When did you cease being a fresh faced young man and become a bitter piece of shit?

When did you cease being a fresh faced young man and become a bitter piece of shit?

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Fourteen.

I have been muted for 2 seconds, because my comment was not original.

20~21
I though being a short, shy and introverted virgin wasn't the absolute end of the world before

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18, kicked out of university. Lost so much fucking opportunity. It was he best one around for hundreds ofnmiles

17 hyper apathetic
18 enlisted
19.9 pretty okay hate people who throw the "I'm a kid card despite being a legal adult"

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hard to pinpoint exactly when, but I'd guess around the time I took up drinking

When I experienced huge amount of pain, emotional trauma, poverty, hopelessness, lost a friend I cared about, Growing up as a teenagers was also awful and rough for me. I had to sacrifice many things just to live up even came to suppress emotions to adapt to a specific situation. I'm one of those people that don't fit in so I have hard time to relate to people. I just live to see the end of the day and cannot hope for better.

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23-25

I really don't know how I was so optimistic and naive.

Around the time I started feeling like crap physically. So maybe twelve.

Eleven, with two friend s in elementary to none in middle school and finding this site quickly turned me into a jaded asshole

age 2, my first interaction with a non-white savage

Still in the process. Worsening daily

when she leaves you bro

Pretty much since yesterday.

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I was never a fresh faced young man. Being social was always shit. When i was 3 mom would put me in her bed but i'd get up and walk back to my room. Wanted to be alone. My way or no way. Hated everyone because we always did what they wanted not what i wanted. Distanced myself from everyone, it was clear nobody liked me.
I damn my stupid brain to hell being smart enough to pick up on negative reaction, crave social acceptance and positive attention while also making it impossible for me to act normal and well adjusted.
I've read enough life coaching and psychology to know exactly what makes people tick but acting on it feels wrong, like randomly punching someone.
Its only a matter of time before i kill myself. There is no hope. I'm too autistic

probably around 23-24, when I got my first full time job and moved out on my own and realized I was still as miserable as I was as a NEET.

age 11 sdklfjsldjfsldkjf

When my ex left me in worst way possible. Thanks whore for trying to kill yourself, saved your life then break up over phone. Life is great right...?

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My good nature rejuvenates.

Reverse your process. It doesn't have to be a one way road.

Well put,
Me too, thanks

After I got into the working world. I stupidly didn't realize what I was in for in school, didn't understand how the working world worked. My parents weren't exactly great help here either (mom stayed at home, dad was military - so guaranteed job security. Unfortunately, I'm medically disqualified for the military due to Crohn's Disease).

So went in blind, got a dose of reality, and realized that I don't actually want to do most of the things I spent all of school preparing to do.

So now I half ass everything and drink a handle of whiskey a week, but hey, at least I have my own apartment to indulge in my alcoholism in peace.

About age 14. I wasn't bitter right then but I just gave up and completely pulled away. Now is a different story

When I heard about you faggots, now you got me self aware and pulled me down.

At no point was I ever a fresh faced young man, facebook-frog spammer.