Mental illness thread

pff typical response how about you tell me something about your dead self so we might make a conversation

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gunjy is a fucking faggot and i hope he dies. he's nothing but disgusting, pitiful trash.
do you want to be friends user
i was a cute girl who liked making friends andd being happy and nice and sweet i like making friends

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your are obviously lying but to keep this going, when was the turning point and why did it happen at all?

i was a girl i just want to be a girl again. thats all.

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Friends? Sure. I don't think I have much to offer you though.

I have ocd and bipolar 2. I'm thinking of how I can spend more time with my dog.

how did you stop being a girl?

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whats ur discord fren
i died

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Elaetren#2666, I have to warn you again though, I'm not interesting to talk to.

come on work your brain a bit harder we can't have a conversation if you don't give or make some things to start it off from

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hypomanic and feeling great! woohoo

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2 days ago I was convinced I was being gangstalked by this guy who sat in front on me who kept tapping his phone. i swore to god he was taking pictures of me so i picked up my phone and pointed it at him.
also everytime i go to the kitchen to boil water i hear the skype ringtone and it drives me insane and I have to keep going back to my computer to nothing even though i dont have skype installed im just fucking stupid

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you seem cool, I hope things get a lot better for you frend :)

Borderline personality disorder, very high on coke. Fleeting high, just like my social life

>im on the come down from being incredibly drunk and everything feels fuzzy
no, usually thats marked with my stomach feeling bad and a slight but consistent headache

I'm bipolar. It's hard to explain to people who are not bipolar.

You're going through psychosis. You need antipsychotics. Hopefully you don't hurt yourself or others in the meantime.

try and explain it

I'm polar and it's hard to explain that too but you have to bear with me for a full explanation

i died when i was a baby, my soul has been inhabiting this male vessel ever since
i keep feeling like im being watched by CIA or some shit but im an exhibitionist so i just learnt to roll with it

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PTSD and feeling absurdly stressed and anxious all day sup niggers

you are not creative and sound dumb

how's your mom doing rn dood

Another tranny about to suicide

what triggers your PTSD?

>i keep feeling like im being watched by CIA or some shit
Hey me too :) maybe you're not so bad after all kappu

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im not creative im an idiot, retard
shes asleeb

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Do Jow Forums posts ever trigger your schizophrenia?

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i don't really think im in psychosis at all since it's been like this for a year or so and i thought psychosis was short-lived
i never understood the CIA thing.. but i think people take pictures of me in public a lot or like old men standing my bus stops are there to watch me or police cars. i think its a test from god or whatever greater being to see if they could drive me crazy by instilling small fears of being watched and im just being tested. idk though it sounds silly but even when i write it here people will just call me ill because its just part of the test

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yes but only very very specific ones which relate to a very specific situation that i do not want to talk about.
people are watching me all the time because they know im better than them and they want to stop me

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It's like there's three main states of being. So there's the depression which brings in the cruelest and most disgusting thoughts. It's hard to put into words just how much it hurts, but just know many commit suicide in this state. There's also the baseline where you feel like a normal human being with normal reactions to things. It's basically your base personality. The third state is your manic/hypomanic (bipolar I / bipolar II) state. Mania/hypomania feels like god has just personally kissed your forehead. You feel like you can do anything and you will actually act like you can do anything too. There are downsides though which are things like impulsiveness, little sleep, money spending, etc. There's also mixed episodes which suck dick. sorry for the shity typing.

Thanks for the explanation, I appreciate it
I hear people say mania is unpleasant while hypomania is much nicer, is that your experience?

Do you take anything to help your schizophrenia? meds or anything?

My sister just shamed me for being a shut-in (tfw another saturday night alone) but I'm too drunk to care. Also fuck off you don't know me bitch.

Bipolar and ADHD reporting in. Medications make me a shadow of myself but it's better this way

It doesn't even really need to be triggered anymore, last couple years I have been constantly anxious, nightmares every single night, I wake up feeling horrendous every morning. It's abandonment related so it gets triggered really hard by women though.

what meds u take

Zyprexa and Lamictal. Let me tell you something, this Zyprexa ZONKS me the fuck out guys. Full on retarded. I swear I'm even drooling

My pleasure! I personally only get hypomanic due to my bipolar II. Hypomania is basically you in a really good mood for no reason really. Things that would otherwise bother you are absolutely nothing now. Now as far as bipolar I goes, I have no idea what it's like. I do hear that mania is really debilitating due to how extreme it can get though.

Aye fellow Bipolar lads. I do miss the hypomania a lot. But I'm glad it's not ruining my life anymore.

no meds at all. im fucked

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Psychosis can go on for years. I've been at that stage where I thought everything was a test and everyone was in on it. I was there for at least a good year and a half, but I was high functioning so I didn't show any outward signs. It wasn't until I assaulted my mother and was carted off to jail and my lawyer suggested a defence of insanity, and it worked. I'm back at home now, medicated on olanzapine. It's better now. No more crazy thoughts. Hope you can get the help you need.

Lucky! I'm hypomanic right now which feels godly, but I started abilify like a week ago. I'm really gonna miss this feeling but I can't be spending money I don't have anymore.

Brother, let me tell you this: You will not want to go back after you feel what Abilify does for you. I promise you, your mind is on fire right now, but Abilify will put it out. You will be calm and stable and it'll be the purest bliss you could want.

I sure hope so. This mind's been on fire for way too long

You remember being really shitfaced? And then the morning after? That's what Abilify is going to do to you. Sober you.

Look at all these loonies, Good thing I'm perfectly fine haha

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I don't like trannies but if you're serious I know how hellish the persecution can feel at its peak. Have a hug anony hope you feel better

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>found out about Depersonalization disorder
>read the symptoms
>it totally descrbes how I use to feel
>do some exam I found
>got 110 points

Fuck I don't get it, this would explain so many things but I feel totally fine atm but now I'm wondering if it would ever comeback.
Thats the test btw s403782844.onlinehome.us/wp- content/uploads/2012/03/a-des.pdf

Im sicko mode myself. :(

I sure hope all you anons are actually diagnosed.
Otherwise this is awfully embarrassing.

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>give me a kiss
Did a lot of that at dbt. I was the only guy in group therapy

tfw no bpd to user to kiss and hug platonically

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im taking paliperidone for psychosis and delusion and i got a new dosage recently, 9mg, and i basically slept all day even after having slept all night. i dont know if it was just that pill or the combination of all my pills.

why would anyone want mental illness?

You're fine user, I wouldn't worry about it.

i am but my behavior is still embarrasing

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You seem fun to talk to, hit me up Gigadon#0334