I just edged for like 3-4 hours straight while looking for degenerate 2D pictures. I'd like to say I felt remorse as soon as I came, but actually the remorse began around the 2 hour mark. I dont know why Ive done this
please someone else tell me stories of your degeneracy so at least i wont feel alone.
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>I just edged for like 3-4 hours straight
I also do this sometimes, but i'm looking at text porn.
> edging for 3-4 hours
B-but how?
At what point will you get TOPPED on Grindr?
What does this mean?
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I used to jerk off to some real degenerate shit in my younger years, thankfully around when I was 18 I quit. I jerked off to some dude throat fucking a decapitated head, felt so bad I quit for a year. Only started jerking off again last year, found some excellent shit and feel great every time I cum.
Not him but Grindr is Male fuck site, getting TOPPED is taking a hard dick in your boioussy
I just got finished edging together with a guy for half an hour over how we both, together, would submissively serve 2D women and do stuff like clean the sweat off their bodies, lick their feet, paint their nails, fan them while in maid outfits as they mad lesbian love, all manners of subby stuff and then at the end neither of us got off because we are both into denial.
I have no remorse for this degeneracy.
don don donuts go nuts
ty friends
fuck off faggot
I sucked a few dicks and fucked a boicunt in 1 night you should try OP its great
>with a guy
thats fucking gay
Don't act like you wouldn't ride a hard cock, bouncing on it up and down till you get stuffed and creampied
>be me
>be 3
>girlfriend of one year
>asks black friend what we should to since we're dating
>she makes me rub my girlfriend and her out at the same time
>I cried
>I masturbated to that memory today
>I cried
there's always someone worse than you user.
And that's me.
I would argue its straight I mean we did fap together at the same time and came but it was over women
My mother-in-law hugged me not 15 minutes after I finished vigorously eating my wife's pussy and ass and my face reeked like pussy and ass and I feel like she knew. I still had a butt hair or pube stuck to my tongue.
Np user, never feel guilty about your degeneracy.
How is it gay if neither of us are fucking or touching dicks? Not that I would care if it was either. If the guy is cute and fem I would service.
>we
A-user, is that you? Though I thought you weren't supposed to cum!
fuck off faggot shill. out of my thread. ironic or not if you post shit like this you should kill yourself. even if youre getting paid for it youre still the absolute lowest form of life. you are pathetic. kill yourself.
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"no!" kill yourself. literally, go fucking kill yourself you miserable, sad, pathetic loser. you are complete scum. go jump off a building or shoot yourself in the head. no one will miss you, I promise. I hope there is a hell so you can burn in brimstone and flame for all eternity.
ty user
top kek
If your J from discord then ya I ca.e if name is dif I guess we did the same thing recently
So hostile you need to have sex, wait till you get pumped and your prostate is milked, your boiclit will drop with precum
So you two had rules where you can talk highly lewd get erections but not cum together? How big is his penis btw?
I wish I had the self control to do this. Edging is a major fetish of mine
My girlfriend (male) will edge me but sometimes it is to much and I end up cumming all over her hands in huge spurts
Nah, I am N. Different people doing the same thing, kek. Difference being we like denial a bit more I guess.
There was no such rule, we just happened to not cum. ofc it is over discord, not like we are fapping irl next to each other (might not mind trying if cute though). We can totally cum talk about it. I don't mind if he cums either, but as I said, into denial. Also 7 inches here.
Oh, you meant his penis. That was my penis. Idk, as I said, over discord and threads and such.
That's a nice sized prick user OP should try stuff like this hes a prude and cranky
You can be freed from your sin if you have faith in Christ. He died as attonment for the sins of whom He loves.
Fuck off M8 this is a lewd predominantly gay thread
Not everyone can get into it, it is fine. Some people fear just how degenerate they would become when they cease to care about it. Also, thanks user! Too bad I much prefer being a sub than using it on people.
Sin is a myth. There is only consequences in this world, your character and what kind of world you are working to build. Sin is a myth. Plus dying isn't that big of a deal when you are God, Christ is meant to be an example to follow, not your king for a spiritual bdsm fantasy.
Nice thread OP I got my dick in hands ready to fap to Bailey Jay
thank you user. in a place like this we need to hear the word of GOD. many times i rejected his teachings and the word but I see now the darkness and shame that I fall into without him. Thank you for keeping the faith alive.
That's exactly why I'm here.
If you want to experience the most degen wank of your life you need only take amphetamines. While under the influence of speed I have had wank sessions of no less than 15 hours; starting at 6PM on a Saturday and ending at 9AM the following Sunday morning.
You have to anticipate when it will likely end as well and take benzos ~2 hours beforehand so you can get some sleep.
The most shameful feeling is when it's 09:30AM and you stand up, the first time you have stood up to do anything besides pissing for the last 16 hours. It is obligatory to look at yourself in the mirror to see what sort of ghoul your feverish drug wanking has turned you into; eyes sunken, skin pale and pasty with a thin veneer of oil and grease giving you an unhealthy sheen.
After the wank ends I use the residual speed effects to clean everything up, hop in the shower and then try to get maybe 2 hours of low-quality sleep if the benzos are still working.
