Shit shit shit I'm hearing whispers am I a fucking schizo please help

Disorganized speech and thought, weird pointless movements/posture?

What do you usually hallucinate when you are sleep deprived?

Not really. Guess I'm in the clear for now.

Not the person you're replying to but: Noises/movement out of corners of eyes. Strangers' faces being celebrities or people I know. Objects being the wrong size. Incomprehensible noises or voices in the distance. Bugs crawling on skin. The worst one was a large mammal running across the road, crashed my bike to avoid it. Sleep dep really fucks with you.

I dunno, what you described does not sound healthy user. If you dont have the money to talk to a professional for real you need to start making the effort to sleep on a fixed schedule until it goes away. I'm not in your head, and neither are the talking heads on the news, but it sounds spooky to think that everything is hinting that the world is fake

The longest I have gone is about 48 hours. I felt like something would be around every single corner. When I haven't slept a long time and I lay down in silence to sleep sometimes I will hear my name being spoken by people I knew/know.

You know how you think about breathing and you start manually breathing?

You just reminded me of whispers and now there's uncontrollable whispers. Thanks, OP.

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Schizophrenia gets worse with stress, lack of sleep, and drug use (including alcohol). Go to bed user, try and get some good rest and don't post this shit on a place like Jow Forums. People will go out of their way to stress you out more than you already are.

You're going to be okay. Say it to yourself in the most confident tone of voice you can until you believe it. Get rest and see a doctor tomorrow.

Not reassuring but it could just be my stupid ass DPDR getting worse. It just freaks me out because of it not really happening before and the surrealness. They pinpoint consciousness and reality and it all seems pertinent. Shit, that sounds fucking crazy.

Man if you have more to tell I am all ears. I'm sitting in an empty house at 3 am deciding whether to sleep on the floor or wait till sunup and go get some breakfast and I'm interested.

I hope not user, I hear shit like that sometimes inside my head, you're only schizo if you can't tell it's not real and just bullshit in your head no?

Those that become "Contaminated" are sent to /x/ were they then lose their minds and give in to the symptoms.

There really isn't more I can say without it making less and less sense. I start listening to something, and then specific details are mentioned that make the whole experience seem absurd. It doesn't make me feel manic or anything, but everything gets brought into this feeling of being on the Truman Show. It's like the people are reminding me that this reality isn't real. Usually the small details are relevant to not being real and it seems like they just mention it offhandedly and then quickly move on. I can't help but feel like I'm being reminded that everything is just one mass consciousness facing the fact that this is all an illusion. That make sense?

Yeah it makes 100% sense and I really feel for you. I had a girlfriend who had what I suppose you could call breaks with reality and while it wasn't exactly like what you are describing it was scary as shit for me, the "responsible adult" of the situation and seemed far worse for her, so I can have some empathy here at least.
Hers was truly surreal. I remember once she was sitting on my lap in a hot tub and she just leapt backwards off of me and started screaming and then kinda came back to herself and asked "did I just freak out?" And apparently "uhh define freak out" was the wrong response, it just scared her more. Genuinely poor poor girl I hope I wasn't too much of a piece of shit to her. I digress.

It's me again, the user. I just wanted to ask what's your life looking like in terms of sleeping, eating, getting out of the house every now and then? Sleep is a big one here

its called not being an npc

Oh, sleep is probably a huge contributing factor. Usually when I stay on a strict schedule and make sure to keep busy, the feeling of disconnection isn't as big of a problem. Generally just stressed from the usual life stuff, and that's contributing to my lack of sleep. Never had problems with finding patterns in certain conversations before, so that's what concerns me. I have gotten to the point of almost completely drifting away from what's real, and I'm worried that being stressed out like I am now can ultimately lead to some psychosis where I don't come out of it. I need to force myself to get back on track.
Yeah it does. I often question my past actions and also feel like the me of 1 day or even hours previously wasn't never me. I also question weather or not the person I wake up as tomorrow is actually still me. I still have "control" of my actions though

Accidentally used my post when replying to your post user.

You need to be rehibilated

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What has you so stressed out man? Believe me I have a lot of "general life stuff" but I'm not disconnected from my past and future selves, I'm not seeing secret code patterns in the commercials on the radio. You gotta start sleeping right and get whatever the hell is stressing you so bad out of your life before it ruins you. Is it a girl? She isnt worth this. Neither is a job unless you're making millions maybe.

I only turn a little schizo when Im super high on weed and or with some benadryl.

Ill hear dogs barking, someone whispering, see fast moving shadows, etc...

Just stuck in the same situation as a lot of other people. Live in a small family that needs my support, but I'm leeching off them while I go to college with grants so I can get a job to support them. I'm nearly going to flunk-out, and considering dropping out. I can just do that and start working instead, but then I'll likely be spending a decade until my main support dies and then be stuck in a cycle of minimum wage jobs that will eventually be useless. I can go and join the army instead, which I'm actually considering. But you can't join the army as a mental case, or if you have health problems, so even that may not be an entirely viable option. I'm actually tired of describing this, I just want to leave.

Dude serious suggestion: join a trade. Doesnt even really matter which one. Plumbing is simple as fuck, you just clear out pipes and people think its a miracle. You get paid to learn as an apprentice instead of paying the college, you dont sign your soul to the army, you dont get stuck being useless because you have an actual marketable skill.

I was chronically sleep deprived and these examples happened in daytime:
1. I once looked up mid-afternoon and the blue sky was covered in what looked like black netting. It had a strange blurry and unclear look about it like when you squint your eyes and look through your eyelashes
2. Black shapes quickly flitted around my periphery on occasions
3. In the corner of my eye, I am convinced that a large dark grey schoolbag is my ginger colored bengal cat. I even see the "cat" moving Gone when I look directly at it.
4. I shut my eyes in the middle of a local gig, open them again and then for a split second see a floating disembodied smiling bald man's face right in front of mine. It looks flat, 2D, almost transparent disappears immediately.

I have heard lots of different people talk about seeing "shadow people" after sleep deprivation or stimulant abuse. I never got quite that far, or saw more than one hallucination on the same or consecutive days, as I suffered more from consistently sleeping only briefly each night, rather than 100% sleepless nights happening in a row.

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whisper back

I also sometimes hear music and see images in the "hypnagogic" states leading into and out of sleep, which is apparently normal.

Due to stress I assume, during an exam I had auditory hallucinations where I heard persistent
"goofy" sounding music like accordions and enthusiastic British accents.

I'm around the late adolescent age where schizophrenia onset often occurs but I doubt this is me as these examples have been rare and I had extreme issues with sleep at the time

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They would be schizotypal, but not schizophrenic.

i didnt sleep for 3 days once and i lost vision in my left eye completely for like 20 minutes

maybe your ears aren't working did you store them above room temperature?

>You'll never kidnap a QT scitzo and force feed her LSD and scream NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE