Tfw no bf to watch the sunset with

>I made friends with a boy and we walked around the beach, got ice cream, and watched the sunset.
That sounds so sweet.
I hope it works out for you.

>no bf to hang onto when we go ice-skating
>no bf to go camping in the woods alone together
>no bf to watch scary movies with and feel safe in his arms
>no bf to cook for and watch him nourish himself
>no bf to cuddle up with on a cold winter night

>no bf to wake up to

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lots of reasons that kind of just built up over time
we'd get into arguments over this shit, and then we'd never properly address the problem. we were able to work through these type of things for a long while, but then we got bad about handling this shit. the last one was a lot of bad luck since there was a snowball of events that happened over the course of a couple of weeks.

she's upset too and wants to just go away and move back with her family instead of try to work things out like I want to. I even made a whole friggin chart/list/paper of everything that got built up and how we could fix things, and options like therapy despite being a meme were thrown out there too.

Hehehe, I was a little miffed too. Although he said it in response to me mentioning that I was a virgin saying that, "I was a virgin until about a year ago". It sucks that he's a disgusting used hot dog, but I suppose I can forgive him. I'll just go all Highlander on the other chick.

Thank you!

How long were you together? Iunno man, the problem with relationships is that whoever is invested least has all the power - and that sounds like her right now. Maybe sticking together would just place you in a worse position where you can't assert for yourself.

Sorry about your luck, hopefully things improve. I'm sure your willingness to commit and work will shine through in other areas of your life.

>no bf to ride rollercoasters with!
>no bf to go backpacking with!
>no one to visit me in the hospital
>no bf to sit and be alone together with

>fembots write out all these sweet fantasies on Jow Forums
>in real life they just want Chad to strangle and rape them

I desperately want a gf. I wouldn't mind doing this stuff at all, but I'm too socially incompetent to talk to girls.

>you will never be a fembot's bf and make her dreams come true
I'm a pathetic waste of space. I wish I was never born so that another man could have taken my place and maybe he could grow up to be a man worthy of a fembot's love.

>time together
about 4 years.

The problem is that she's just drained now and because of that she lost all of her investment. She's resistant to trying to work things out, but is still a little unsure in general, since it's somewhere between just ending things or doing long distance with skype and occasional visits like we did in the past.

We're sleeping in separate rooms right now, but I'm not having any luck going to sleep. She just got back from a visit to her family, and I'd been working on some stuff for her return but it's basically gone to waste now. I know that logically I should probably just forget everything, but dumbass feels won't let me drop her 100%.

>women say they want X
>"I masturbate to Y so that's what you actually want."

>won't let me drop her
Well, you're still living together, dude. You're not going to be able to drop her until it's really over.

>"I masturbate to Y so that's what you actually want."
I don't masturbate to that, or to porn at all.
I only like the idea of loving and affectionate sexual contact.

I know this feel.
I feel like I've failed them.

what kind of dumb shit did you argue about? because I bet it was really fucking dumb

watch the sunset??? i just want someone to actually care about me lolol

Just kill yourself man, it'll make her feel horrible and may turn your mutual friends against her.