Fair warning: if you go down this path then normal masturbation will be completely ruined for you. These days I don't even bother if I don't have at least 24 hours by myself, speed and a day off the next day to recover.
Go to confession user. Said what you said here.
>Christ is meant to be an example to follow
Yes we are called to conform to the image of Chirst, but He was more than just a good example. Jesus claimed to be God, claimed he was perfect, and demanded people devot their lives to Him. To paraphrase C.S. Lewis: Jesus was either a maniac, a liar, or right.
Also, since God is a creator god and is totally sovereign over death, suffering, since He created the very idea of a "big deal," He had every power to make Jesus' suffering genuine and real. And not only did Jesus die but He suffered the just punishment of the totality of every sin of whom would believe on Him.
Did same but 8 hours & when I was supposed to sleep, do fucked my schedule. Anyone else edged ridiculous hours? Oh and working on flexibility for the experience of sucking my dick.
You don't need a priest to be a mediator for you when Christ already is the high priest and perfect mediator. Confess your sins to God in prayer. (Hebrews 2:17, 4:14-16).
I do the same thing almost everyday. No regrets, but I probably should have some.
I have no intention of turning a degen lewd thread into a spiritual debate, so I will end it like this. Jesus is a stand-in to imply the average Joe in the story and that it is not Jesus who saves but people who save by becoming like Jesus. We are all connected to and are God, the devotion should be to the ideal and magnanimity which conquers even death, NOT to a person. There is no single thing more luciferian, more satanic, than the demand for all to worship you in your name. The story of Jesus probably was based on real life, exaggerated to fit a metaphorical story present for THOUSANDS of years previous, but still has to draw inspiration from somewhere. No man is perfect, nor does any man demand you to worship him in order to attain yourself. A true God, creator deity, wants you to be the best you can be yourself. It is in the fates for everyone attaining to suffer and Jesus is a grim, but inspirational, reminder of such. The second coming is not him coming back, but you becoming him.
I know you said you wouldn't reply anymore but I also want to give a final post. If I said that everyone in this thread needs to worship me, you're right that would be insane and I would be an idiot at best or satanic at worst. However, when God calls us to worship Him, he is calling us to worship Goodness itself. When we don't worship Goodness we worship ourselves and our sin. God calls us to turn away from that and turn to Him, the antithesis of sin. You are also right there no man is perfecr. In fact, we are all terrible people on the inside even Christians. Naturally God would hate all of us and we deserve death and punishment. Jesus however was the Son of God and perfect. Before He died, He prayed that we would be united with Him. If we are united with Him, His death becomes our death, and His resurrection becomes our resurrection.
No.
John 20:23.
>please someone else tell me stories of your degeneracy so at least i wont feel alone.
(pic related) i.imgur.com
girl in pic related has a muscle fetish and has friend zoned me so hard... that if she got single, instead of daydreaming about making a move.... i instead fantasize about secretly hooking her up with this muscular bull, so that i can remain in the familiar comfort of the friend-zone a bit more, while she and this just fuck and fuck. after a few weeks of him pounding her, giving her orgasms, cumming inside her... just repeatedly making her his bitch... he goes his way and only then i get a chance, and the relationship is 'tainted' with the fact that she knew i was into her, and just didn't care while she and this muscleman just constantly had bareback sexual intercourse resulting in repeated insemination.
do you nut during this time or just edge? seems like torture
>having this much repressed homosexuality
Can't keep cock off your mind huh? I bet you would love the opportunity to make another man cum inside of you.
hate to be the newfag but what is edging?
When you masturbate but don't let yourself cum. Basically you jack off and then stop for a while before you feel like you're gonna finish, wait a while and then start again. Some people (degenerates) do it for several hours.
I rarely ever jack off to anything that's not necrophilia.
not who you're replying to but I also loved to do this during my meth days. Although it hasn't ruined normal masturbation for me, sober jacking it is still alright it just doesn't compare.
Yeah the goal is ofc to nut eventually (otherwise what's the point when you look back over 6+ hrs wasted), but the journey to get there is just so fucking awesome. It's hard to describe if you've never taken a stimulant (specifically amphetamines) but literally everything is so much hotter. And the mere prospect of finding another video in similar vein to the current one being watched is excitingly electrifying. I would end up having 10+ tabs open at various points in various videos, and when it was time to nut I would quickly play each 30 sec scene I paused it on then go to the next. Honestly its extremely easy to go over 6 hours with all the content available to you (and the stimulant making the quest to find more all the better); what normally puts an end to the battle is just forcing myself to nut already when I realize how much time I've just spent solely looking at porn. Like fuck I could be composing music, playing vidya or guitar, getting work done, literally anything but solely hedonistic fapping.
ps: the boner will come and go throughout this process, the vasoconstriction from the stimulant makes it harder to get hard (consider that viagra was og supposed to be a vasodilator) but when you are hard its fucking diamonds and the orgasm is just on another level. So much dopamine, so much serotonin, so much shame but looked past in the name of a good time.
hope this helps, really you should give it a try.
