yeet I didn't get better.
Landon Green
>yeet
made me laugh xd
But yeah I really want to fucking slit my wrists again right now and I probably never want to stop doing that until he comes back to me.
Colton Rodriguez
If you have access to mental health care, now would be a good time to make use of it.
Evan Davis
I want to, but at the same time I don't want to be in a psych ward for a set amount of time because I need to have a plush with me that I couldn't take with me in the ward. Probably sounds fucking weird sorry.
Hunter Jones
All this post makes me worried about you, are you okay user?
Samuel Mitchell
Not really, no. But what can I do about it, nothing much. I'm seriously messed up.
Alexander Lewis
I don't wanna live like this, but i don't wanna die!
Oooohawoohohoooo.
Nolan Collins
nice jokus my dude
but seriously what do you do if you are this fucked in the head and can't really seek help for it? Seems like suicide is the only way out desu kek xd
Jacob Flores
Do not hold it in by yourself, you can always let it out to someone, even on the internet. It might won't do much but at least I hope and sure you'll feel better once letting it all out.
Oliver Lee
I dunno. I just like vampire weekend new album was great.
Jordan Thomas
I do. I talked about the one friend that I have but I seriously feel like a bother to them. I don't want to ttrouble them with all my shit. They deserved better to be honest.
Oliver Sanchez
All that needed to happen was him not leaving me. Was that so much to ask? The one fucking time in my life that I felt happy and then this happens. I wonder if it would've been better if I never met him in the first place.
Nathaniel Roberts
He made me feel like I never had my mental illnesses in the first plae and then he left me. And now it feels like all my shit is 100% worse to be honest. That's why I want to kms. Doesn't help that the social worker that got assigned to me when I tried to kill myself doesn't do shit.
James Baker
you won't believe me but time heals bro, i swear it does i was in your situation, just try to stay alive
Benjamin Adams
If he/she didn't show that they're bothered, you shouldn't feel or think like that. I am too has the same thought as you but I realized that your friends or any friends will do anything for their buddy.
I'm here for you user! Or f-femanon...
Cameron Hill
Are you sure? He told me it would take about 3 months. It has been almost 8 months so far and I still cry and want to neck myself all day. I want it to be over.
They constantly say they aren't bothered and that they are there for me but I still feel like a burden on them. They shouldn't deal with this simply because it's bothering me. Sorry but I'm a fag.
Owen Wright
It doesn't fucking help that I stalk him because of my obsession with him and keep pictures of him on my pc. Also doesn't fucking help that I got a recording of him breaking up with me on my pc. Watching it daily really fucks with my mind but I can't delete it.
Carson Evans
I wonder what I have to do to finally get some help from my social worker. Try killing myself again? The last time the doctors already told me they didn't know if I'd wake up or not. Haha funy xd. I wish I didn't.
Ethan Foster
I just want him bac. Is that so much to ask? I don't want anything else in my entire life. Just him. him. Nothing else. Please. PLEASE COME BACK TO ME
Camden Bailey
I can't fucking wait to talk with my therapist about him. It's going to be so fucking funny, haha. They are probably telling me to just get over it too.
Ayden Cox
'JUST GET OVER IT' HAHAHA SO FUCKING FUNNY Let me fucking die please it hurts so sfucking much
Angel Bell
Don't be so hard on yourself user, I've been there, we're all been there before. Just be sure to appreciate yourself so you can be able to be what you've always wanted to be (I don't know what I'm saying ahhhhhh but you can do it user I believe in you). Also don't be sorry for being a fag user, you're still cool to me.
Austin Rivera
Thanks user! Most people just flat out tell me to kys when I tell them I'm a fag. Your words make me feel a little happier, so thank you for that. I really hope that one day I can be over him.
Matthew Walker
Agh, but its so fucking hard. I don't even know how I lived before him. I just don'T know what to do anymore. I honestly don't. I just want to be alone. and STOP these voices in my head. SERIOUSLY. Please
Landon Rodriguez
I can't even fucking sleep because the voices never ever stop in my head. They weren't there before he left me. And they all sound like him. It's torture.
Nicholas Myers
I want him back so fucking much. I'd do anything for him to come back to me. Do you even know how bad it feels to hate and love someone at the same time? It's horrendous. It's like I love and hate him at the same time.
Jacob Jenkins
I need to go now. You're probably happy for my shit thread finally disappearing from r9k. Can't wait for 8 hours of having to repress my feelings and acting like I'm fine. See you later robots.