How close are you anons to kys? and for what reason?

all i wanted was someone to share the good things in life with, everything i have is pointless without them

who gives a fuck about wealth and comfort if youre all alone

Once I reach 40.
>why 40
Because I'm almost 30, might as well wait a few more years. Guys don't start hitting the wall until 40 - 50, so if I don't have a gf by then then it's definitely game over.

efficient, i wish i could get one in my shit country to make it easy on myself, all other methods seem painful or with high risk of surviving.

i would hate to see myself wither away like that for decades with no one to love

my life would be wasted, id rather cut it short and die young

only reason i don't kms is because i have the faint hope that robot girls are going to exist in a few decades, im trying to survive until we reach that point

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if you get your hands on some painkillers and strangle yourself with a belt you wont feel it and pass out and die of suffocating

i tried doing it before i left but the belt broke so youll need a strong one

spring of next year, i'm going to push through my last year of school and if i'm still alone and depressed at the end i will kill myself

I told myself if I make it to 25 and don't have a gf I'll call it a day.

23 now, not looking too good.

Been telling myself for years that I'll end it all if I don't get my shit together by my birthday. It never gets together and I never end it. I'm closer than I've ever been right now.

Don't want to be a vegetable for all my life just in case quantum immortality is a thing so I haven't attempted suicide via shotgun yet, just mega doses of pills.

>wake up okay every damn time
It hurts anons, but for the time being I've decided even though all I'm doing is wasting away MAYBE something good will happen in my life to change my worldview so I'm staying til maybe 25

i have a shitty condition and painkillers, even hard opioids, don't work on me.

also atempted cutting but that shit was hard as fuck and i barely bleed at all because of the same condition, killing myself is hard lol.

don't forget livestream and do a flip

Also I don't want to have to work shitty minimum wage jobs the rest of my life. I'd rather kill myself then be some 40 year old burger flipping loser.

what condition do you have user?

i will give it 2 weeks ish

This is how you get charged with kidnapping.

some form of hypermobility disorder, my everything is fucked because of shit quality collagen and i'm slowly loosing my senses and symptoms are getting worse.

i'm really looking forward to put myself out of this misery and avoid a shit life of being disabled.

How about trying to get your hands on some barbituates, or buying a big tank of carbon monoxide and leaking it into a sealed room? I always thought that probably be the easiest way to go.
Also I'm thinking lying in a bathtub of ice water could do the trick, along with taking some sort of blood dilator, e.g. pure niacin. It'd probably be very uncomfortable for the first 15 minutes or so, then you wouldn't feel anything.

aparently, the carbon monoxide or other gas ways of suicide are fucking horrible if you are not passed out already.

who knows, maybe i'll just jump and hope i don't wake up as a vegetable, that shit terrifies me.

>how close are you anons to kys?

Still a few years away, it will probably be some time next decade.

>and for what reason?

I'm long past any good times my life had, and I'm only getting older. All I see in my future is immense loneliness and suffering, while I continue to age and everything gets worse. I'd rather it all ended soon, while I still have at least some youth and a bit of dignity left.

I keep going back and forth between hanging and shooting. I always told myself I would get help if I ever started actually writing the note, but I think I might just crack one of these days and just do it

im so sorry user

if i could do it myself to clean your hands of your own blood id do it but from the sound of it you arent in the US

thanks.

and yea, i'm not from the US so no guns for an easier way out.

I'm in that middle area where I don't want to live but I have no motivation to die either.

I'm an oxygen thief, I just breathe and take up space but do very little of value.

I'm planning to kill myself when I finish my studies, I dont know, I just fucking hate my life

Look man, if you want an easy suicide solution I can help, but your perspective is actually valuable.

Very few people deal with what you have, much less well. That unique experience is valuable to the agregate knowledge of mankind as a whole.

Just like a cripple has to learn how to do other things to survive and thrive within society, so do you.

This learning that takes place offers a value that nobody else can replicate.

It's pretty easy, just buy a helium tank, put the mask on, turn the valve, and take some sleeping pills.

You won't wake up, mess free, quiet and easy.

I really don't want to live as a martyr, specially not if I have to see my own body failing me every day in a different way.

the best thing I can ever hope for is to die at least peacefully and by my own choice.

If I don't get a job within IT by my birthday. I will be killing myself. My Wife doesn't deserve to have to put up with a loser like me.

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I'm becoming neurotic as fuck and I've cut off contact from everybody. I'm also deathly terrified of women and people in general but I hide it in public.

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Do meth before you kys, at least have fun and do something stupid and permanently damaging a person who cared couldn't do before you die

What pills did you use?
Thinking about going the same path and want to know what doesn't work