>please someone else tell me stories of your degeneracy so at least i wont feel alone.
(pic related) i.imgur.com
girl in pic related has a muscle fetish and has friend zoned me so hard... that if she got single, instead of daydreaming about making a move.... i instead fantasize about secretly hooking her up with this muscular bull, so that i can remain in the familiar comfort of the friend-zone a bit more, while she and this just fuck and fuck. after a few weeks of him pounding her, giving her orgasms, cumming inside her... just repeatedly making her his bitch... he goes his way and only then i get a chance, and the relationship is 'tainted' with the fact that she knew i was into her, and just didn't care while she and this muscleman just constantly had bareback sexual intercourse resulting in repeated insemination. the idea of getting to be with her just feels more 'right' if she has a dirty past with a muscled stud like that who turned her out, especially while she knew i was into her.
>Find a discord server
>Basically erp'ed with every member there after a while
>Found one extremely dominant guy and let him do anything he wanted with me
>He lented me of to other people when he wasn't using me
>Even changed my username to reflect his dominance
>Deleted my account out of shame after a while
Now searching for it desperately
Well, I've only ever edged. Haven't made myself cum before because I want my future husband to have that. I've gone a total of 6 hours non stop bringing myself to the tipping point and ended up in tears due to frustration. Today I'm at the 3 hour mark. My sheets are a mess and I hate myself so there's that
I used to be a censoredfag and would edge with other subs to stuff like that all the time, except instead of talking about licking them/worshiping their feet/etc., we'd talk about how we were too pathetic to even see them naked and share ways we could humiliate ourselves to reinforce it.
I ended up quitting, though.
I used to jerk off to (fictional) brain fucking and then I quit for years but now I'm hard back on the snuff and torture train. It's weird but I just feel more confident, social, and creatively and intellectually stimulated when I think about gore porn all the time. It's a weird feel.
Knocked up my mother in law more than once, kinda degenerate I guess.
I know that feel. I edged for almost 8 hours at one point.
From midnight to about 7:30 in the morning. My dick hurt so fucking much and my cumshot went right through my tissue all over my desk and shit.
It felt good but my dick was burning, i didn't jerk off for almost 4 days after the fact.
>Made an e621 account a couple months back, been browsing it almost daily now
>Almost 900 pictures and animations favorited of muscular furries and vidya characters fucking
>Tried getting back on Tinder several times since the summer started but keep deleting my account in frustration, realized I probably have a problem yesterday after right-swiping a convincing tranny
>Desperately wanted to fuck my friend's slutty twin sister ever since high school, been seriously considering going for her now that she's back in town even though she already curved me once
I've basically been on a downward spiral ever since uni let out, and my difficulty in finding work isn't helping.
When I was working in Prague I drank for a week straight before crashing out. I know there was cocaine involved too but I'm not sure how I much I partook in that.
Wow, that is actually pretty hot user not gonna lie. I like censored porn too and wouldn't mind gushing over betaness if I had the chance. Why quit, bored? I just notice there isn't much censored stuff going on nowadays so don't have a chance to get into it.
I quit because I was overdoing it. Sometimes I would edge with other subs as soon as I got home from work or when I woke up on the weekends, and it was getting to the point where I couldn't get hard for anything else. Which is fun as a fantasy but sucks IRL.
Have you considered going on Omegle and using "censored porn" as a tag? That's what I did to meet other betas. I also know there are a bunch of Discords for it that emerged from the Tumblr purge.
>looking for degenerate 2D pictures
What kind of pictures user?
I can't believe you fucking retards are actually discussing Jesus Christ in this thread
Nice trips. I get the pain of edging/sex becoming your life, had an user hypno dom me into edging all day every day which I absolutely loved but was also seriously impacting my life so had to tone it down and we ended up drifting apart. Addiction is hot af though, also being unable to be aroused by anything else too.
Actually never thought of that, is that tag active or should I wait for like a thread or something for that to work? And I missed the boat on discords because I wasn't there for the purge happening, by the time I got back everything was already purged.
Why do you think I stopped kek.
>is that tag active or should I wait for like a thread or something for that to work?
I would basically just put the tag in and roll the dice on whether or not I found anyone. You can also find people by adding tags like "porn addict", "beta", "wimp", etc.
>And I missed the boat on discords because I wasn't there for the purge happening, by the time I got back everything was already purged.
I know that Becquerel's is still going strong: /fYDtybD
As is the Censor & Denial Discord set up by the other chan: /GEQNEy7
Guess I should shoot the dice then sometime. Can just leave if it is a mismatch anyways. Also very based for providing servers, thanks user!
Is it weird that I felt more shame after edging from sexting with some ugly girl from tinder than I normally do after jerking off to hentai? Have I fucked myself up?
I just posted a discord link where I'll probably post pictures of my fat hairy ass with a dildo shoved up it
discord (replace this with a period) gg/aT2GzW
if there are any takers
lately I've been locking myself in chastity and riding dildos while watching sissy hypno
I want to stop but prostate orgasms are way too good
>900
I got more than 100k on my hdd. All sorted and named.
What a fucking autist i am